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strange sad, bad, annoying dream
So as I get ready, wanted to write down all I could about the most sensical dream I've had in a while. surprisingly it was absolutely nothing to do with what is going on in my life right now. but every now and then, I will have dreams about being back at Vermont SC even Verdale primary, and a lot of times lately (especially when I was in the US for some reason) I would have dreams about RVIB Burwood. anyway ... :
this was more in the morning. and it's odd for me to have such detailed dreams in the morning. maybe it's why I can actually make the most sense of it!
I had come back to do one subject at secondary school, though in actual fact, as I woke up and was thinking about it, the setting was more like the classroom at Verdale, (so instead of usually being soo knowing of the setting, i now seem to give more detail to the actions and the people. anyway I was my age, and I'd gone back to do one subject, History. And, my old bud (who I hadn't been thinking of lately though I do certainly miss her friendship and remember the awesome times we have), Natalie B. She was in there and she was really horrible to me. We had to get in groups and all these others (who were friends to us - but in actual fact I had made them up obviously) were talking to me and asked if I wanted to be in their group but all Nat could do was bully me. I can't even now remember what she did. just always shouting at me. I do remember though we were sitting on the floor taking notes (except we were in front of the desks and the teacher was writing on the board at the back of the desks). I had expected him (it was a him though don't know who it was really) to read me what he was writing and he did some of the time, but then Nat started to say every word she was writing in this voice as if she really didn't want to do it. she was more doing it in spite, so I said "Natalie, could you not do that?" and she very meanly said to me "I was helping because he is not reading them" but as a matter of fact the teacher had stopped because she was starting. anyway so she stopped reading and the girl sitting next too, and in front of me (who was meant to be Vanessa I think, though she sounded younger) said, after a while, "do you want me to read them to you Rachel?" and I said "no thanks, i'm right"> oh, and also, big thing I forgot, I was brailling, not typing or anything. Anyway I wanted to just see if the teacher would go on reading, and he sort of did but I just brailled down keywords that he'd say so the top of my paper in the brailler didn't make much sense.
Then Nat and I were having to work together and she was shouting at me and I was shouting back. She clearly didn't like me. Then the class ended and I wanted to get out and away before Nat came after me. so I started to walk fast, and I was using a cane. then dianna and Vanessa C came up and I asked if I could walk with them cos I'd be quicker, so, as i use to do with ppl, I linked Dianna's arm and she asked me to hurry cos she had an appointment. (but for some reason, I can never run in my dreams) and we went out the corridoor and out the school though it isn't the way it was in RL.
anyway Dianna asked me what I was doing backa t school and I said that I had gone to swinburn then "had a break last year" so this was obviously in 2006 Lol.
anyway I think Nat and a few others caught up but we just didn't talk.
that's all I can remember of it now but it was very detailed when I awoke. Maybe falling asleep again to caitlin's LJ about school helped in the dream. but am not sure where Nat being spiteful came from.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
eloquentsilence it's strange how we dream of things/people we hadn't thought about for ages. It does happen to me occasionally.
Right, off I go to fiddle around til Mum and ang get here.
gunna be kinda emotional day!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
this was more in the morning. and it's odd for me to have such detailed dreams in the morning. maybe it's why I can actually make the most sense of it!
I had come back to do one subject at secondary school, though in actual fact, as I woke up and was thinking about it, the setting was more like the classroom at Verdale, (so instead of usually being soo knowing of the setting, i now seem to give more detail to the actions and the people. anyway I was my age, and I'd gone back to do one subject, History. And, my old bud (who I hadn't been thinking of lately though I do certainly miss her friendship and remember the awesome times we have), Natalie B. She was in there and she was really horrible to me. We had to get in groups and all these others (who were friends to us - but in actual fact I had made them up obviously) were talking to me and asked if I wanted to be in their group but all Nat could do was bully me. I can't even now remember what she did. just always shouting at me. I do remember though we were sitting on the floor taking notes (except we were in front of the desks and the teacher was writing on the board at the back of the desks). I had expected him (it was a him though don't know who it was really) to read me what he was writing and he did some of the time, but then Nat started to say every word she was writing in this voice as if she really didn't want to do it. she was more doing it in spite, so I said "Natalie, could you not do that?" and she very meanly said to me "I was helping because he is not reading them" but as a matter of fact the teacher had stopped because she was starting. anyway so she stopped reading and the girl sitting next too, and in front of me (who was meant to be Vanessa I think, though she sounded younger) said, after a while, "do you want me to read them to you Rachel?" and I said "no thanks, i'm right"> oh, and also, big thing I forgot, I was brailling, not typing or anything. Anyway I wanted to just see if the teacher would go on reading, and he sort of did but I just brailled down keywords that he'd say so the top of my paper in the brailler didn't make much sense.
Then Nat and I were having to work together and she was shouting at me and I was shouting back. She clearly didn't like me. Then the class ended and I wanted to get out and away before Nat came after me. so I started to walk fast, and I was using a cane. then dianna and Vanessa C came up and I asked if I could walk with them cos I'd be quicker, so, as i use to do with ppl, I linked Dianna's arm and she asked me to hurry cos she had an appointment. (but for some reason, I can never run in my dreams) and we went out the corridoor and out the school though it isn't the way it was in RL.
anyway Dianna asked me what I was doing backa t school and I said that I had gone to swinburn then "had a break last year" so this was obviously in 2006 Lol.
anyway I think Nat and a few others caught up but we just didn't talk.
that's all I can remember of it now but it was very detailed when I awoke. Maybe falling asleep again to caitlin's LJ about school helped in the dream. but am not sure where Nat being spiteful came from.
eloquentsilence it's strange how we dream of things/people we hadn't thought about for ages. It does happen to me occasionally.Right, off I go to fiddle around til Mum and ang get here.
gunna be kinda emotional day!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Lol
Interesting dream though.
Take care,
XOOXOXXXOXOXX,
Caitcait
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