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this was a long time comin but it's here, and the last time I mention her name. But C sounds soooo much like her it is not funny!
I had my audiohost server and this was a broadcast which is not editted (there's also a huge gap at the start so bare with it :) but now I can tell T and all about this link as i'd meant to burn this for her to show her how much like Mary Mary she sounds! Unbelievably lifelike! and so close to when the "situation" occured; ya can still hear the anger! :) Yeah to this extremely amusing but highly unedditted broadcast! :)

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caesure caesure caesure, I am having a caesure!
OK so that was very stupid and immature of me, but I'm a stupid and immature person!
Why do I feel so angry right now? I hate this hole I've all of a sudden put myself in. I am sooo mad at Mary I wanna scream! if it wasn't for her, I'd probably still be doing something in life. no, couldn't go to US but that wouldn't matter. would eventually get there! *grrrr I have never been so mad for this long at anybody. Why must she go on and get away with it? why why why why why?! *blood pressure rising, hello!*
People make me sick!
I just wanna crawl into a hole and stay there forever! Nothing in this world is stable. No-one is. No-one knows what's gonna happen tomorrow! I wish I did! then I'd be happy!
Mary didn't even have the decenc, or, felt she has any kind of moral obligation to even email me back! She just got away with it hook line and sinker cos she just always believed that I'd never do anything. she thought I wasn't capable,. wrong! right! I dunno! I think I may still call student rights, or DLO. probably am way too late! that's the way life goes!
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mmmm just cooked a steak and a sausage and some vegies for tea. man it was sooo nice! I don't know if it's the sort of cookness many others would like but I do -- especially with these scotch fillets I get! mm Butcher better than safeway.
Well didn't do a lot today. I listened to the P&D stream and was talking to them on skype which was cool! I sooo wanna get into radio broadcasting I think, and now I've got broadband will see bout that.
Practiced piano a bit. actually I was more getting frustrated because I was reading over Short Story and I knew/remembered how it was meant to go but my fingers weren't agreeing so I dunno what I'm doing wrong, or reading wrong, or not reading wrong, or right, or something! aaaah! I went to Burwood again Thursday and played that Beethovin and though B was pleased I understood it, I played heaps better when I was at home. so I was kinda annoyed about that! Then yes, I got home and was talking to catelope on msn and she'd finished for the year at swinburn which kinda started me thinkin bout Mary Mary quite contary again, so I decided, after I wrote a letter, trying to state a sensible case for quitting (well it was damn true and if they want to still report me as a fail well stuff it, donh't care no more), anyway, I wrote Mary an email. wasn't just emotional. I was harsh but I said it like it was and even though I was feeling pretty stressed for a while after, I eventually settled down.
the email that threw idiots'  )
haven't heard from her yet, and I may not, and I honestly don't know if I even would want too. but oh well, who knows what I'll do from here. she certainly did deserve more than I gave her! I do really pity any future blind students that may have her. anyway ..
Yesterday I went with AN, RD, LG to one of those expos in Donvale. am not even sure who ran it or anything since I apparently had deleted the emails about it on the mailing lists. but ya know .. I saw the Braillenote PK for the first time! it's soo cute! but I think I have made up my mind that the first thing I still wanna do when I win tatslotto is get a pacmate with a detachable braille display. .. man they're sooo cool! with the two wheels either side, now we can use mice like the sighties! .. Lol even the BN PK is trying to coppy with a joystick Lol
but man it was hot! .. the boomgates and Nunawadding station were stuffed so the cars were all banked up and we had to walk halfway there to catch the bus instead of from the station! .. 36 degrese C it was! .. on the way back I ended up getting a lift with one of their VT's along with PS (who we met up with) and also Bri who we also met up with. I didn't feel like going out to tea with the others, who were still waiting for a darn cab by the time we left. I would have caught the bus back had I known where it was!
OK that's about all i think. .. Oh I am on the Melbourne branch committee of BCA so will see how it goes.
OK meme time ... )
OK me done.
til next time, RdFreak

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