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caesure caesure caesure, I am having a caesure!
OK so that was very stupid and immature of me, but I'm a stupid and immature person!
Why do I feel so angry right now? I hate this hole I've all of a sudden put myself in. I am sooo mad at Mary I wanna scream! if it wasn't for her, I'd probably still be doing something in life. no, couldn't go to US but that wouldn't matter. would eventually get there! *grrrr I have never been so mad for this long at anybody. Why must she go on and get away with it? why why why why why?! *blood pressure rising, hello!*
People make me sick!
I just wanna crawl into a hole and stay there forever! Nothing in this world is stable. No-one is. No-one knows what's gonna happen tomorrow! I wish I did! then I'd be happy!
Mary didn't even have the decenc, or, felt she has any kind of moral obligation to even email me back! She just got away with it hook line and sinker cos she just always believed that I'd never do anything. she thought I wasn't capable,. wrong! right! I dunno! I think I may still call student rights, or DLO. probably am way too late! that's the way life goes!
OK so that was very stupid and immature of me, but I'm a stupid and immature person!
Why do I feel so angry right now? I hate this hole I've all of a sudden put myself in. I am sooo mad at Mary I wanna scream! if it wasn't for her, I'd probably still be doing something in life. no, couldn't go to US but that wouldn't matter. would eventually get there! *grrrr I have never been so mad for this long at anybody. Why must she go on and get away with it? why why why why why?! *blood pressure rising, hello!*
People make me sick!
I just wanna crawl into a hole and stay there forever! Nothing in this world is stable. No-one is. No-one knows what's gonna happen tomorrow! I wish I did! then I'd be happy!
Mary didn't even have the decenc, or, felt she has any kind of moral obligation to even email me back! She just got away with it hook line and sinker cos she just always believed that I'd never do anything. she thought I wasn't capable,. wrong! right! I dunno! I think I may still call student rights, or DLO. probably am way too late! that's the way life goes!