Rachel what do you want out of life? What do you really want, you know for you? You once wanted to be a teacher, i don't know if that's still a dream or not. You need to find out who you really are, figure out what you really want and go for it. You need to know yourself to find a way that you can be happy with who you are. You don't seem happy to me, you seem lonly and depressed which is a dangerous combination when you live alone and i'm worried about you - seriously worried.

from someone sincerly concerned