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my gosh!
Well, the good news is that I finished my packing. Mum came to help me and tomorrow we go to the docs as I get my ears emptied out again! I hope I won't have probs on the plane!
In other news, I am getting more and more alergic to chocolate (I think maybe some more than others) and it sucks! I feel winded all the time.
And, well, I am finding that I am being accused behind my back! funny how people can, for what ever reason, have so many problems with me (for speaking my mind and being honest about the true value of a "friend"), that they can't even have the courage to speak to me. Instead, they try and persuade my best friend, and that, I will *not allow! Not that she would be swayed - she knows me too well. but I just wanted all of us to be over this primary school crap. He gets sooo worked up over things and I'm really dead sick of it! Nothing is good enough. Everyone is always wrong.
Well I am no longer putting up with the attitude. I am not going to be told by "friends" what I will say and will not say in future to prevent arguments. that's the problem that I lashed out about after he was willing to give me "one more chance" Lol it's so pathetic I can laugh about it now! but at the time, I was *grrr mad! but damnit all to heck, ya know .. if ya have a problem with me, or if you wish to accuse me of something, have the guts to come to my face and don't go through others, and especially not my best friend, cos she doesn't need it and either do I! Asking once is fine, if you have to but let her answer to the best of her ability and leave it at that!
anyway really, I am excited and that! was talking to glen on skype before. I forgot his birthday yesterday! I am always doing that now! I have got the worst memory. so, what did I do? sent out Birthday alarms. Lol!
I soo can't believe I'll be seeing![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
enchanterglen, Rich and caitlin45 just next week! then at convention, puppybraille, shazza59, toonhead and DW just to name a few! then course, ruuk in Florida and carebare75 just to name a couple of em out there!
It's sooo exciting! and ever since I could remember, it's been a dream to go to the US! As I was saying to glen before, will have to keep giving myself reality checks when I land in SFO Sunday. :) Sunday B it will be for me! :)
yeah!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
In other news, I am getting more and more alergic to chocolate (I think maybe some more than others) and it sucks! I feel winded all the time.
And, well, I am finding that I am being accused behind my back! funny how people can, for what ever reason, have so many problems with me (for speaking my mind and being honest about the true value of a "friend"), that they can't even have the courage to speak to me. Instead, they try and persuade my best friend, and that, I will *not allow! Not that she would be swayed - she knows me too well. but I just wanted all of us to be over this primary school crap. He gets sooo worked up over things and I'm really dead sick of it! Nothing is good enough. Everyone is always wrong.
Well I am no longer putting up with the attitude. I am not going to be told by "friends" what I will say and will not say in future to prevent arguments. that's the problem that I lashed out about after he was willing to give me "one more chance" Lol it's so pathetic I can laugh about it now! but at the time, I was *grrr mad! but damnit all to heck, ya know .. if ya have a problem with me, or if you wish to accuse me of something, have the guts to come to my face and don't go through others, and especially not my best friend, cos she doesn't need it and either do I! Asking once is fine, if you have to but let her answer to the best of her ability and leave it at that!
anyway really, I am excited and that! was talking to glen on skype before. I forgot his birthday yesterday! I am always doing that now! I have got the worst memory. so, what did I do? sent out Birthday alarms. Lol!
I soo can't believe I'll be seeing
enchanterglen, Rich and caitlin45 just next week! then at convention, puppybraille, shazza59, toonhead and DW just to name a few! then course, ruuk in Florida and carebare75 just to name a couple of em out there!It's sooo exciting! and ever since I could remember, it's been a dream to go to the US! As I was saying to glen before, will have to keep giving myself reality checks when I land in SFO Sunday. :) Sunday B it will be for me! :)
yeah!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Believe what you want freak. I may have mentioned it briefly in passing to will but that's about all. Now if you want to continu dreaming that "ah it was probably me, go for it" you have some nerve, really. How long have you known me and you can trust me? obviously it counts for nothing. and another thing, heaps of keyjens are floating around out there, so I would be so parranoyed. but then you are always parranoyed so that's just not even worth trying to ease your mind there.
I am freakin sick of you danny. I have tried and tried with you but you just don't leave me with much option any more but to believe you're a poor lost soul who just can't hack being left to fend for yourself.
I know what yuou did and said Danny.
You think you're so perfect and I am sick of it.
Believe what the heck you like and leave me alone!