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cooling off
Just sat out side on the veranda with Heartly for a while. She was on my lap for a while then she went to go in the sun. She knows when I'm upset - she's quite the lovable dog.
So yeah cooling off, away from the net. was going to go for a walk but then it started to spit. then it stopped now it's sunny again and really nice. and there's no-one about.
I wish I had wireless; then all'd be right with the world; I think! I could do my stupid internet living outside! Lol!
I just changed my previous entry to private, yeah go me! Sometimes I feel it's best.
I feel a mixture now of my above anger and sadness to feeling peaceful and relaxed. It's weird! Maybe it's the zoloft, or not taking it at same time lately; who knows?! A combination of a lot of things.
I was thinking before when it rains I may try and catch some of my own water, like a tank kinda format. I'd like to have a tank. I am very funny when it comes to using wather now. I use it, but make sure i don't waste it at all.
In happier news (of late) I got myself rekindelled with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
french_creek properly yesterday. we had an awesome chat just like the good old times. I told her I thought I'd lost her. am sooo glad though that we're talking properly again! She was indeed my first online friend I made, - at least who wasn't just an aquaintence.
Nan is coming over again tomorrow. I could do with the company. think I've been very isolated lately; that's probably half my problem as well! I need to catch up with ppl more here. I did rewrite to teresa yesterday and also amanda A sent me a message about a christmas party she's planning. that'd be kinda cool to go meet her again and all her friends!
I think I will go in this week and see what's going on at Travellers Aid. and I got to do my application for my course.
Oh I heard from waynette. I'd been meaning to write to her but I wrote a kinda long email to her. It made me think of convention obviously. but she was such a lovely person. i do hope we get to catch up again somehow!
I will certainly never forget my first trip to the US. I am pretty sure, when it all comes down to it, my first UK trip will be just as special! I certainly can't wait to meet everyone! :)
Well I'm off.
Oh yeah, some ppl don't update any more and others are full of memes. I do memes but I cut them and do them all in one go so I don't clutter up pages. I use my LJ for my own person journal. I understand not everyone does, and there's no right or wrong way of using LJ but I guess it comes down to how I personally view LJ. May just mean I might cut some ppl again.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
So yeah cooling off, away from the net. was going to go for a walk but then it started to spit. then it stopped now it's sunny again and really nice. and there's no-one about.
I wish I had wireless; then all'd be right with the world; I think! I could do my stupid internet living outside! Lol!
I just changed my previous entry to private, yeah go me! Sometimes I feel it's best.
I feel a mixture now of my above anger and sadness to feeling peaceful and relaxed. It's weird! Maybe it's the zoloft, or not taking it at same time lately; who knows?! A combination of a lot of things.
I was thinking before when it rains I may try and catch some of my own water, like a tank kinda format. I'd like to have a tank. I am very funny when it comes to using wather now. I use it, but make sure i don't waste it at all.
In happier news (of late) I got myself rekindelled with
french_creek properly yesterday. we had an awesome chat just like the good old times. I told her I thought I'd lost her. am sooo glad though that we're talking properly again! She was indeed my first online friend I made, - at least who wasn't just an aquaintence.Nan is coming over again tomorrow. I could do with the company. think I've been very isolated lately; that's probably half my problem as well! I need to catch up with ppl more here. I did rewrite to teresa yesterday and also amanda A sent me a message about a christmas party she's planning. that'd be kinda cool to go meet her again and all her friends!
I think I will go in this week and see what's going on at Travellers Aid. and I got to do my application for my course.
Oh I heard from waynette. I'd been meaning to write to her but I wrote a kinda long email to her. It made me think of convention obviously. but she was such a lovely person. i do hope we get to catch up again somehow!
I will certainly never forget my first trip to the US. I am pretty sure, when it all comes down to it, my first UK trip will be just as special! I certainly can't wait to meet everyone! :)
Well I'm off.
Oh yeah, some ppl don't update any more and others are full of memes. I do memes but I cut them and do them all in one go so I don't clutter up pages. I use my LJ for my own person journal. I understand not everyone does, and there's no right or wrong way of using LJ but I guess it comes down to how I personally view LJ. May just mean I might cut some ppl again.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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And don't isolate yourself... it never works, no matter how upset you're feeling.
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