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believe it or not, last but not least?! ...
OK here we go again, and this will be the last time I make reference to this mis-guided mess! I'm done. I'm over it! it's all good. but for heavin's sakes people, if my felow zoners are going to be involved in 'private" conversations with others, talking about another behind their back (so to speak) make sure that, um everything is private. Lol
I'm deciding to make this public because it just kinda amused me when I came across this QN during my usual search for references to me. Yes, I'm parranoyed, why don't we add that to the list?! Lol .. No I am sooo not! I just like to go through and find my big bad popular self being discussed alright?! hahaha! anyway though my name was not mentioned, I did know this was bout me, and in looking at the rest of the convo round it, I realized that at least no-one else was gain enough to continue the discussion in public. No it was done privately. goodness knows what else was said. but I don't care. I really don't. I was just amused at the idea that I thought I took a while to get over something (which was always considered my fault big time) however, clearly we are talking about other parties which still have issues with me.
I will say here for the last time (in the public eye), it is indeed a real shame and worse that I am spoken about in so many weird and wonderful ways, even now. but, well, ..all I can wish for is that these people can realize that talking about others behind their back especially when they know they're deliberately being difficult, is very very immature and not what I'd call being "very adult-like.
I am talking bout this quicknote I found:
"and its not just the lame computer stuff, its the attention seeking, the blindy circles and just, yeah, stuff in general. i went to her party, her 25th,
last year, and everyone, who i'd never met before, already knew all about me."
OK as I said before, everyone knows that would be referring to me because well I had my 25th last year. etc. etc.
So let's just take that quote a bit at a time shall we?!
"and its not just the lame computer stuff",
hmm no idea! lame computer stuff? that could mean anything. I am not sure what this could mean. The way I carry out my computer/internet activities is indeed the same as this young fellow from which the quote originates, and everybody else. Or could this also be in reference to the singing decktalks (which the creaters are also sick of?) .. or is this a jealousy kinda issue because I actually was rumoured to have undertaken a task/s which was meant to have been discovered by young Mister here?
"its the attention seeking",
Oh right? hmm attention seeking? is someone jealous that I actually have a sense of humour, or couldn't they stand being not noticed in circles, internet or otherwise?! (I don't know. I really don't care; I'm just speculating?! :) it's fun and amusing!
"the blindy circles",
ah yes, "the blindy circles" thing. One which young Mister here is in himself. I'm in a blindy circle, he is, we all are! He's annoyed that a few facts got out in the open? hmm well why not bring out in the open that I have proof that I've been lied about in the open. I've been honest. I've just explained how it was. doesn't matter if it's "blindy circles" it's totally irralivent. apologies that we have some of the same friendship group/s!
"and just, yeah, stuff in general",
wow! that all? can I go now? :) ah yes, it has to be said. "how much time have you got Ma'am? let's just summarize here!
"i went to her party, her 25th,
last year, and everyone, who i'd never met before, already knew all about me."
Oh didoms! oh no! that's really bad! I'm sorry if I talk to people about my friends, especially if I happen to .. ahem .. like them at the time?! I'm sorry if you can't understand that?! in fact I am very sorry! especially considering I explained time and time again after my 25th what the real deal was regarding how much in fact I had mentioned you. At least i was honest and I had admitted that it was all done innocently in reference to the little factor called "attraction?"
Unbelievable. And to think when I got over all the mess I wanted to be friends, but figured that it was too much to ask?! But honestly after seeing that, and thinking about the big picture, I was soooo mis-understood it wasn't funny!
I can see how some parts were mis-interpretted but I had apologized with that being the case. Have I ever recieved an apology for all the grief I'd recieved for actually .. having to justify my attraction? no! Not one! Let's add this to the pile please?! :(
anyway strange really. This, I thought was a good time to mention this for the last time, and then forget it!
I am sooo relieved that despite the drama I was able to move on and move a step closer in life to where I'm wanted, where I want to, and should, be and where I'm appreciated. Go me! :)
I'm just so greatful and just hope that we all can learn something from this .. and that, would definitely be using the zone correctly ladies and gentlemen?!
Thanks for my readers' understanding and co-operation in the matter.
and now, i return back to my regular schedule day.
Well Nan came here again after the working bee at Mum's (where they cut a dead apple tree down-) and picked me up. we had spaghetti, nicely made by dad. then we had some chocolate cookies then was spending time with my Kitties! Heartly was, again laying on one end of her bed, while the two cats were snuggled up together on the other end of it Lol! it was soo cute! it needed a photo! Lol
then Nan and I went home. and I don't think I'll be long outta bed.
Me thirsty though. "Heartly stop snoring? please?! Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak
I'm deciding to make this public because it just kinda amused me when I came across this QN during my usual search for references to me. Yes, I'm parranoyed, why don't we add that to the list?! Lol .. No I am sooo not! I just like to go through and find my big bad popular self being discussed alright?! hahaha! anyway though my name was not mentioned, I did know this was bout me, and in looking at the rest of the convo round it, I realized that at least no-one else was gain enough to continue the discussion in public. No it was done privately. goodness knows what else was said. but I don't care. I really don't. I was just amused at the idea that I thought I took a while to get over something (which was always considered my fault big time) however, clearly we are talking about other parties which still have issues with me.
I will say here for the last time (in the public eye), it is indeed a real shame and worse that I am spoken about in so many weird and wonderful ways, even now. but, well, ..all I can wish for is that these people can realize that talking about others behind their back especially when they know they're deliberately being difficult, is very very immature and not what I'd call being "very adult-like.
I am talking bout this quicknote I found:
"and its not just the lame computer stuff, its the attention seeking, the blindy circles and just, yeah, stuff in general. i went to her party, her 25th,
last year, and everyone, who i'd never met before, already knew all about me."
OK as I said before, everyone knows that would be referring to me because well I had my 25th last year. etc. etc.
So let's just take that quote a bit at a time shall we?!
"and its not just the lame computer stuff",
hmm no idea! lame computer stuff? that could mean anything. I am not sure what this could mean. The way I carry out my computer/internet activities is indeed the same as this young fellow from which the quote originates, and everybody else. Or could this also be in reference to the singing decktalks (which the creaters are also sick of?) .. or is this a jealousy kinda issue because I actually was rumoured to have undertaken a task/s which was meant to have been discovered by young Mister here?
"its the attention seeking",
Oh right? hmm attention seeking? is someone jealous that I actually have a sense of humour, or couldn't they stand being not noticed in circles, internet or otherwise?! (I don't know. I really don't care; I'm just speculating?! :) it's fun and amusing!
"the blindy circles",
ah yes, "the blindy circles" thing. One which young Mister here is in himself. I'm in a blindy circle, he is, we all are! He's annoyed that a few facts got out in the open? hmm well why not bring out in the open that I have proof that I've been lied about in the open. I've been honest. I've just explained how it was. doesn't matter if it's "blindy circles" it's totally irralivent. apologies that we have some of the same friendship group/s!
"and just, yeah, stuff in general",
wow! that all? can I go now? :) ah yes, it has to be said. "how much time have you got Ma'am? let's just summarize here!
"i went to her party, her 25th,
last year, and everyone, who i'd never met before, already knew all about me."
Oh didoms! oh no! that's really bad! I'm sorry if I talk to people about my friends, especially if I happen to .. ahem .. like them at the time?! I'm sorry if you can't understand that?! in fact I am very sorry! especially considering I explained time and time again after my 25th what the real deal was regarding how much in fact I had mentioned you. At least i was honest and I had admitted that it was all done innocently in reference to the little factor called "attraction?"
Unbelievable. And to think when I got over all the mess I wanted to be friends, but figured that it was too much to ask?! But honestly after seeing that, and thinking about the big picture, I was soooo mis-understood it wasn't funny!
I can see how some parts were mis-interpretted but I had apologized with that being the case. Have I ever recieved an apology for all the grief I'd recieved for actually .. having to justify my attraction? no! Not one! Let's add this to the pile please?! :(
anyway strange really. This, I thought was a good time to mention this for the last time, and then forget it!
I am sooo relieved that despite the drama I was able to move on and move a step closer in life to where I'm wanted, where I want to, and should, be and where I'm appreciated. Go me! :)
I'm just so greatful and just hope that we all can learn something from this .. and that, would definitely be using the zone correctly ladies and gentlemen?!
Thanks for my readers' understanding and co-operation in the matter.
and now, i return back to my regular schedule day.
Well Nan came here again after the working bee at Mum's (where they cut a dead apple tree down-) and picked me up. we had spaghetti, nicely made by dad. then we had some chocolate cookies then was spending time with my Kitties! Heartly was, again laying on one end of her bed, while the two cats were snuggled up together on the other end of it Lol! it was soo cute! it needed a photo! Lol
then Nan and I went home. and I don't think I'll be long outta bed.
Me thirsty though. "Heartly stop snoring? please?! Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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