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rdfreak ([personal profile] rdfreak) wrote2003-09-14 10:16 pm
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sugar high!

Well well, sugar does dammage! finally, have I worked it out??
Once it was claimed by my parents that sugar must put me in a bad mood, but I didn't want to believe it. Now it's right.
Apart from all the other hormone crap going on in my life, today, I had heaps of junk food (am still going) and I have literally felt up and down from even one second to the next. I can not describe how I was.
I was talking on the phone to M today (along with a) and first I was happy to talk then I got all ajatated all of a sudden. like a switch in me.
I don't know what to think any more. also with my bizarre mood swings comes my ability to change my mind from one sec to the next. I tell ya, it gets a lot of peeps confused and angry.
I think M is finally mad at me! anyway, I might be going to convention if he can talk to this guy from a branch of bCA in charge of reinbursement, etc.
Me?? at convention?? who-ever thought. I swear that was only tonight I finalized my answer to the group (YBCV) of really wanting to go.
OK when I first started eating the sugar stuffs, I was in such a high. I was on msn saying the strangest things to A! I felt like the world was all mine to do crazy things within. :) Lol
so yeah that was my emotional roller-coaster kind of day. am feeling OK now.
A (sister) was here before. I was talking to her for a bit.
nanna came over to help me with some cleaning up of the joint and washing. she also came with me to forest Hill. we had lunch and bought some stuff.
Yesterday I had A (friend) here. we had a lovely lunch. We went to sAfeway and got a few things like a chicken and a packet mix salad.
We then, once again, found ourselves in a D & M about, well heaps of stuff. Her and I can not avoid it it seems.
Well tomorrow I must study! I am doing my SAC from home on Friday and I have a little bit of hope yet, so I will try afterall.
random: M is once again pasting stuff into my window - this time it's my damn msn profile! *grrrrrrr*
Well what a boring entry!
Til next time ... RdFreak

Current mood: yeah what-ever
current music: puter fan

[identity profile] flannelpajamas.livejournal.com 2003-09-14 10:24 am (UTC)(link)
Hey Rachel! Are you sure it's all hormones and not like anything psychological like neurotransmitters or something? I got your email... I'll reply soon. I just got back from the beach yesterday and need to fix my poor computer... Aww.

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2003-09-14 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey Kat, :)
yes, it is other crap. I have to go on an anti-depressent, but I will write an entry about thatw hen I can be bothered.
wow, hope you had a lovely time and the beach and I can't wait to hear from you properly! :) Lol
Cheers! :)

[identity profile] kaoritait.livejournal.com 2003-09-14 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
sugar may do *some* damage, but isn't it wonderful in itself? :) *hugs*

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2003-09-14 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey Tait, yes you are sooo right! :)
what would we do without our lollies (candy and chocolate :)
take care,
Chers! :)

Heya

[identity profile] theborrowedgirl.livejournal.com 2003-09-14 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, thanks for the note, & it's good to see some fellow Australian's out there. (: Hope year 12 is going well for you, it's ok here I guess, I graduate in 1 1/2 weeks then I have the HSC exams to look forward to, & I haven't even started studying. Oh joy. Sugar gives me mood swings as well, kind of like alcohol. Take care, xxx

Re: Heya

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2003-09-14 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey yeah!
I am also pleased to hear of ausies here! Only found they existed on this site last week Lol!
oh, I have two weeks of holidays then about four more weeks then the exams start! good luck for yours! As I am only doing one subject this year, only have the one which is great! no I haven't started studying either? :)
what you doing home from school? :) Lol!
Well added ya to my friends list so hope to get to know ya! :)
Cheers! :)