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rdfreak ([personal profile] rdfreak) wrote2005-04-21 10:55 pm

why?!

I'm so sad and i just don't know what to think. Milos was talking to A today and she was saying that I. B. can no longer walk up the stairs so they had to set a place for him down stairs, and "they" (docs I guess) gave him four to six weeks! I was nearly crying! I mean i was nearly crying when they couldn't find any bonemarro matches. I was going to try myself but then ya can't then say that ya wanna try with person X. :( I'll still do it though!
We were askin ourselves whether Chris will change for the better or worse. I was betting (not literally course) better. he'll wake up but if it means losing most of his friends, dunno! man it's horrible!
How come it always takes the fittest of fit people? the healthy of all healthy people and course really nice?! I mean everyone is, but one of the nicest people you have the pleasure of meeting yourself? and soo young too! I mean it was not long ago he was still going out with his students, camping, hiking, caving, everything! I remember up at Romsey when it was him who brought all the absailing gear down and we were having fun absailing down the hills! and he would also be fishing and I went along once. He was just such a good sport, such a loving family man. he'd do anything for his family!
Well I just hope that he can really live life to his fullest and try and enjoy what his got as much as possible (though I know it's not an easy thing to wish for! :(
In other brief news, i went to music today. I gotta start putting in the practice, I could tell b was, perhaps a bit frustrated today. I really can't say I blame her! If I don't practice I aint gonna improve or remember anything! it's not fair! I just can't go where I'm hearing I should go. my fingers don't know where to walk to half the time.
She was getting me use to peddaling today. that was a very new and interesting experience for me "to catch the note/s".
Also we got talking bout Beuc (think that's how ya spell it) so she imbossed out another guide to give to me.
I signed up for ebay today cos I got all enthused about getting a minnydisc. I wanna get one for when I'm away and can do heaps of recording! .. anyway I can't believe what I did. I was probably soo excited, having successfuly signed up and searched for the item that I had bidded on a minny microphone for minydisc and dat recorders. and I tried to delete my bid when I returned from music and realized what I'd done. but by the time I found out ya really couldn't, the thing had ended and I had won! but it's OK. I bought it but it will come in handy, I'm sure. I then actually found a good sounding minydisc recorder which I bidded for, was outbidded so bidded again! it ends in a couple hours and so far so good!
so I may wake up excited tomorrow cos now I'm off to bed!
I'm sad but life is life I guess! .. for now! :(
Til Next Time, RdFreak

[identity profile] simonica.livejournal.com 2005-04-21 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I can relate to how you're feeling. Its hard watching someone you know struggle to live on a daily basis. My Grandmother just recently passed away from cancer, and my other Grandmother is suffering with the terrible disease. Well enough with the depression lol Glad your music is going well. Keep it up!!!! lol Take care.

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2005-04-21 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks! yep they're terrible diseases!

I got one, i love it!

[identity profile] charisita.livejournal.com 2005-04-22 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Hey,
I got the Mznhs700, and I love it!
You can also specify that you would like to find one in Austrailia, but I do know that some places in US will send worldwide. If you don't win, my advice is to try and go for that one.
Ok, ttyl,
Lisa

Re: I got one, i love it!

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2005-04-22 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
hey thanks Lisa for that! :) I did bid for another one as you'll see after that. <333