65redroses
Apr. 21st, 2010 09:54 amSo a few days ago, I decided to go back to the start of
65redroses journal and read through to the sad recent entries; it's been such an emotional yet educational ride for me. i wished I knew her; she sounded so lovely and loving. -- I got up to the exciting news of when she got her double lung transplant and was so so excited to be able to live again. Leading up to this, especially towards the end, she was so so sick!
Of course, sadly we know these lungs eventually started rejecting, but I guess at the very least, she got to do everything she could before hand. I'm currently up to new year's 2007, so we have a bit over a year of fun, happy, exciting times before the dreaded downhill slide. :( -- It would seem that she has a number of "friends only" posts which is certainly understandable, but she does obviously leave all her medical updates plus a few extra posts talking about other aspects of her life, public, which is how/why i feel i already know her so well.
I know I said this last time, but it's just so inspirational how she stayed so positive the whole time, even when she was so so so sick before her lung transplant; it's truly something for us all to live by. I was listening to one of her youtube clips and as a result of who she'd explained she was through the documentaries, I can just imagine her reading my LJ and thinking "and why are you so negative?" Lol! (mostly I'm not, but I realize sometimes I certainly can seem that way if I'm having a bad few months etc).
Oh some bits I have laughed at, as she would have expected people would at the time, as she always had a sense of humour, again, even at her lowest moments. What I found really amusing and laughed out loud was during the update after her transplant. she was excitedly talking about everything she can now do. she says something like, "I can now blow candles out, I can blow everything - get your minds out the gutter" Lol!
Anyway as I read about the transplant currently being a success and that she's full of life, it's so extremely sad to know that it is short lived. I just wonder what the medical explanation is? ah well I may find out when i get up to that sad point.
In other news, I seem to be feeling a lot better now; I'm back to myself fortunately; even getting up at reasonable hours.
Again I'm waiting for sean from VA to get back to me about an appointment time for when I can start my hopefully new-and-improved job searching.
I'm hoping i may get out and take Joy for a spin today; I feel bad when I don't have a lot of work for them, especially as she's such a young dog and just loves her work so much! -- Indeed, I'm going to continue on at the gym eventually, but I don't know if I'm quite up to that yet. I do want to change gyms as well to one nearer to me. There's one at ForestHill and I believe I can walk to it, giving myself and Joy even more exercise, yet still being close to my bus line if I need it.
Today is the final day to RSVP to my get together, so after 5, I shall be booking for Sat night; it's going to be a lot of fun; can't wait! :)
OK I'm off to continue reading, and shall have me some breakfast soon as well.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Of course, sadly we know these lungs eventually started rejecting, but I guess at the very least, she got to do everything she could before hand. I'm currently up to new year's 2007, so we have a bit over a year of fun, happy, exciting times before the dreaded downhill slide. :( -- It would seem that she has a number of "friends only" posts which is certainly understandable, but she does obviously leave all her medical updates plus a few extra posts talking about other aspects of her life, public, which is how/why i feel i already know her so well.
I know I said this last time, but it's just so inspirational how she stayed so positive the whole time, even when she was so so so sick before her lung transplant; it's truly something for us all to live by. I was listening to one of her youtube clips and as a result of who she'd explained she was through the documentaries, I can just imagine her reading my LJ and thinking "and why are you so negative?" Lol! (mostly I'm not, but I realize sometimes I certainly can seem that way if I'm having a bad few months etc).
Oh some bits I have laughed at, as she would have expected people would at the time, as she always had a sense of humour, again, even at her lowest moments. What I found really amusing and laughed out loud was during the update after her transplant. she was excitedly talking about everything she can now do. she says something like, "I can now blow candles out, I can blow everything - get your minds out the gutter" Lol!
Anyway as I read about the transplant currently being a success and that she's full of life, it's so extremely sad to know that it is short lived. I just wonder what the medical explanation is? ah well I may find out when i get up to that sad point.
In other news, I seem to be feeling a lot better now; I'm back to myself fortunately; even getting up at reasonable hours.
Again I'm waiting for sean from VA to get back to me about an appointment time for when I can start my hopefully new-and-improved job searching.
I'm hoping i may get out and take Joy for a spin today; I feel bad when I don't have a lot of work for them, especially as she's such a young dog and just loves her work so much! -- Indeed, I'm going to continue on at the gym eventually, but I don't know if I'm quite up to that yet. I do want to change gyms as well to one nearer to me. There's one at ForestHill and I believe I can walk to it, giving myself and Joy even more exercise, yet still being close to my bus line if I need it.
Today is the final day to RSVP to my get together, so after 5, I shall be booking for Sat night; it's going to be a lot of fun; can't wait! :)
OK I'm off to continue reading, and shall have me some breakfast soon as well.
Til Next Time, RdFreak