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Mar. 23rd, 2005 09:04 pmWell think I am listening to an amature radio frequency. was listenin to police before. .. lol just heard one of their callsigns as something-a-rather Harry Potter Lol! hmmness!
Well o5 days til US! :) 9 days til astral-course, one to two days til Izzy gets her but kicked on Neighbours (Lol! - we hope)!
Well I got my talks phone back today as I went to RVIB to pick it up. good old Geremy did fix it! :) or Nick too I think! then had lunch with q-E down in Chapel street. was nice! Then went to visiquip to talk to shaz for a while then I came home.
Tomorrow I am going to Nan's to watch the appeal on friday - always lovely tradition! and I'll be sure to take my scanner to hear difference! .. then Saturday I think we'll drive back to my house, and Easter sunday Mum and A will pick us up and we'll be driving down to Rhy where Dad is taking walls out and heaps of cool stuff ( Lol) and Aunt J and them will be down at their house too so we'll meet up for a tasty easter lunch I bet! tis gonna be fun! .. ah, I'm going to get Nan to show me how to get the bus there, as there's a stop just at the end of our street! gonna be good. I know that ya have to go to Frankston on train then catch the portsey bus! .. but I need the little where-things-are showen to me!
Wow, silence on this frequency now but someone just came on and announced their call sign and asked if another call sign was there. but doesn't look like it!
Well, not long outta bed for me don't think. am quite tired! I feel kinda happy and cheerful! :) Things aren't going too badly at all at the moment, and yeah for easterness! :)
Til Next time, RdFreak
P.S. I feel I haven't been this cheerful and content with my general life for a while. Guess I know I've got a bit of stuff to look forward too over the next few weeks! - always good to be busy!
Well o5 days til US! :) 9 days til astral-course, one to two days til Izzy gets her but kicked on Neighbours (Lol! - we hope)!
Well I got my talks phone back today as I went to RVIB to pick it up. good old Geremy did fix it! :) or Nick too I think! then had lunch with q-E down in Chapel street. was nice! Then went to visiquip to talk to shaz for a while then I came home.
Tomorrow I am going to Nan's to watch the appeal on friday - always lovely tradition! and I'll be sure to take my scanner to hear difference! .. then Saturday I think we'll drive back to my house, and Easter sunday Mum and A will pick us up and we'll be driving down to Rhy where Dad is taking walls out and heaps of cool stuff ( Lol) and Aunt J and them will be down at their house too so we'll meet up for a tasty easter lunch I bet! tis gonna be fun! .. ah, I'm going to get Nan to show me how to get the bus there, as there's a stop just at the end of our street! gonna be good. I know that ya have to go to Frankston on train then catch the portsey bus! .. but I need the little where-things-are showen to me!
Wow, silence on this frequency now but someone just came on and announced their call sign and asked if another call sign was there. but doesn't look like it!
Well, not long outta bed for me don't think. am quite tired! I feel kinda happy and cheerful! :) Things aren't going too badly at all at the moment, and yeah for easterness! :)
Til Next time, RdFreak
P.S. I feel I haven't been this cheerful and content with my general life for a while. Guess I know I've got a bit of stuff to look forward too over the next few weeks! - always good to be busy!
my neighbours boring next eppisode
Mar. 22nd, 2005 06:59 pmPaul and Kimella get together and between them tell all about Izzy's baby not being Karl's.
Paul, after having doing his deed, had a heart-attack as well.
Karl goes back to susan, They get full custody of Stingray and Dillin, but Jannale lives with them too and becomes a house maid (Lol)
Damn Lyn! damn Lyn! She is diagnozed with parkinson's disease and that's why she sounds all nervous all of the time. but to give her a bit of creddit, she ends up with that guy, (forget his name!
Jo (remember him? He comes back, marries Janale and they take their two boys and live happily ever after as a family they never had.
Skye lives with Harald permanently and Toby comes down too!
Jo (remember Kerry Bishop's husband) comes down and marries Izzy! actually he may be too good for her!
Oh who cares. but they live happily ever after and sweet revendge is cool and as long as that's taken care of and I marry stewart, that's all I darn well care about! :)
The end!
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Paul, after having doing his deed, had a heart-attack as well.
Karl goes back to susan, They get full custody of Stingray and Dillin, but Jannale lives with them too and becomes a house maid (Lol)
Damn Lyn! damn Lyn! She is diagnozed with parkinson's disease and that's why she sounds all nervous all of the time. but to give her a bit of creddit, she ends up with that guy, (forget his name!
Jo (remember him? He comes back, marries Janale and they take their two boys and live happily ever after as a family they never had.
Skye lives with Harald permanently and Toby comes down too!
Jo (remember Kerry Bishop's husband) comes down and marries Izzy! actually he may be too good for her!
Oh who cares. but they live happily ever after and sweet revendge is cool and as long as that's taken care of and I marry stewart, that's all I darn well care about! :)
The end!
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Mar. 16th, 2005 12:32 pmWell tonight Karl has a heart attack on neighbours, well he already did. i soo hope he aint leavin the show! I want Izzy to die, but Natalie (as a person) to stay! I loooooove Natalie. I hate izzy! and Paul is evil as well! I wanna see Christine and Caroline again!
Happy 20th birthday Neighbours! :):)
Well, I think I may join Tuesday topics again and talk bout online shopping. Ah Curt was gunna come later. We'll listen to all his tapes of the scanner yeah! oh and i finally got the manual in txt form from PDF so yeah for that! :)
Last night I had a strange dream, again! why are they always about people that I like, only they're all my past crushes combine! oh man last night I was back at vermont doing English and I was hugging my teacher like a lot for some reason. She was like a BB's build (Lol) but then she was Maras ..., and B ..., and this young boy all at once. We were hugging and then I had to go do my SAC and she/he came over and saw me reading some email forwards and she said "Rachel I am enjoying this but I want you to do something seriously now" or something hahaha .. so I was trying to rush as it was almost the end of the period and the bell rang and everyone handed in their SACs but I still sat there as I only just wrote the first sentence, and teacher came up to me and said that I may as well take it home and finish it. and I kept hugging him/her and apologizing but this time she kept pulling away and said "I have to go". yeah so I kept apologizing for not doing my work in class, heh. weirdness cos back at Vermont we were still doing the CATs. also something about Carne being there Lol! it was the most memorable and weirdest dream!
OK well, I have a copy of what I wanted to make a zone audio profile, but since I never could upload it, and I'm not on the zone now, it is here
Lol unfortunately I haven't got the right equipment near my puter, but i had to make do with a middy file and a crap voice (as I wanted my diction to be heard, hence the bad sad voice. I wanna play it on piano, or .. yeha keyboard one day! wohooo! oh and I dunno why but Caitlin H had asked for a name of it, and the only thing that I could come up with is "J-SQUARED IS A NUT" very original!
I will do it on keyboard and got to change the words around to fit more since Caitlin H was teasing me somethin chronic (Lol)! I will work on the keyboard thing and re record it, yeah! .. ahem sound check, i really should be listening :) .. and then Tuesday topics start soon! Damn I wish people would start using GMT. it's so not fair that everything is international yes non-Americans have to work everything out. and I don't know a lot of their timezones (though I am starting to finally after many years), and they don't know mine. I mean some don't even know that we speak english in Australia Lol (a question from the game list once - was kinda funny :)
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Happy 20th birthday Neighbours! :):)
Well, I think I may join Tuesday topics again and talk bout online shopping. Ah Curt was gunna come later. We'll listen to all his tapes of the scanner yeah! oh and i finally got the manual in txt form from PDF so yeah for that! :)
Last night I had a strange dream, again! why are they always about people that I like, only they're all my past crushes combine! oh man last night I was back at vermont doing English and I was hugging my teacher like a lot for some reason. She was like a BB's build (Lol) but then she was Maras ..., and B ..., and this young boy all at once. We were hugging and then I had to go do my SAC and she/he came over and saw me reading some email forwards and she said "Rachel I am enjoying this but I want you to do something seriously now" or something hahaha .. so I was trying to rush as it was almost the end of the period and the bell rang and everyone handed in their SACs but I still sat there as I only just wrote the first sentence, and teacher came up to me and said that I may as well take it home and finish it. and I kept hugging him/her and apologizing but this time she kept pulling away and said "I have to go". yeah so I kept apologizing for not doing my work in class, heh. weirdness cos back at Vermont we were still doing the CATs. also something about Carne being there Lol! it was the most memorable and weirdest dream!
OK well, I have a copy of what I wanted to make a zone audio profile, but since I never could upload it, and I'm not on the zone now, it is here
Lol unfortunately I haven't got the right equipment near my puter, but i had to make do with a middy file and a crap voice (as I wanted my diction to be heard, hence the bad sad voice. I wanna play it on piano, or .. yeha keyboard one day! wohooo! oh and I dunno why but Caitlin H had asked for a name of it, and the only thing that I could come up with is "J-SQUARED IS A NUT" very original!
I will do it on keyboard and got to change the words around to fit more since Caitlin H was teasing me somethin chronic (Lol)! I will work on the keyboard thing and re record it, yeah! .. ahem sound check, i really should be listening :) .. and then Tuesday topics start soon! Damn I wish people would start using GMT. it's so not fair that everything is international yes non-Americans have to work everything out. and I don't know a lot of their timezones (though I am starting to finally after many years), and they don't know mine. I mean some don't even know that we speak english in Australia Lol (a question from the game list once - was kinda funny :)
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Jan. 4th, 2005 12:37 amOK so I have just been through another round of a good old neighbours marathon. but I am slowly catching up to where I've finished downloading so I decided I should resume the download Lol! and i think I need to go to bed which is probably the bestest reason I can come up with for writing that pointless information! :)
But, .. my exciting news for the day - yesterday I should say .. is .. I am trying to plan a trip to the ACB convention without money. Now, is that exciting, or is that exciting?! (were my exact msn words to DW when I announced it to him on msn before Lol!
OK so it's quite amazing and kinda strange really. I had such the bad year last year (as we all know only too well at this point :) but I had a feeling that, 2005 was going to bring a few surprises. It was funny actually. My usually being sooo emotional while counting down to the new year was pretty not happening and I clicked over to the new year without much of a commotion at all going on in my head. In fact, I immediately felt excited to be in it! and after having counted down with my parents and their friends and my relos after a great BBQ (and too many damn mozie bites on my legs and arms to count them) I went home and to bed. Next day Rocky came over for the night which was nice. but then she left the next morning very early as she was asked to get home.
anyway, ever since the new year I have had this really weird persisting feeling that I ought to travel this year. I am not sure what it was it was just weird, and I was trying so hard to ignore it but it kept comin back. anyway, i guess today I did a bit of research, and, though I do not know where I'm gunna get the money from, at this stage I plan to visit the big scarey state of Losvagus, and even stay at an even more scarier sounding hotel! of course there are heaps of arrangements to be made but basically a big chance to meet heaps of people - including all my old online buddies. And I have also been emailing someone from here that went to a convention a few years ago.
Honestly there's sooo many people I wanna visit from all over that big scarey country but, I don't know if that's such realistic goals for one trip :( and non-existent money unfortunately Lol! .. nah, I figure that I am currently not enrolled in any major long-term official study or careers, and after this year who knows? I might be tied here for a while. So maybe that's a reason why my head is pushing me.
Anyway I've been assured of being helped out in the past, not that I haven't demanded to pay Nan back cos I feel sooo awful. She's done so much for me, so when I get a job .. clickedy click money gets chucked back (and idealy interest) regardless of any protests. .. so yeah .. that's my exciting news for the day! haha! I've got some great friends who have already offered their asisstence and hospitality even, so I think they want me Lol! hahaha!
I wrote a letter to the convention organizer so I can get a few more handy ideas and tips about things!
So yeah, new year's Eve turned out not too bad at all. I watched the ABBA thing too that I read <lj user="nickiboo"" watched. twas cool. then I flicked TV on to channel 9 and was just in time to hear the beginnings of a Robbie Williams concert, but it sure didn't interest me for too long, so then I just went out to count down! can not just sit there and let them all do it without me! so yeah, that was the jolly end to my 2004, and I wish I didn't waste it on depressing things, but ah well, what can yya do?! we can only move forth from here! and I guess .. that is exactly what I am gunna do this year! Called up the NHB bash on Sat night (my time - when Rocky was here), that was, um, interesting .. as can be imagined, Lol! but .. yeah. it's going in the best of, so .. that's kinda cool Lol! but it was all cos of that country and Western song that was sung! Lol .. Hmmm CS just called me on skype but told her I was off to bed. It is just unbelievable how many skype authorizations I get, but I always refuse them now unless they're good enough to tell me who they are. Also people not on my contact list can no longer text message me, so I live in more peace now luckily! Anyway I am going to bed. night darling LJ! Til Next time, RdFreak
But, .. my exciting news for the day - yesterday I should say .. is .. I am trying to plan a trip to the ACB convention without money. Now, is that exciting, or is that exciting?! (were my exact msn words to DW when I announced it to him on msn before Lol!
OK so it's quite amazing and kinda strange really. I had such the bad year last year (as we all know only too well at this point :) but I had a feeling that, 2005 was going to bring a few surprises. It was funny actually. My usually being sooo emotional while counting down to the new year was pretty not happening and I clicked over to the new year without much of a commotion at all going on in my head. In fact, I immediately felt excited to be in it! and after having counted down with my parents and their friends and my relos after a great BBQ (and too many damn mozie bites on my legs and arms to count them) I went home and to bed. Next day Rocky came over for the night which was nice. but then she left the next morning very early as she was asked to get home.
anyway, ever since the new year I have had this really weird persisting feeling that I ought to travel this year. I am not sure what it was it was just weird, and I was trying so hard to ignore it but it kept comin back. anyway, i guess today I did a bit of research, and, though I do not know where I'm gunna get the money from, at this stage I plan to visit the big scarey state of Losvagus, and even stay at an even more scarier sounding hotel! of course there are heaps of arrangements to be made but basically a big chance to meet heaps of people - including all my old online buddies. And I have also been emailing someone from here that went to a convention a few years ago.
Honestly there's sooo many people I wanna visit from all over that big scarey country but, I don't know if that's such realistic goals for one trip :( and non-existent money unfortunately Lol! .. nah, I figure that I am currently not enrolled in any major long-term official study or careers, and after this year who knows? I might be tied here for a while. So maybe that's a reason why my head is pushing me.
Anyway I've been assured of being helped out in the past, not that I haven't demanded to pay Nan back cos I feel sooo awful. She's done so much for me, so when I get a job .. clickedy click money gets chucked back (and idealy interest) regardless of any protests. .. so yeah .. that's my exciting news for the day! haha! I've got some great friends who have already offered their asisstence and hospitality even, so I think they want me Lol! hahaha!
I wrote a letter to the convention organizer so I can get a few more handy ideas and tips about things!
So yeah, new year's Eve turned out not too bad at all. I watched the ABBA thing too that I read <lj user="nickiboo"" watched. twas cool. then I flicked TV on to channel 9 and was just in time to hear the beginnings of a Robbie Williams concert, but it sure didn't interest me for too long, so then I just went out to count down! can not just sit there and let them all do it without me! so yeah, that was the jolly end to my 2004, and I wish I didn't waste it on depressing things, but ah well, what can yya do?! we can only move forth from here! and I guess .. that is exactly what I am gunna do this year! Called up the NHB bash on Sat night (my time - when Rocky was here), that was, um, interesting .. as can be imagined, Lol! but .. yeah. it's going in the best of, so .. that's kinda cool Lol! but it was all cos of that country and Western song that was sung! Lol .. Hmmm CS just called me on skype but told her I was off to bed. It is just unbelievable how many skype authorizations I get, but I always refuse them now unless they're good enough to tell me who they are. Also people not on my contact list can no longer text message me, so I live in more peace now luckily! Anyway I am going to bed. night darling LJ! Til Next time, RdFreak
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Jul. 8th, 2004 12:28 pmSo now I feel bla! I kinda new it! whenever I get in such a high I always know i'm gunna be hit hard-core later, so I'm never overly thrilled at the time. I do go up and down! up and down like a yoyo! actually it hasn't been like that for quite a while with me; I've always been just OK.
Well Neighbours was pretty depressing earlier, then I called Nan, and I was starting to go into all the reasons why I didn't want parents to purchase flat at rye, and yeah and bla. that got me a little upset again just talking about it! *sigh*
And while I love my internet friends, and was totally high on them before, it can annoy me how text chatting doesn't really give you the ability to know how they mean a certain statement! And sometimes people just go off line - which I understand - I do it too, but it's like I seem to be caring about everyone and I never get anything back. Yes yes I know I know, people will probably think I'm contradicting myself big time but deal! maybe I felt more positive! maybe now, while I still stand by loving all my Net friends, it can all seem extremely one-sided sometimes.
And everyone seems to be out to please themselves these days. I'm the only one who seems to care about all my friends, really. I mean .. I dunno!
When it comes to relationships and stuff, I've learnt that your close friends can become your worst enemy. why? because we all try and compete for the one we love! and screw the gender-bias friendship! Yes I have been thinking a lot about that one too lately, and it's sooo sad! I can't not admit that I do it too! but why? why why why?
I dunno! I just figured I'd feel better if I write in here. Cos I love my journal, even if I am weird sometimes.
Like I've always said, LJ appeals to me so much as I really benefit from having others read my story! -- well the majority of it anyway! haha! not saying that I don't write everything in here cos, this is my one and only journal - well maybe not my one and only. I do keep voice diaries on occasion but this has turned into my one and only text one now. The very occasional entry will be private! then a little more of it is "friends only" but most stuff, generally speaking can be viewed by everyone! I think of it is my BigBrother eppisodes! man I would love to get on there, but I now doubt that very much! I use to be positive about it, but I don't know why?! I am blind. i need to get a grip on reality! Mainstream doesn't always want to acomodate! it sucks! I feel I have as much right as the rest of the world to have my fun!
Lol I can't understand why everyone says "I'm being random". i am always random but I don't give a hoot! it's my journal and I'll hoot if I want too - or somethin!
Til Next time, RdFreak
Well Neighbours was pretty depressing earlier, then I called Nan, and I was starting to go into all the reasons why I didn't want parents to purchase flat at rye, and yeah and bla. that got me a little upset again just talking about it! *sigh*
And while I love my internet friends, and was totally high on them before, it can annoy me how text chatting doesn't really give you the ability to know how they mean a certain statement! And sometimes people just go off line - which I understand - I do it too, but it's like I seem to be caring about everyone and I never get anything back. Yes yes I know I know, people will probably think I'm contradicting myself big time but deal! maybe I felt more positive! maybe now, while I still stand by loving all my Net friends, it can all seem extremely one-sided sometimes.
And everyone seems to be out to please themselves these days. I'm the only one who seems to care about all my friends, really. I mean .. I dunno!
When it comes to relationships and stuff, I've learnt that your close friends can become your worst enemy. why? because we all try and compete for the one we love! and screw the gender-bias friendship! Yes I have been thinking a lot about that one too lately, and it's sooo sad! I can't not admit that I do it too! but why? why why why?
I dunno! I just figured I'd feel better if I write in here. Cos I love my journal, even if I am weird sometimes.
Like I've always said, LJ appeals to me so much as I really benefit from having others read my story! -- well the majority of it anyway! haha! not saying that I don't write everything in here cos, this is my one and only journal - well maybe not my one and only. I do keep voice diaries on occasion but this has turned into my one and only text one now. The very occasional entry will be private! then a little more of it is "friends only" but most stuff, generally speaking can be viewed by everyone! I think of it is my BigBrother eppisodes! man I would love to get on there, but I now doubt that very much! I use to be positive about it, but I don't know why?! I am blind. i need to get a grip on reality! Mainstream doesn't always want to acomodate! it sucks! I feel I have as much right as the rest of the world to have my fun!
Lol I can't understand why everyone says "I'm being random". i am always random but I don't give a hoot! it's my journal and I'll hoot if I want too - or somethin!
Til Next time, RdFreak
Since everyone else was doing it:
( My best LJ friend is: )
Forgot to mention, that I didn't end up going to visit![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
rickybuchanan Tuesday; she had an appointment which was completely understandable. We'll catch up again soon! then I can do my bragging and all that I actually made it - without even asking anyone for assistance - even better!
Well yeah I've become a Net Nerd unfortunately with my days of being cooped. But tonight I might go and stay with parents. I think I need company. then tomorrow I am going to meet M at Boxhill for lunch so that should be nice! I'll stock up at that cheap discount lolly shop (of course :) then .. yeah and that! will probably do the catching up of people more next week! man next week shall be interesting??!?
I miss A! She gets back from Tiwon (excuse spelling) on the 12th - day I start back at school! crapedy crap crap! but we are definitely going to catch up! Speaking of school, last semester I tried even harder to work and not procrastinate. I actually feel I did achieve a little, but next semester I will do even better damnit! No work these holidays; plenty of opportunity to be slack and stuff, so yeah I will *not be making any allowances next semester like I've done in the past.
I've been going to bed quite early every night, and waking up what most people would call early. Sleep is always good when you're in crazy states!
Neighbours - old series is on in another hour! yeah! tis all I live for Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak
( My best LJ friend is: )
Forgot to mention, that I didn't end up going to visit
rickybuchanan Tuesday; she had an appointment which was completely understandable. We'll catch up again soon! then I can do my bragging and all that I actually made it - without even asking anyone for assistance - even better!Well yeah I've become a Net Nerd unfortunately with my days of being cooped. But tonight I might go and stay with parents. I think I need company. then tomorrow I am going to meet M at Boxhill for lunch so that should be nice! I'll stock up at that cheap discount lolly shop (of course :) then .. yeah and that! will probably do the catching up of people more next week! man next week shall be interesting??!?
I miss A! She gets back from Tiwon (excuse spelling) on the 12th - day I start back at school! crapedy crap crap! but we are definitely going to catch up! Speaking of school, last semester I tried even harder to work and not procrastinate. I actually feel I did achieve a little, but next semester I will do even better damnit! No work these holidays; plenty of opportunity to be slack and stuff, so yeah I will *not be making any allowances next semester like I've done in the past.
I've been going to bed quite early every night, and waking up what most people would call early. Sleep is always good when you're in crazy states!
Neighbours - old series is on in another hour! yeah! tis all I live for Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Jun. 21st, 2004 05:53 pmI just got off the phone from L! I am feeling kinda quite positive as far as school goes. But I'm wagering that won't last all afo tomorrow when we have to do our essay for public Life! I just found this awesome web site all about American politics -- from citizenship to electing the president and it is plain english. actually there's no real excuse for me not to do this well tomorrow. It gave so many resources from various American political encyclepedias; talk about awesome stuff! .. Well maybe that should be continued in my bed time reading tonight! ha yeah right I say :)
This afo we all worked on our debate and have just the concllusion to work on tomorrow. Hopefully we can get it done so us speakers can go over our parts Wednesday! Before that was stories cultures where I gave my presntation on witches! O was really lovely - as always. She was telling us how we've come this far and just take life in stages, which is actually what I'm practicing more of. It is a better way to stay sane I think! But she honestly makes us feel so good about ourselves. There needs to be more teachers like that around! -- she sees the best in everything/everyone. At the end it led me up to explaining to her how I have really tried so hard this semester, but don't think I still mannaged to do as well as I could have. Then I gave her the brief History of my schooling and how I never did as well as I could have. So she was talking to me about how I can comprimise on the things I enjoy doing, and there always being subjects we're not so good at - Lol ya can say that again! politics! aaah! and we don't get away with it with economy and Society next semester! So yeah today wasn't a bad day even though I suffered from the usual Monday Itis!
I had an awesome voice chat on the Zone with ppl yesterday. It was sooo much fun, but me being on dialup and from aus compared to everyone from the other side doesn't help! There is such a huge delay between me and them! but oh well! can make out most things.
Oh my gosh! get this for almost a laugh! ST was logged into the zone when I logged in, so what does he do? immediately log out! I almost laughed! I mean; am I missing something, or am I being avoided?! Am I not trying my hardest to be sensible about this and sort stuff out so we can just move on and be friends. Did I not buy him a 34 US buck game? Am I being too nice? Am I being unreasonable to be curious of whether my money made it to a good home? I mean I'm sure it did, but damn! there is just something I am missing here! something I do not understand! Sure, I didn't have to do it but I wanted too. Why can't he handle the truth of my email? I'm not saying that it's my policy that everything I give requires a "thank you" but since this is kinda biggish bucks involved, do i not have a right to know it hasn't just been thrown over to some charity? I mean yeah .. I dunno! There's obviously a lot of things I must learn about this place we call a world!
Anyway yes I know this is public (but I thought I'd give my *friend an opportunity to reply annonymously of course :) Like I always say, I am always open to the other side of a story, but in this case, I have not been able to get one.
Anyway .. today was a kinda high day. let's not spoil it!
Well yeah I told ya bout my day! Heartly is a naughty Pup. A has competition; she is now on to J! and so now I can't control her in front of J as well. not cool!
While I was walking home today Mum passed me, so she gave me a rest for about a minute Lol! haha!
Neighbours on soon! Wasn't Jack meant to die last week? Lol! I don't want him to go though. He is cute! though he's a cheat-artist!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
This afo we all worked on our debate and have just the concllusion to work on tomorrow. Hopefully we can get it done so us speakers can go over our parts Wednesday! Before that was stories cultures where I gave my presntation on witches! O was really lovely - as always. She was telling us how we've come this far and just take life in stages, which is actually what I'm practicing more of. It is a better way to stay sane I think! But she honestly makes us feel so good about ourselves. There needs to be more teachers like that around! -- she sees the best in everything/everyone. At the end it led me up to explaining to her how I have really tried so hard this semester, but don't think I still mannaged to do as well as I could have. Then I gave her the brief History of my schooling and how I never did as well as I could have. So she was talking to me about how I can comprimise on the things I enjoy doing, and there always being subjects we're not so good at - Lol ya can say that again! politics! aaah! and we don't get away with it with economy and Society next semester! So yeah today wasn't a bad day even though I suffered from the usual Monday Itis!
I had an awesome voice chat on the Zone with ppl yesterday. It was sooo much fun, but me being on dialup and from aus compared to everyone from the other side doesn't help! There is such a huge delay between me and them! but oh well! can make out most things.
Oh my gosh! get this for almost a laugh! ST was logged into the zone when I logged in, so what does he do? immediately log out! I almost laughed! I mean; am I missing something, or am I being avoided?! Am I not trying my hardest to be sensible about this and sort stuff out so we can just move on and be friends. Did I not buy him a 34 US buck game? Am I being too nice? Am I being unreasonable to be curious of whether my money made it to a good home? I mean I'm sure it did, but damn! there is just something I am missing here! something I do not understand! Sure, I didn't have to do it but I wanted too. Why can't he handle the truth of my email? I'm not saying that it's my policy that everything I give requires a "thank you" but since this is kinda biggish bucks involved, do i not have a right to know it hasn't just been thrown over to some charity? I mean yeah .. I dunno! There's obviously a lot of things I must learn about this place we call a world!
Anyway yes I know this is public (but I thought I'd give my *friend an opportunity to reply annonymously of course :) Like I always say, I am always open to the other side of a story, but in this case, I have not been able to get one.
Anyway .. today was a kinda high day. let's not spoil it!
Well yeah I told ya bout my day! Heartly is a naughty Pup. A has competition; she is now on to J! and so now I can't control her in front of J as well. not cool!
While I was walking home today Mum passed me, so she gave me a rest for about a minute Lol! haha!
Neighbours on soon! Wasn't Jack meant to die last week? Lol! I don't want him to go though. He is cute! though he's a cheat-artist!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Jun. 11th, 2004 02:59 amhmmmmm well I have been sleeping so well lately but .. it still appears that sometimes I just wake up for whatever reason and get bored of laying there. Anyway I did go to bed at 9 last night, so just hope I'm not doing another round of stuffing up sleeping patterns, cos yeah lately sleep has been good to me, and at the proper times too!
But I do think it got me in a bit of strife yesterday. We were working with our debate team in the morning, and I just got extremely frustrated. It just seemed that every time I tried to contribute, no-one was listening to me and/or they were contradicting me. :( I dunno if it was just me or what. But like I was joking to L that she was being "the typical bossy mother" but she kinda was, and that just got to me. I just felt like I wasn't being heard. and I felt bad cos after a while I just thought "ge it'd be better if I didn't speak" so I didn't and it was when they were working out my part! anyway *sigh* they are friends who I usually love, so .. maybe it was just my bad-hair-day or something! Anyway, I will compensate by working out another speakers piece. This is my first real debate so-to-speak cos previous ones haven't been proper ones - just subject understanding kinda-sorta. (sorry love ya TE, K, L J and J but eye contact really *grrrrrrr* me sometimes cos you can use it to talk/get each others attention and I just can't!) anyway, it's all good! this morning we will meet again - hopefully I don't fall asleep!
Yesterday I got home and I watched Neighbours and my silly VCR only just got the start - even missed out on the first few seconds of the previews! *getting worried about that one* oh well! then I finished the final touches to my L2L essay and emailed that to him! gosh hope it's right! stupid me forgot to read the criteria and all after all that! When will I learn??!! *sigh* and I decided to do my infotech assignment this afo when I get home, then I will have finished my more outstanding pieces and I only have what's due in the final week to go! yeah only two more weeks! much excitment is to be had! :)
Anyway I then went on the zone which I had just started revissiting after about six or seven months of staying away and decided to followcanadian_diva's advice and play the anagrams! And she is right; very addictive! and I think it's especially made fun when other ppl come on and we can kinda chatter a little. It's quite cool actually! Man! I am stumped. I only got 73 words out of "orchestra" out of a possible 407.
( view my results so far! )
And yeah me agrees with CD. those apparent "anagram generators" ppl find on the net is just not fair! I don't like cheats either! I wanted to be one of the leaders for the day but guess if I go there now and start on today's word, i may, just may have it later tonight, who knows?!
man ... it is sooo time to go Paul! What is up with his damn attitude to Merlyn?! No wonder he has two strikes; it upsets him all sooo much! :( Merlyn has to stay. In fact he is one of my predictions for winning.
OK i go and see if today's word is up yet. I am not quite sure as yet how they'd handle "the word of the day" when all these different time zones would come into play. Oh well, will find out I guess!
Hmm wonder how long I'll stay awake this session? Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak
But I do think it got me in a bit of strife yesterday. We were working with our debate team in the morning, and I just got extremely frustrated. It just seemed that every time I tried to contribute, no-one was listening to me and/or they were contradicting me. :( I dunno if it was just me or what. But like I was joking to L that she was being "the typical bossy mother" but she kinda was, and that just got to me. I just felt like I wasn't being heard. and I felt bad cos after a while I just thought "ge it'd be better if I didn't speak" so I didn't and it was when they were working out my part! anyway *sigh* they are friends who I usually love, so .. maybe it was just my bad-hair-day or something! Anyway, I will compensate by working out another speakers piece. This is my first real debate so-to-speak cos previous ones haven't been proper ones - just subject understanding kinda-sorta. (sorry love ya TE, K, L J and J but eye contact really *grrrrrrr* me sometimes cos you can use it to talk/get each others attention and I just can't!) anyway, it's all good! this morning we will meet again - hopefully I don't fall asleep!
Yesterday I got home and I watched Neighbours and my silly VCR only just got the start - even missed out on the first few seconds of the previews! *getting worried about that one* oh well! then I finished the final touches to my L2L essay and emailed that to him! gosh hope it's right! stupid me forgot to read the criteria and all after all that! When will I learn??!! *sigh* and I decided to do my infotech assignment this afo when I get home, then I will have finished my more outstanding pieces and I only have what's due in the final week to go! yeah only two more weeks! much excitment is to be had! :)
Anyway I then went on the zone which I had just started revissiting after about six or seven months of staying away and decided to follow
canadian_diva's advice and play the anagrams! And she is right; very addictive! and I think it's especially made fun when other ppl come on and we can kinda chatter a little. It's quite cool actually! Man! I am stumped. I only got 73 words out of "orchestra" out of a possible 407.( view my results so far! )
And yeah me agrees with CD. those apparent "anagram generators" ppl find on the net is just not fair! I don't like cheats either! I wanted to be one of the leaders for the day but guess if I go there now and start on today's word, i may, just may have it later tonight, who knows?!
man ... it is sooo time to go Paul! What is up with his damn attitude to Merlyn?! No wonder he has two strikes; it upsets him all sooo much! :( Merlyn has to stay. In fact he is one of my predictions for winning.
OK i go and see if today's word is up yet. I am not quite sure as yet how they'd handle "the word of the day" when all these different time zones would come into play. Oh well, will find out I guess!
Hmm wonder how long I'll stay awake this session? Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Jun. 8th, 2004 07:23 pmJust got back from Psychologists and my email has just downloaded! two things happening in the one sentence, yeah?!
Well didn't go to stories cultures this morning as predicted, but hardly anyone else did either. I will start my last assessment task there when I have my essay out the way and my infotech assignment. So tomorrow I'll be a good girl and work on finishing my essay, together with those stupid annitated bibliographies!
And I just realized, speaking of tomorrow I should have called A (volunteer reader) before I connected! ah me and me damn internet! Well I might SMS her instead. I got some stuff to get scanned!
Well not much else I wish to blabber about now. I woke up this morning in rather a cheerful mood but then ... ... yeah just back to the old ways, and what made it even better was that Neighbours wasn't on today! I mean the old series. I keep forgetting it's not on a Tuesday. So much for sleeping in and staying put here!
( OK another fun test )
OK I go.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Well didn't go to stories cultures this morning as predicted, but hardly anyone else did either. I will start my last assessment task there when I have my essay out the way and my infotech assignment. So tomorrow I'll be a good girl and work on finishing my essay, together with those stupid annitated bibliographies!
And I just realized, speaking of tomorrow I should have called A (volunteer reader) before I connected! ah me and me damn internet! Well I might SMS her instead. I got some stuff to get scanned!
Well not much else I wish to blabber about now. I woke up this morning in rather a cheerful mood but then ... ... yeah just back to the old ways, and what made it even better was that Neighbours wasn't on today! I mean the old series. I keep forgetting it's not on a Tuesday. So much for sleeping in and staying put here!
( OK another fun test )
OK I go.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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May. 27th, 2004 12:00 pmha! ha! I love it! I damn well love it! Lol Lol Lol aaah! It's such a mess!
Just finished watching the old neighbours! Lucy and Glen (who not long ago found out they were half brother and sister) were caught in bed together by Lucy's full brother Paul who was about to give him his job back cos his wife talked him into it after he sacked Glen cos he was jealous that Jim modified the will to include Glen.
I just loved the end. I wished I could have seen Paul's face as he eventually seeked them out in bed "what the heck is going on?" were the last words of todays eppisode! hahaha and what's worse is that Josh and Helen are arriving home early from their holiday cos Helen's all worried cos the phone had been taken off the hook! And Josh is trying to get home before Helen does some how because he knows about this and wants to warn them before troubleness entails!!! ... and .. Glen broke up with Jemma for this! Poor Jenna! she kept it so calm and together - a bit like me really -- calm and collected in their presence, but breaking down later!
man I just can't wait til tomorrow!
It's eppisodes like this that make me soooooooo tense yet I love them! aaaah!
The early series is definitely heaps better even though the current one is awesome and I can't miss it!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Just finished watching the old neighbours! Lucy and Glen (who not long ago found out they were half brother and sister) were caught in bed together by Lucy's full brother Paul who was about to give him his job back cos his wife talked him into it after he sacked Glen cos he was jealous that Jim modified the will to include Glen.
I just loved the end. I wished I could have seen Paul's face as he eventually seeked them out in bed "what the heck is going on?" were the last words of todays eppisode! hahaha and what's worse is that Josh and Helen are arriving home early from their holiday cos Helen's all worried cos the phone had been taken off the hook! And Josh is trying to get home before Helen does some how because he knows about this and wants to warn them before troubleness entails!!! ... and .. Glen broke up with Jemma for this! Poor Jenna! she kept it so calm and together - a bit like me really -- calm and collected in their presence, but breaking down later!
man I just can't wait til tomorrow!
It's eppisodes like this that make me soooooooo tense yet I love them! aaaah!
The early series is definitely heaps better even though the current one is awesome and I can't miss it!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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May. 20th, 2004 05:48 pmLol yeah whatever
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I really wish i could do a phone post. even though I had to call a damn freakin US number! I was trying to find an Ausie aud blog thinggy yesterday but no luck!
Yeah for my vidio timer! at first I thought it didn't record but it did! that was cool stufficles! I am sooo tired! I did go to school today but I was late! I slept in. I just found it kinda hard to get up this morning so I left here at 9 (when I am usually there - half an hour before class). But that was fine. actually it was rather annoying cos the transport part consisted of me just missing a train and waiting for *ages for all of them! and, I was sooooo embarrassed! I got on the train at Blackie and put my hand out as I do to try find a seat and put my finger on this guys' eyes or lips or something wet! uuuuuuuur I felt disgusted and embarrassed! He did move but my finger felt really yuck the whole time. I kept wiping it even though I was carrying on way too much! It reminded me of my old singing teacher and how she'd mnake me feel her lips so I knew which shape she was trying to explain to have them when singing certain ways bla bla! I felt so disgusted and could *not wait to get home and wash my hand! aaah! and then when I got to Learning to Learn finally about 10.15, I forgot all about it it would seem! S teacher was explaining about our argumentative essay which is due 4th of June and I am not going to leave it to last minute this time. In fact, me thinks i'll start this weekend! ha! how new is that?! :) I think I wanna do designer babies and I am not sure what side I am on yet! Do we always have to have sides? what's wrong with "sitting on the fence"?? oh well! Man it's so much stricter than VCE. We got to get our refferencing absolutely correct throughout the whole thing and it's got to be what Swinburn uses, meh for that! and for each refference we have to do an annitated bibliography; what crap! Oh well, ya get that!
Afterwoods i spoke to Bern in the canteen. She was OK today though she has a funny way about her. That's what ya get for an ex-primary school teacher I guess! ha! I asked her if she had her favourites and she said "she did but they weren't allowed to show it". well it would be hard not to have them really! She kept saying to me today "well as long as you're happy" after everything i told her I was studying Lol! yeah, happy?! heh. I am contented cos it seems the teachers have been OK with current happenings with me in class and haven't pestered me any more this term about note taker! yeah!
As I was walking out I saw C and his notetaker and she understood where i was coming from! Everyone else can for that matter!
Well Saturday will be kinda fun! We're all going down (including Nan) to rhy to see our new Unit. Not exactly good beach weather though, but it will be fun! I'll learn how to walk to the beach so Heartly and I can take off when-ever we want. I love that beach! the same one we use to all play at with cousins, and where they and A dared me to skinnydip! oh well! can't believe they didn't accept it then a boat comes and I could get bathers back on, go me! aaah little kidlets!
Oh dear! I just looked at the time and realized I should start getting some tea ahappenin so I can sit down to it while watching Neighbours.
Oh, I didn't end up watching Uncut last night and I'm kinda pleased. I heard they were showing ppl throwing up in the toilet, how ferrol! Oh well not me darlin grettel's fault. She doesn't choose the content, I don't think?!
See long time, no write, huh?!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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I really wish i could do a phone post. even though I had to call a damn freakin US number! I was trying to find an Ausie aud blog thinggy yesterday but no luck!
Yeah for my vidio timer! at first I thought it didn't record but it did! that was cool stufficles! I am sooo tired! I did go to school today but I was late! I slept in. I just found it kinda hard to get up this morning so I left here at 9 (when I am usually there - half an hour before class). But that was fine. actually it was rather annoying cos the transport part consisted of me just missing a train and waiting for *ages for all of them! and, I was sooooo embarrassed! I got on the train at Blackie and put my hand out as I do to try find a seat and put my finger on this guys' eyes or lips or something wet! uuuuuuuur I felt disgusted and embarrassed! He did move but my finger felt really yuck the whole time. I kept wiping it even though I was carrying on way too much! It reminded me of my old singing teacher and how she'd mnake me feel her lips so I knew which shape she was trying to explain to have them when singing certain ways bla bla! I felt so disgusted and could *not wait to get home and wash my hand! aaah! and then when I got to Learning to Learn finally about 10.15, I forgot all about it it would seem! S teacher was explaining about our argumentative essay which is due 4th of June and I am not going to leave it to last minute this time. In fact, me thinks i'll start this weekend! ha! how new is that?! :) I think I wanna do designer babies and I am not sure what side I am on yet! Do we always have to have sides? what's wrong with "sitting on the fence"?? oh well! Man it's so much stricter than VCE. We got to get our refferencing absolutely correct throughout the whole thing and it's got to be what Swinburn uses, meh for that! and for each refference we have to do an annitated bibliography; what crap! Oh well, ya get that!
Afterwoods i spoke to Bern in the canteen. She was OK today though she has a funny way about her. That's what ya get for an ex-primary school teacher I guess! ha! I asked her if she had her favourites and she said "she did but they weren't allowed to show it". well it would be hard not to have them really! She kept saying to me today "well as long as you're happy" after everything i told her I was studying Lol! yeah, happy?! heh. I am contented cos it seems the teachers have been OK with current happenings with me in class and haven't pestered me any more this term about note taker! yeah!
As I was walking out I saw C and his notetaker and she understood where i was coming from! Everyone else can for that matter!
Well Saturday will be kinda fun! We're all going down (including Nan) to rhy to see our new Unit. Not exactly good beach weather though, but it will be fun! I'll learn how to walk to the beach so Heartly and I can take off when-ever we want. I love that beach! the same one we use to all play at with cousins, and where they and A dared me to skinnydip! oh well! can't believe they didn't accept it then a boat comes and I could get bathers back on, go me! aaah little kidlets!
Oh dear! I just looked at the time and realized I should start getting some tea ahappenin so I can sit down to it while watching Neighbours.
Oh, I didn't end up watching Uncut last night and I'm kinda pleased. I heard they were showing ppl throwing up in the toilet, how ferrol! Oh well not me darlin grettel's fault. She doesn't choose the content, I don't think?!
See long time, no write, huh?!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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May. 19th, 2004 06:26 pmOK so the mystirious happenings of my neighbour continues ...
Yes, last night when I came back, I heard males talking. Then I kept hearing a male cough and no clock no more! so I dunno! Whether I has moved out or somethin who knows as I recalled hearing trucks on Monday evening. I just hope nothing bad has happened to her. No doubt I'd get the news if I asked M but I will leave her for Nan! :) gee I'm nice but she talks to her, not me. She figures that since I walk past her and ignore he, she'll do the same to me! so yeah meh I don't care! actually I know I use my blindness to my advantage sometimes but that's a good thing! really!
Well last night went OK but it was of course a new experience for me. We have all that ground to cover!
Today was nice and relaxing and I think I'll be right to show to school tomorrow - just in time for Learning to Learn, lovely stuff! Oh well think I can't really afford to miss much more of that. Plus s actually treats me like everyone else, yeahness! and today A came over but she didn't end up reading. she took a lot of my Public Life handouts home to scan so yeah for that! Think I'm getting a good system going there! She is much much bettter off scanning the work than I am and then she just emails it to me so it's really good! :)
I watched the 80's neighbours today (as well as the other one - on in 20 mins). actually Dad just left after he came to set my timer up to record at 11.30 so yeah for that! :)
I am currently cooking my tea now as there's nothing better to have it in front of the TV at 6.30. My table does not get used any more except occasionally when I have time to have breakfast (yes sad I know but I seem to prefer sleeping in these days and I can't really do both except for the weekends on Wednesday and "wag days"! :) Lol
I just turned the microwave off where I was cooking a potatoe and just took the vegies off the stove and am now waiting for the timer to go off for my sausages!
So yeah tonight, I watch Neighbours, then BigBrother! mmm wonder what's happening there? Someone might be about to leave or something - at least the adds kinda pointed to trouble - like someone did something! aaah who knows! And Bigbrother uncut at 9.30! Not that it's that exciting but oh well .. it shows you what happens to horney men - and women sometimes yeah yeah.
Well well my timer is going off so will leaviness for now.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Yes, last night when I came back, I heard males talking. Then I kept hearing a male cough and no clock no more! so I dunno! Whether I has moved out or somethin who knows as I recalled hearing trucks on Monday evening. I just hope nothing bad has happened to her. No doubt I'd get the news if I asked M but I will leave her for Nan! :) gee I'm nice but she talks to her, not me. She figures that since I walk past her and ignore he, she'll do the same to me! so yeah meh I don't care! actually I know I use my blindness to my advantage sometimes but that's a good thing! really!
Well last night went OK but it was of course a new experience for me. We have all that ground to cover!
Today was nice and relaxing and I think I'll be right to show to school tomorrow - just in time for Learning to Learn, lovely stuff! Oh well think I can't really afford to miss much more of that. Plus s actually treats me like everyone else, yeahness! and today A came over but she didn't end up reading. she took a lot of my Public Life handouts home to scan so yeah for that! Think I'm getting a good system going there! She is much much bettter off scanning the work than I am and then she just emails it to me so it's really good! :)
I watched the 80's neighbours today (as well as the other one - on in 20 mins). actually Dad just left after he came to set my timer up to record at 11.30 so yeah for that! :)
I am currently cooking my tea now as there's nothing better to have it in front of the TV at 6.30. My table does not get used any more except occasionally when I have time to have breakfast (yes sad I know but I seem to prefer sleeping in these days and I can't really do both except for the weekends on Wednesday and "wag days"! :) Lol
I just turned the microwave off where I was cooking a potatoe and just took the vegies off the stove and am now waiting for the timer to go off for my sausages!
So yeah tonight, I watch Neighbours, then BigBrother! mmm wonder what's happening there? Someone might be about to leave or something - at least the adds kinda pointed to trouble - like someone did something! aaah who knows! And Bigbrother uncut at 9.30! Not that it's that exciting but oh well .. it shows you what happens to horney men - and women sometimes yeah yeah.
Well well my timer is going off so will leaviness for now.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Apr. 21st, 2004 04:34 pmOK so I have my old client back but something is different about this one. I can't get to the subject line, but oh well!
I've done no work all day but who cares?! I am dealing crap. OK these good old memes seem to be dying out, so just cos I was bored, or am bored I should say - until neighbours comes on:
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I've done no work all day but who cares?! I am dealing crap. OK these good old memes seem to be dying out, so just cos I was bored, or am bored I should say - until neighbours comes on:
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Jan. 15th, 2004 06:44 pmFor the past few days I have been on a rapid emotional roller coaster. But for the most part, it's when I don't take my zoloft at the same time each day, so must do that.
OK let's think. Monday I stayed on here. Actually, good oldfledchen told me how to use the LJ calendar, which for some reason I could never figure out myself, so I spent much of the day going to the beginning of peoples LJs and they're a good read.
Haven't gone to even half yet. At the moment I am almost up to date withpruesaysit' She sounds so much like me in a lot of ways! *waves*
Tuesday I met up with A and we went to the Jam Factory. actually first we dropped into RVIB then went to JF to see "LOVE ACTUALLY". It was really good! But I would have had absolutely no idea without her wonderfully brilliant description.
Then we went to pancake parlour for tea then we came home. Mum kept calling my mobs, stressing cos, man they really have this thing about me going around in the dark. they'd much rather me cab it, but I say no way! I hate cabs. Way too expensive and most of them don't speak English that well. Anyway my philosophy is, unlike parents, "if it (assults) is going to happen, it will happen. Ones life is mapped out like that according to my long and complicated belief.
Anyway Dad picked me up from Mitcham and we fought about the issue all the way home. but oh well! it's my life! quit it!
Yesterday I didn't do much - stayed here.
And of course today I went into CAE to meet B. I picked up on her dodgy mood. and I got all depressed. Seeing her usually makes the day! :)
I am thinking tomorrow's lunch with M I will get more out of. It will be good!
Also am going up to Adelaid at the end of the month to stay with J. Just really arranged that yesterday, so will have to book the train tomorrow. Double cabbin all tomyself for absolute zilch, I like!
OK I am off. can't be stuffed cooking much for tea; might just have what I had for breaky -- toast and yummy butter!
Oh Neighbours comes back next week! Much Yayness is to be had there!!! I am having withdrawals!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
OK let's think. Monday I stayed on here. Actually, good old
fledchen told me how to use the LJ calendar, which for some reason I could never figure out myself, so I spent much of the day going to the beginning of peoples LJs and they're a good read.Haven't gone to even half yet. At the moment I am almost up to date with
pruesaysit' She sounds so much like me in a lot of ways! *waves*Tuesday I met up with A and we went to the Jam Factory. actually first we dropped into RVIB then went to JF to see "LOVE ACTUALLY". It was really good! But I would have had absolutely no idea without her wonderfully brilliant description.
Then we went to pancake parlour for tea then we came home. Mum kept calling my mobs, stressing cos, man they really have this thing about me going around in the dark. they'd much rather me cab it, but I say no way! I hate cabs. Way too expensive and most of them don't speak English that well. Anyway my philosophy is, unlike parents, "if it (assults) is going to happen, it will happen. Ones life is mapped out like that according to my long and complicated belief.
Anyway Dad picked me up from Mitcham and we fought about the issue all the way home. but oh well! it's my life! quit it!
Yesterday I didn't do much - stayed here.
And of course today I went into CAE to meet B. I picked up on her dodgy mood. and I got all depressed. Seeing her usually makes the day! :)
I am thinking tomorrow's lunch with M I will get more out of. It will be good!
Also am going up to Adelaid at the end of the month to stay with J. Just really arranged that yesterday, so will have to book the train tomorrow. Double cabbin all tomyself for absolute zilch, I like!
OK I am off. can't be stuffed cooking much for tea; might just have what I had for breaky -- toast and yummy butter!
Oh Neighbours comes back next week! Much Yayness is to be had there!!! I am having withdrawals!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Well I just called Mum for a chat - for the first time, no, I didn't want/need anything. Just called her to say Hello! I thought, since we get along so well now, I might just show her I appreciate it, but, am thinking too soon.
I told Mum what a procrastinator I've been today and most of the time, and explained my reasons why. damnit, I sooo wouldn't be this bad if I had my damn braille!
(insert pause to put tea on and then I'll be back!)
OK back eating half a rore carrot. I only used one and a half for vegies and I am having chicken shaslics. yum!
man won't attempt to cook tea while writing again! Lol!
anyway, Mum said "you know what you said last year - I wished I'd studied more for these exams" yeah, I know. :( it's terrible!
I am still yet to do my practice exam tomorrow for Friday's class. *sigh*
anyway, then she said " just be a bit prepared incase you don't get any offers" and I started arguing with her, but I know she's right. I shouldn't have my hopes completely with getting in next year because look what happened this year. Mum is very confident in me though but she knows I can think a bit too positivly sometimes, and i know I need someone to be a bit more realistic sometimes.
But what I forgot to tell her, but have before anyway was next year I have the TAFE courses to fall back on whereas I didn't apply for any last year. anyway, it won't be as if I'm "falling back" if I get into youth work as that is one of the things I ultimately want to do.
I ended up saying to her "mum, if I don't get into anything next year, you don't know how it will make me feel - just indescribable; I can't describe it to you" cos i can't. I can't even think about that as I literally don't know what to think. I said "Mum, you don't understand; I want to do something good with my life". It's so hard to explain and I didn't tell mum this, but I think I wanna prove something to the world; to myself. I will get where I want to be, and unlike before, I don't care how long it takes!
Then I asked her a dreaded question (unfortunately it's my worst nightmarish question now) "what are we doing for christmas?" she's like "here we go" with a sigh. She still won't go anywhere if aunt M is going to be there!
I wish wish wish to heck they'd get over it, both of them! I don't care who has made the least or the most effort, just come forward someone and create the life you once had again!
Christmas is just not the same any more - we can't be altogether! it makes me soooo sad!
anyway will quit that now as I can't think about it. I know that I have tried my hardest over the years but Mum won't listen to me. so what if I'm making sense? I'm her daughter!
Well I just had tea and watched my daily dose of Neighbours!
A told me that the one who plays Jo (forget his name in real life) had been fired for no reason that the papers gave, so something fishy happened obviously. Jo is still in it now as I think they record six months in advance of an airring, so I am not sure how he'll die since it would have to be so sudden, as in, we wouldn't see it happen.
actually that reminds me, I had meant to write toneighboursuk about that. Will do that soon.
I am downloading Troopannum version 2. I have version 1. gosh I hate dialup modems! I was halfway through the download today and it decided to try and convince me it had finished but I knew it wasn't. When I tried to install, it said "currupt install file" huh, knew that you stupid piece of "beep beep". It happened twice more, but now am downloading and am at 60% The server is less busy as there have been others set up to take some traffic.
Unfortunately this will have to stay demo for a while until I can actually afford it.
Well that's about all for now - nothing that exciting. Oh the weather today and yesterday was sooo nice - 27 today. but I heard showers tomorrow. typical Melbourne!
Oh my gosh! ha! yes yesterday we all went to Sofitel (being the correct spelling - not socatell as I'd thought). it was soooo nice but quite expensive. It was on the 35th floor. that amazed me. I think apart from the rialto, that was the highest i'd ever been in a building.
There was basically a smorcus-board. man, I say again, the food was just soooo good, and the deserts!!! I am so not a deserty person but yesterday, if I wasn't so full, would of had all of them baby! aaaaah yeah! :)
so same time, same place next year?? YOU BET!!!
OK nofin more to say. Still no sign of new neighbours but I can be a bit more noisy at nights - not that I am or anything. um, yeah! Dirty minds must escape alright?!
Yeah yeah yeah I go Oh before that, check out what a random someone from LJ reckons I'll be doing next year:
( Read more... )
P.S. I am still having trouble sending this to the server. Reckon I should just send it via the web. *sigh*
I told Mum what a procrastinator I've been today and most of the time, and explained my reasons why. damnit, I sooo wouldn't be this bad if I had my damn braille!
(insert pause to put tea on and then I'll be back!)
OK back eating half a rore carrot. I only used one and a half for vegies and I am having chicken shaslics. yum!
man won't attempt to cook tea while writing again! Lol!
anyway, Mum said "you know what you said last year - I wished I'd studied more for these exams" yeah, I know. :( it's terrible!
I am still yet to do my practice exam tomorrow for Friday's class. *sigh*
anyway, then she said " just be a bit prepared incase you don't get any offers" and I started arguing with her, but I know she's right. I shouldn't have my hopes completely with getting in next year because look what happened this year. Mum is very confident in me though but she knows I can think a bit too positivly sometimes, and i know I need someone to be a bit more realistic sometimes.
But what I forgot to tell her, but have before anyway was next year I have the TAFE courses to fall back on whereas I didn't apply for any last year. anyway, it won't be as if I'm "falling back" if I get into youth work as that is one of the things I ultimately want to do.
I ended up saying to her "mum, if I don't get into anything next year, you don't know how it will make me feel - just indescribable; I can't describe it to you" cos i can't. I can't even think about that as I literally don't know what to think. I said "Mum, you don't understand; I want to do something good with my life". It's so hard to explain and I didn't tell mum this, but I think I wanna prove something to the world; to myself. I will get where I want to be, and unlike before, I don't care how long it takes!
Then I asked her a dreaded question (unfortunately it's my worst nightmarish question now) "what are we doing for christmas?" she's like "here we go" with a sigh. She still won't go anywhere if aunt M is going to be there!
I wish wish wish to heck they'd get over it, both of them! I don't care who has made the least or the most effort, just come forward someone and create the life you once had again!
Christmas is just not the same any more - we can't be altogether! it makes me soooo sad!
anyway will quit that now as I can't think about it. I know that I have tried my hardest over the years but Mum won't listen to me. so what if I'm making sense? I'm her daughter!
Well I just had tea and watched my daily dose of Neighbours!
A told me that the one who plays Jo (forget his name in real life) had been fired for no reason that the papers gave, so something fishy happened obviously. Jo is still in it now as I think they record six months in advance of an airring, so I am not sure how he'll die since it would have to be so sudden, as in, we wouldn't see it happen.
actually that reminds me, I had meant to write to
neighboursuk about that. Will do that soon.I am downloading Troopannum version 2. I have version 1. gosh I hate dialup modems! I was halfway through the download today and it decided to try and convince me it had finished but I knew it wasn't. When I tried to install, it said "currupt install file" huh, knew that you stupid piece of "beep beep". It happened twice more, but now am downloading and am at 60% The server is less busy as there have been others set up to take some traffic.
Unfortunately this will have to stay demo for a while until I can actually afford it.
Well that's about all for now - nothing that exciting. Oh the weather today and yesterday was sooo nice - 27 today. but I heard showers tomorrow. typical Melbourne!
Oh my gosh! ha! yes yesterday we all went to Sofitel (being the correct spelling - not socatell as I'd thought). it was soooo nice but quite expensive. It was on the 35th floor. that amazed me. I think apart from the rialto, that was the highest i'd ever been in a building.
There was basically a smorcus-board. man, I say again, the food was just soooo good, and the deserts!!! I am so not a deserty person but yesterday, if I wasn't so full, would of had all of them baby! aaaaah yeah! :)
so same time, same place next year?? YOU BET!!!
OK nofin more to say. Still no sign of new neighbours but I can be a bit more noisy at nights - not that I am or anything. um, yeah! Dirty minds must escape alright?!
Yeah yeah yeah I go Oh before that, check out what a random someone from LJ reckons I'll be doing next year:
( Read more... )
P.S. I am still having trouble sending this to the server. Reckon I should just send it via the web. *sigh*
So I have just come back into my room after watching neighbours. Gosh I love that show; I have got so sucked in!
I was absolutely devistated when they took the old series off, and even though I still am (as I had an hour of it a day :) I have gotten myself use to this one and I know everyone now. It's so strange! Getting to know a soapy is like getting to know people; exactly the same. It takes ages to get to know the characters - at least it does for me - like reality, everyone's voices, or the majority at least blend in with each other for a while. It is taking me longer and longer to get to know individual characters both in real life and on TV.
Wow, everything is depressing on that show now. I hate to say it, but I almost feel like crying! I get myself so involved!
The only thing about this modern series is there can be parts where there are a few mins of just music no talking - obviously plenty of visuals happening. It frustrates me, but oh well! The show is too damn awesome!
One of my acting dreams is to get on there! man I'd love too!
OK well last night A called me, well she had the night before but I forgot to check my messages saturday night. so got it last night. she wanted to know if I was free "tomorrow" (today) to catch up. So called her back but only got an answering machine but she called back this morning. We arranged to meet at Boxhill for lunch. she drove but met me at the station which was good because, even though I have had O & M around that station, it always confuses me!
Anyway we went to the food court. I got chicken nuggets and chips (which I regretted) and she got Chinese. so it was great to catch up! Last time I saw her was a couple of months ago. But I am so glad she lives down here now!
I still can't believe she's an apprentice electrition. She soo knows where she is in life and I admire her for it. She quit nursing which was good because why spend years and money at something you really don't like?? anyway you don't perform nearly as well!
Am so happy that she got this job! It sounds like she'll be there for a long long time! She is not intimidated by being about the only girl which is awesome. We all know I would be!
Anyway after lunch, we just sat and spoke for hours. Then she came with me on the hunt for the sushi place! We found the one I went to last time with A (sis), so I got four rolls for tonight. Then we got afternoon tea - I got rumble and she got Danish tart from this near-by cake place. I'd never had a bought rumble before, so it was nice! Think there was a bit of rum inside, but couldn't taste it that well.
Yeah then we went outside and sat in the sun. i took Heartly's harness off so A could play with her. She just loves Heartly!! It was soo nice! Finally we are getting the devine weather!
Then, about 4.30 A walked with me to the station and I got on the train home. I walked home from the station. It was a lovely walk (I had walked there earlier) but I love spring! everything smells so fragrent and fresh!
For tea, I had two of my rolls plus a sausage that I bunged on the grill.
so that was my day! so much for study which, yes I had planned! Lol!
Yesterday nanna (who ended up staying Saturday night too) and I went to the city, just for lunch. Oh before that she bought me a hot water bottle. My right ear had gradually got worse again til it was at "killing-me" point yesterday. I decided to try my drops that should have been thrown out August. Anyway I was saying to nanna that I needed to buy meself a water bottle as that can do wonders for painful areas! So yeah she went around to the chemist (next to sAfeway) and got me one!
Yeah then we got ready and walked to the station. Turns out they were doing work on the track so we had to catch a bus to boxhill and train it from there!
We had a lovely lunch in the food court Sputhbank. We then went to Mackers to have desert Lol! I had a donut from the cafe there. And every time I went to take a bite, this lady kept talking to me about how much Heartly looked like one of her dogs. and then went on to ask me how hard it was for me and all, bla bla bla. nothing new. I just hadn't had a chock donut in ages, had the biggest craving and opt to enjoy it damnit!! Was not so! *grrrr*
anyway, afterwoods we caught the tram back to boxhill! By this stage my ear was really making me feel awful, sick and just so tired!
We caught the bus home from the station though.
Nanna left not long after and I ended up going to bed real early that night cos my ear was just killing me! I of course put my drops in and over the night it was paining less and less. Today I have had no probs with it. Even though the drops were kinda old, they are obviously working!
I will not do my usual trick and stop the course though. I will continue it. The ear is still blocked though. It makes my orientation a little screwed but I'm still here! Haven't got run over yet though I certainly have to be more cautious!
Also something very strange is happening to me! OK well among all my other weird and wonder dreams, on Saturday night, I had a dream that a certain M was trying to teach me some braille music. Or at least he was playing this thing on the piano and I can't quite remember how it went now, but I was showing off my skill! Anyway he was getting real mad at me because I was getting it all wrong!
Anyway the rest is a bit scewed, but I woke up and had this sudden urge to try my music reading skills again.
I thought, that maybe I could get my skill up with it (and I'd say the theory in conjunction) so I could get songs and learn how to play them on piano.
I would dearly love to learn piano again but at the moment affording lessons is out the question!
Anyway it's a hobby; I can see where this takes me!
So yesterday I actually got "Read Sing and Play" out and was reading it and singing my way through the first lot of exercises. I have to say have been quite proud of myself! :)
I remember mostly what I had learnt previous but I have forgotten a few little things which I will most likely ask an experienced bud about.
Today I was counting out the notes as I was concentrating on the note length which, although I was doing that previous, I didn't feel it was done properly.
Hey, Hey, at least i worked out something that I hadn't realized before when looking at the book! that one of the exercises was "MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB". Lol! I was sooooo excited when I figured that out! Lol! I was just humming it as I was reading. and like worked out after I hummed the correct note length and everything, that it was that song! ha ha! Lol!
Anyway that is my phaze; wonder if it will last??
As with most people I think, I get on to a thing, get all excited and eager, and sometimes it will pass; other times they will stay with me.
I have a feeling this will stay. Because I have heard so much music camp stuff, with the majority of songs both sung and played learnt from music!
I can't find my zizuki method tape. If/when i ever find it, I'd be delighted to learn those more complicated (past book 1 songs) by ear again. I know it's here somewhere in my dozens of boxes containing scores and scores of tapes. *sigh* I don't think I'll ever get to sorting through them all!
Well, til next time, RdFreak
Current mood: quite OK
I was absolutely devistated when they took the old series off, and even though I still am (as I had an hour of it a day :) I have gotten myself use to this one and I know everyone now. It's so strange! Getting to know a soapy is like getting to know people; exactly the same. It takes ages to get to know the characters - at least it does for me - like reality, everyone's voices, or the majority at least blend in with each other for a while. It is taking me longer and longer to get to know individual characters both in real life and on TV.
Wow, everything is depressing on that show now. I hate to say it, but I almost feel like crying! I get myself so involved!
The only thing about this modern series is there can be parts where there are a few mins of just music no talking - obviously plenty of visuals happening. It frustrates me, but oh well! The show is too damn awesome!
One of my acting dreams is to get on there! man I'd love too!
OK well last night A called me, well she had the night before but I forgot to check my messages saturday night. so got it last night. she wanted to know if I was free "tomorrow" (today) to catch up. So called her back but only got an answering machine but she called back this morning. We arranged to meet at Boxhill for lunch. she drove but met me at the station which was good because, even though I have had O & M around that station, it always confuses me!
Anyway we went to the food court. I got chicken nuggets and chips (which I regretted) and she got Chinese. so it was great to catch up! Last time I saw her was a couple of months ago. But I am so glad she lives down here now!
I still can't believe she's an apprentice electrition. She soo knows where she is in life and I admire her for it. She quit nursing which was good because why spend years and money at something you really don't like?? anyway you don't perform nearly as well!
Am so happy that she got this job! It sounds like she'll be there for a long long time! She is not intimidated by being about the only girl which is awesome. We all know I would be!
Anyway after lunch, we just sat and spoke for hours. Then she came with me on the hunt for the sushi place! We found the one I went to last time with A (sis), so I got four rolls for tonight. Then we got afternoon tea - I got rumble and she got Danish tart from this near-by cake place. I'd never had a bought rumble before, so it was nice! Think there was a bit of rum inside, but couldn't taste it that well.
Yeah then we went outside and sat in the sun. i took Heartly's harness off so A could play with her. She just loves Heartly!! It was soo nice! Finally we are getting the devine weather!
Then, about 4.30 A walked with me to the station and I got on the train home. I walked home from the station. It was a lovely walk (I had walked there earlier) but I love spring! everything smells so fragrent and fresh!
For tea, I had two of my rolls plus a sausage that I bunged on the grill.
so that was my day! so much for study which, yes I had planned! Lol!
Yesterday nanna (who ended up staying Saturday night too) and I went to the city, just for lunch. Oh before that she bought me a hot water bottle. My right ear had gradually got worse again til it was at "killing-me" point yesterday. I decided to try my drops that should have been thrown out August. Anyway I was saying to nanna that I needed to buy meself a water bottle as that can do wonders for painful areas! So yeah she went around to the chemist (next to sAfeway) and got me one!
Yeah then we got ready and walked to the station. Turns out they were doing work on the track so we had to catch a bus to boxhill and train it from there!
We had a lovely lunch in the food court Sputhbank. We then went to Mackers to have desert Lol! I had a donut from the cafe there. And every time I went to take a bite, this lady kept talking to me about how much Heartly looked like one of her dogs. and then went on to ask me how hard it was for me and all, bla bla bla. nothing new. I just hadn't had a chock donut in ages, had the biggest craving and opt to enjoy it damnit!! Was not so! *grrrr*
anyway, afterwoods we caught the tram back to boxhill! By this stage my ear was really making me feel awful, sick and just so tired!
We caught the bus home from the station though.
Nanna left not long after and I ended up going to bed real early that night cos my ear was just killing me! I of course put my drops in and over the night it was paining less and less. Today I have had no probs with it. Even though the drops were kinda old, they are obviously working!
I will not do my usual trick and stop the course though. I will continue it. The ear is still blocked though. It makes my orientation a little screwed but I'm still here! Haven't got run over yet though I certainly have to be more cautious!
Also something very strange is happening to me! OK well among all my other weird and wonder dreams, on Saturday night, I had a dream that a certain M was trying to teach me some braille music. Or at least he was playing this thing on the piano and I can't quite remember how it went now, but I was showing off my skill! Anyway he was getting real mad at me because I was getting it all wrong!
Anyway the rest is a bit scewed, but I woke up and had this sudden urge to try my music reading skills again.
I thought, that maybe I could get my skill up with it (and I'd say the theory in conjunction) so I could get songs and learn how to play them on piano.
I would dearly love to learn piano again but at the moment affording lessons is out the question!
Anyway it's a hobby; I can see where this takes me!
So yesterday I actually got "Read Sing and Play" out and was reading it and singing my way through the first lot of exercises. I have to say have been quite proud of myself! :)
I remember mostly what I had learnt previous but I have forgotten a few little things which I will most likely ask an experienced bud about.
Today I was counting out the notes as I was concentrating on the note length which, although I was doing that previous, I didn't feel it was done properly.
Hey, Hey, at least i worked out something that I hadn't realized before when looking at the book! that one of the exercises was "MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB". Lol! I was sooooo excited when I figured that out! Lol! I was just humming it as I was reading. and like worked out after I hummed the correct note length and everything, that it was that song! ha ha! Lol!
Anyway that is my phaze; wonder if it will last??
As with most people I think, I get on to a thing, get all excited and eager, and sometimes it will pass; other times they will stay with me.
I have a feeling this will stay. Because I have heard so much music camp stuff, with the majority of songs both sung and played learnt from music!
I can't find my zizuki method tape. If/when i ever find it, I'd be delighted to learn those more complicated (past book 1 songs) by ear again. I know it's here somewhere in my dozens of boxes containing scores and scores of tapes. *sigh* I don't think I'll ever get to sorting through them all!
Well, til next time, RdFreak
Current mood: quite OK
bring it on baby!
Aug. 8th, 2003 10:49 pmBring it on baby,
Bring it on baby,
Bring it on baby,
Bring on the rain.
Bring it on Baby,
Bring it on baby,
Bring it on, cos we're just about insane.
It is raining now, but we need more,
Rain all night if you can.
We need water in the reservoir
So rain can't you, oh man!!
Rain rain rain from the skies above,
We know you can do well,
come on mate, show us your love,
That will be just so swell.
ha! ha!, who said I couldn't write poetry! Lol Lol! :) and that was just made up on the spot man! :)
hey well, sorry I haven't written in here for so long. I was actually debating whether I really wanted to continue this. since I don't permit myself to discuss anyone, I didn't think there would be much point, but I will just go on using letters I think to define people (and number those who requested them - but will also use them for the peeps who didn't - to make life a bit easier)!
OK OK well guess I will fill you in on my past week huh!
Today I went to a boring history class. This final topic we just started is the most boring one ever, and to be honest, I couldn't give a sh-- about it. no, I am not being ignorant. I am very, extremely disgusted with how the whites have treated the aborigines and these friggen landrights though are just too confusing. Just give them their land. Stop acting so superior!
OK I know it's more complicated than that, but why does life have to be so difficult?? I will never understand. anywyay, going back to the topic we started on aboriginal landrights, I know there have been some amazing court cases about it -- (Wick and Marbo) but why go over it?? it's too depressing! leave those sorts of things in the past! why do we need to know about what happened and what the rules are for aboriginal landrights? we can't do a thing about it? we are not politicians! all this is doing is my friggen head in! it all just goes over top! I don't get it!
yeah I know! reading/listening to the book from the start might help a little!!
Anyway after class, I had lunch with B, and she helped me (nah, she didn't help; she ended up writing Lol :) a letter to my future course selections oficers at unis to tell them of my repeating a couple of subjects and getting the 20% penalties without even realizing that'd happen.
then came home and got on here. had mackers for tea; bad bad bad! then it started raining, and I was in the bathroom when I thought of the opening lines to my poem and thought i'd better write it down Lol! I actually, surprisingly enough get a lot of inspiration for poems, but always forget them by the time I get to my computer or braillenote, *growl*
Actually the inspiration for writing in my journal again tonight was reading a few others of my LJ friends. Also a couple of people had asked what was going on with it! so, here I am you nosey nosey people! *grin* nah, that's why I'm doing this. because I want to hopefully let others learn by what I might have to say. Anyway that's another reason too why I have enjoyed reading everyone's. I can learn how others think and react to things. and yeah, by writing this, I can hopefully assist someone!
Yesterday I was sooo peeved off. I went into RVIB Prahran thinking my education appointment was that day (as that's what J2 - tertiary consultant) told me last week but it was schedule for next week. anyway I did have lunch with S2 (who works there) which was cool, but man was I peeved! when I could have been home listening to my history book. B thought it was incredibly amuzing that "I could have been at home *studying*" but ffor once, it was the truth!! *grin* anyway finally got home and just mucked around on here, watched Neighbours as usual. Oh, haven't watched Home and Away for a while; that poor bugger has probably carked it by now! -- sorry but she had cancer and she wasn't wanting to go for therapy.
OK Wednesday was a lazy day - was on here - puter pretty much -- surprise surprise! tuesday about the same.
Monday I went into rVIB Prahran again as J2 was running a session on the VTAC processes, etc. That went alright. I saw my old visitting teacher S@ (will referr to her by) so it was cool catching up with her.
Then had lunch with J. We had our usual great chat. (I will just say here that I told her something that surprised her - though she wasn't as surprised as I thought -- the rest stays with me for now I'm sorry!)
Sunday was here but went to parents for tea. Came back in tears though (as a couple of you will remember) as I had a fight with dad. About me talking too aggresively to them. of course I deny it but deep down I know I can be like that so I get upset with the conflict.
Anyway fighting with my parents isn't exactly knew.
Saturday was on here and Friday went to history and came home. I borrowed Cat's Eye from B to scan it. It is going well, but don't know when I'll finish it.
and that, my friends, brings you up to date with me. Swish by the way was good (that previous entry of mine) but I don't think i'll go again.
Well yeah, i am tired so will go to bed, but will write to ya tomorrow! :) yes, promise! :)
C ya! :)
current mood: tired again
Bring it on baby,
Bring it on baby,
Bring on the rain.
Bring it on Baby,
Bring it on baby,
Bring it on, cos we're just about insane.
It is raining now, but we need more,
Rain all night if you can.
We need water in the reservoir
So rain can't you, oh man!!
Rain rain rain from the skies above,
We know you can do well,
come on mate, show us your love,
That will be just so swell.
ha! ha!, who said I couldn't write poetry! Lol Lol! :) and that was just made up on the spot man! :)
hey well, sorry I haven't written in here for so long. I was actually debating whether I really wanted to continue this. since I don't permit myself to discuss anyone, I didn't think there would be much point, but I will just go on using letters I think to define people (and number those who requested them - but will also use them for the peeps who didn't - to make life a bit easier)!
OK OK well guess I will fill you in on my past week huh!
Today I went to a boring history class. This final topic we just started is the most boring one ever, and to be honest, I couldn't give a sh-- about it. no, I am not being ignorant. I am very, extremely disgusted with how the whites have treated the aborigines and these friggen landrights though are just too confusing. Just give them their land. Stop acting so superior!
OK I know it's more complicated than that, but why does life have to be so difficult?? I will never understand. anywyay, going back to the topic we started on aboriginal landrights, I know there have been some amazing court cases about it -- (Wick and Marbo) but why go over it?? it's too depressing! leave those sorts of things in the past! why do we need to know about what happened and what the rules are for aboriginal landrights? we can't do a thing about it? we are not politicians! all this is doing is my friggen head in! it all just goes over top! I don't get it!
yeah I know! reading/listening to the book from the start might help a little!!
Anyway after class, I had lunch with B, and she helped me (nah, she didn't help; she ended up writing Lol :) a letter to my future course selections oficers at unis to tell them of my repeating a couple of subjects and getting the 20% penalties without even realizing that'd happen.
then came home and got on here. had mackers for tea; bad bad bad! then it started raining, and I was in the bathroom when I thought of the opening lines to my poem and thought i'd better write it down Lol! I actually, surprisingly enough get a lot of inspiration for poems, but always forget them by the time I get to my computer or braillenote, *growl*
Actually the inspiration for writing in my journal again tonight was reading a few others of my LJ friends. Also a couple of people had asked what was going on with it! so, here I am you nosey nosey people! *grin* nah, that's why I'm doing this. because I want to hopefully let others learn by what I might have to say. Anyway that's another reason too why I have enjoyed reading everyone's. I can learn how others think and react to things. and yeah, by writing this, I can hopefully assist someone!
Yesterday I was sooo peeved off. I went into RVIB Prahran thinking my education appointment was that day (as that's what J2 - tertiary consultant) told me last week but it was schedule for next week. anyway I did have lunch with S2 (who works there) which was cool, but man was I peeved! when I could have been home listening to my history book. B thought it was incredibly amuzing that "I could have been at home *studying*" but ffor once, it was the truth!! *grin* anyway finally got home and just mucked around on here, watched Neighbours as usual. Oh, haven't watched Home and Away for a while; that poor bugger has probably carked it by now! -- sorry but she had cancer and she wasn't wanting to go for therapy.
OK Wednesday was a lazy day - was on here - puter pretty much -- surprise surprise! tuesday about the same.
Monday I went into rVIB Prahran again as J2 was running a session on the VTAC processes, etc. That went alright. I saw my old visitting teacher S@ (will referr to her by) so it was cool catching up with her.
Then had lunch with J. We had our usual great chat. (I will just say here that I told her something that surprised her - though she wasn't as surprised as I thought -- the rest stays with me for now I'm sorry!)
Sunday was here but went to parents for tea. Came back in tears though (as a couple of you will remember) as I had a fight with dad. About me talking too aggresively to them. of course I deny it but deep down I know I can be like that so I get upset with the conflict.
Anyway fighting with my parents isn't exactly knew.
Saturday was on here and Friday went to history and came home. I borrowed Cat's Eye from B to scan it. It is going well, but don't know when I'll finish it.
and that, my friends, brings you up to date with me. Swish by the way was good (that previous entry of mine) but I don't think i'll go again.
Well yeah, i am tired so will go to bed, but will write to ya tomorrow! :) yes, promise! :)
C ya! :)
current mood: tired again
