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rdfreak ([personal profile] rdfreak) wrote2010-06-12 09:24 am
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Writer's Block: Carpe Diem

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Here we go; back to the writing again I guess :)

I use to a lot and it use to depress me when I totally had no idea about my future at all. No goals that I set ever actually stuck and it would depress me. So now, i try and not think about the future so much and just live in the moment though I do admit, sometimes I just can't avoid it. I think to some extent it's not a bad thing though otherwise nothing would ever get done.
Ie. for my next job for example, I'm hoping it's one that will stick with me for a long time, otherwise, the thought of it not worries me.
And of course, those who know me well realize that finding someone and settling down has always been my focus for now and into the future. Of course, speaking as I have about kids being my lifelong dream,since I'm getting older, I am thinking more about those possibilities. - but as I say, I still don't dwell on my future nearly as much as i use too; I can't control it entirely at this stage.

I forgot to mention in my previous entry how absolutely freezing it's been lately; maybe it's just me, but I am sure I don't remember it being this cold other years, and winter has just started; who knows what we're in for later on.
We've had a lot of rain this week; I'm starting to wonder if we're out of the long drout that Aus has been affected with for so so long. -- but i say, it makes waiting in the cold for public transport extremely painful, especially when the trains are so infrequent these days, (go metro; worse than connex).
Til Next time, RdFreak