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RVIB, astral, Car, Mum, Neighbours
Not in order and I think there were one or two more dreams in there somewhere, but them i can not seem to recall, even with the mantra.
I think i'm well on my way with the first week's exercise yeah! :)
OK, going from latest to earliest
RVIB:
I was volunteering there, or something, and i was naked (why oh why do I always have dreams in which I am naked? It's a symbol of security maybe? that's
what's been suggested to me? ah who knows! anyway I kept going from the music end of the building to the coridore I use to have classes in and Tasha was
at the desk there (instead of where R would normally be) and everytime I passed the desk she'd be wining "yes, and they peaed on our chairs" Lol And I
found out later from BW that some people walked in off the street, so every time I was then able to pass the desk and she said "they peaed on our chairs"
I thought they were the street kids, or whoever.
anyway there was something about someone getting hurt and picked on for being naked, the the police were called for the others but not me, weird.
and I went to see BW and she told me not to go in, and I said "why?" and she said "You're from YBC" and I said "yeah but normally I volunteer in your class"
and she said "wait for the paramedics to get here first" hm weirdness
then maybe that kinda linked to being in our old old house and Mum and I were having a fight, and I kept saying "no" and she wouldn't take "no" for an answer
so I hit her on the head and she passed out or something then I had a bottle of water in my hands, and was told Mum was inside it (Lol) then I went to
go out the door and Mum was there! and we went for a drive (which I think led into the continuation of dream i had before that) about Nan being in the
back seat with me. Dad and Mum were going in their own cars and Ang was in the passenger seat with the cruise control on so she wasn't driving, and I was
fighting with her and telling her I was scared and "drive "properly"
Oh yes yes (this is something I'd forgotten bout before" wow! I dreampt that the car went into an underpass of a station, and myself and a few other blindies
were there and the station was dark and old and semmented. and I said "I've never been to this station before" and Milos said "I think this is an old station
that doesn't get used any more" yet the trains still went passed and they went right passed without stopping. I could hear them over my head.
Um, then, before that dream (a lot earlier in the night - so it's more hazy) was that I was learning to astral-project, and I was told that I need to think
of places or people I want to visit. and i felt excited cos I could go and see what my friends or ex-friends were thinking.
And before that it was about Linda Hartly and Neighbours again and I was sitting there and I listened to Harold and Lou being all shocked cos they thought
she was Kerry.
And as I say I know there were others but I can't remember. too long ago. well I am pretty sure there were only one or two I forgot!
wow, so I am pretty impressed, firstly cos I made a conscious effort and remembered more than one main dream. and secondly it's not bad for my first night
of doing the exercises, go me!

(now to my readers, I don't expect this to be read and studied. it's my LJ and it's for me and part of my homework/interest hence putting it behind the
cut.
end of disclaimer)

So that was part of my homework. Da did call me back and we had a long chat and he filled me in on everything including the exercises which I did by writing
them down but thought I'd use my LJ since it's my only diary I have and since I'd been doing that anyway. so I just write down what I remember. am not
going to bother fixing mistakes Lol!
so I'm so excited and can not wait til Tuesday! .. I'm going to be met at the station on the first week which will be cool! and it's only a little walk.
i know roughly where it is already!
and I'm all excited cos i worked it out and it only finished about eleven days before I leave for US so how's that for timing?! ge I'm good Lol hahaha!
In other news, meeting Ames on the bus. she'll give me a call when she gets on there and we'll go to the jacaranda for brunch. then she's got to go to uni
for her reader so she'll just take the bus back. I might walk back with Miss Heartly since it's been a while.
yeah eve before my b/day. Four days before I start attending my course, 72 days til US! :)
Oh yesterday I did a bit of piano practice which was a bit of a change, but once I started I got more into it! I've got the first section worked out and
started working on the second. It sounds sooo good when BW plays it, but everything does, and she doesn't even have to consciously remember it. aaah these
people! she says that I'll be able to do that one day. hope so! that'd be just coolesty! :)
My hands are cold
Am just called me and basically said that M had asked to come. *sigh* I was just soooo damn hurt and upset with how him and the others treated me last year.
I told her I am being reasonable, well trying to be and if they want to make the move, the net would be better first. I haven't blocked anyone from msn.
I unblocked everyone even ST of all people! I did that ages ago in fact! I've done my part now it's up to them! *huge sigh* whatever!
Better go get ready.
I don't care if this makes me out to look like the bad one. I've done my best
It took me a bit of a while to accept him and A and I tried so hard cos A has been such a close friend for ages. and for ages I felt like she was being
taken away from me by him and the rest. I worked on it silently, so damn give me some creddit!and that's all I'm going to expect from myself. yeah!
Til Next time, RdFreak

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Why are you coming to the states? Take care

um, to stay with a couple of friends and also going to ACB convention in LosVegas.

Sounds cool!!!! Take care.

hey thanks, you as well! :)

you're going to las vegas? That's where blair is :) I miss him.

aaaah! no! :( .. yeah well it's big and scarey and I only live in a small and scarey state, so it might be a it of culture shock for me Lol! but I'll be right :) .. hey what's his voice like and will see if I can hear him Lol and I'll say you said hi lol .. sorry yeah right haha .. wish ppl could do that though - as well as describing looks so accurate describing voices. very kind hard though! <3333

Wow only 72 days til US? It seems like yesterday there were over 100 days! Time flies....
That's some weird dreams hehe.
I used to play piano, then I stopped taking lessons, that's one of the things I want to start up again though.

Lol yepness weird dreams but they're actually much more able to be pieced together than they use to be.
Well hey I actually had been playing piano when I was little but gave up. Just decided to go back again last year. not having official lessons really. Just quickly was able to pick up the braille music and play songs and get instructed with that (if that makes sense :) lol

I will have to talk about my dreams to you later. Very scary. Oh yeah, the famous "naked" dreams. I had one of those dreams when I was thinking of getting back to work after my surgery. All my co-workers thought it was brave of me to come to work clothes-less. I thought I was dumb!
On M, time can sometimes allow things to heal, but in this case, could be hard. Your the better person for being strong to allow others who hurt you into your life by leaving a door open for them to come back. Good luck. I hope you have a fun day!
Glen

thanks glen. M just wrote me an email now and I did back, sorting thing out a bit. I appreciate that and him apologizing. Lol and in passing I was telling Ahona about Livejournal and she suggested not to make my dreams upblic cos they're mine and my symbols! If they get um .. I dunno .. I told her it's so hard for me to notice symbols and stuff. I've got other LJ friends that write their dreams down for us to read Lol I often do make friends only posts for very personal dreams. <333

The dreams are yours only to learn from ultimately and I guess thats a main part of the course is to help you better understand your dreams. It definitely is interesting! Keep me updated! :)

Heheheh love ya so much, you're the best! Hope ya saw the MSN and the E-Mail! Lol!
Congrats on remembering your dreams! Heheh I'm not good at doing that really...
Take care and have a lovely day!
XOXOOXOXX,
Caitlin 33333333

yes i did darl! thanks heaps and heaps for them! :):) you're such a love sis! how's the party? :) <33333 xoxoxoxo

The party was wonderful! Wish I could have been at your voice chat one...I'm so sorry! love you loads, oh and my mom says I should really call you and arrange where to meet in SF, etc...I have a calling card to use so if you could/would email me your number or whatever that would be aces! If you'd rather not if you have a calling card you can just call me or whatever.
Love you tons!
XOXOXOXXXOXOOXX,
Caitcait 333333

yep sure, will email ya my number. :) <3333

Woohooooo! Thanks Rachel! I promise never to call you over and over, I'm not like that. I hate it when people do that! So never fear. I'll only call when I need to or when you want me to or whatever.
XOOXOXOXOXOXXXOX,
Caitlin

you're welcome to call me whenever ya want little sister! :) I love talkin to ya! :) OK phone number next email! :) <333

Got the mail...thanks so much! Course you know you can call me whenever you want, as it makes me day to hear from ya in any fashion! Heh.
XOOXOXOXOXOXXX,
Caitcait
Your Little Sis 3333333

Happy Birthday Rachel:)
*Hugs* Hope you'll feel better soon, you deserve a great birthday

thanks. that was nice of ya. bad hair days I guess. always hit me. but will probably end up enjoying my afo. Hope you're feeling better yourself. you truly deserve to feel the best. *hugs* <3333

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