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rdfreakWell, the good news is that I finished my packing. Mum came to help me and tomorrow we go to the docs as I get my ears emptied out again! I hope I won't have probs on the plane!
In other news, I am getting more and more alergic to chocolate (I think maybe some more than others) and it sucks! I feel winded all the time.
And, well, I am finding that I am being accused behind my back! funny how people can, for what ever reason, have so many problems with me (for speaking my mind and being honest about the true value of a "friend"), that they can't even have the courage to speak to me. Instead, they try and persuade my best friend, and that, I will *not allow! Not that she would be swayed - she knows me too well. but I just wanted all of us to be over this primary school crap. He gets sooo worked up over things and I'm really dead sick of it! Nothing is good enough. Everyone is always wrong.
Well I am no longer putting up with the attitude. I am not going to be told by "friends" what I will say and will not say in future to prevent arguments. that's the problem that I lashed out about after he was willing to give me "one more chance" Lol it's so pathetic I can laugh about it now! but at the time, I was *grrr mad! but damnit all to heck, ya know .. if ya have a problem with me, or if you wish to accuse me of something, have the guts to come to my face and don't go through others, and especially not my best friend, cos she doesn't need it and either do I! Asking once is fine, if you have to but let her answer to the best of her ability and leave it at that!
anyway really, I am excited and that! was talking to glen on skype before. I forgot his birthday yesterday! I am always doing that now! I have got the worst memory. so, what did I do? sent out Birthday alarms. Lol!
I soo can't believe I'll be seeing![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
enchanterglen, Rich and caitlin45 just next week! then at convention, puppybraille, shazza59, toonhead and DW just to name a few! then course, ruuk in Florida and carebare75 just to name a couple of em out there!
It's sooo exciting! and ever since I could remember, it's been a dream to go to the US! As I was saying to glen before, will have to keep giving myself reality checks when I land in SFO Sunday. :) Sunday B it will be for me! :)
yeah!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
In other news, I am getting more and more alergic to chocolate (I think maybe some more than others) and it sucks! I feel winded all the time.
And, well, I am finding that I am being accused behind my back! funny how people can, for what ever reason, have so many problems with me (for speaking my mind and being honest about the true value of a "friend"), that they can't even have the courage to speak to me. Instead, they try and persuade my best friend, and that, I will *not allow! Not that she would be swayed - she knows me too well. but I just wanted all of us to be over this primary school crap. He gets sooo worked up over things and I'm really dead sick of it! Nothing is good enough. Everyone is always wrong.
Well I am no longer putting up with the attitude. I am not going to be told by "friends" what I will say and will not say in future to prevent arguments. that's the problem that I lashed out about after he was willing to give me "one more chance" Lol it's so pathetic I can laugh about it now! but at the time, I was *grrr mad! but damnit all to heck, ya know .. if ya have a problem with me, or if you wish to accuse me of something, have the guts to come to my face and don't go through others, and especially not my best friend, cos she doesn't need it and either do I! Asking once is fine, if you have to but let her answer to the best of her ability and leave it at that!
anyway really, I am excited and that! was talking to glen on skype before. I forgot his birthday yesterday! I am always doing that now! I have got the worst memory. so, what did I do? sent out Birthday alarms. Lol!
I soo can't believe I'll be seeing
enchanterglen, Rich and caitlin45 just next week! then at convention, puppybraille, shazza59, toonhead and DW just to name a few! then course, ruuk in Florida and carebare75 just to name a couple of em out there!It's sooo exciting! and ever since I could remember, it's been a dream to go to the US! As I was saying to glen before, will have to keep giving myself reality checks when I land in SFO Sunday. :) Sunday B it will be for me! :)
yeah!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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bon voyage
Date: 2005-06-21 12:19 pm (UTC)Re: bon voyage
Date: 2005-06-21 09:51 pm (UTC)Re: bon voyage
Date: 2005-06-22 02:11 pm (UTC)Re: bon voyage
Date: 2005-06-22 10:24 pm (UTC)Birthday Alarms
Date: 2005-06-21 05:23 pm (UTC)Me very excited!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX,
Caitlin
Re: Birthday Alarms
Date: 2005-06-21 09:58 pm (UTC)Re: Birthday Alarms
Date: 2005-06-21 11:50 pm (UTC)Caitlin
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Date: 2005-06-22 04:55 am (UTC)I had no intention of bringing this up again Rachel but since you want it out in the open here it is. I at no time accused you of anything behind your back.
In the middle of last year I gave you and 4 others an item I thought might be useful for your computer. It was given on the condition that it be kept quiet and not talked about or passed on to anyone else. It was in 4 cases but not in your case. I found out totally by accident a few weeks ago that you had deliberately ignored my request and betrayed that trust I stupidly gave you. You betrayed that trust when you told at least 1 person I know of about it even though you had agreed not to. I will give you some credit that you didn't pass it on to them but telling them was bad enough.
Last weekend I received an email from another person who had managed to obtain a copy of this item. Obviously I set about trying to find out where they got it from. I then discovered that several people who I don't even know had got hold of it. Through all the checking I did over 3 days your name popped up several times as someone who'd either mentioned or in 1 case passed this on without bothering to consult me or to even tell the people involved it was meant to be kept quiet.
Lets get a few facts out in the open:
1. I went out of my way to check that the other 4 people I originally gave this to had not passed it on to anyone. I am satisfied that they didn't. 2 of them don't even know any of the people who got it who shouldn't have it.
2. The only reason I asked the other person involved about you is because you made it clear several months ago that you did not want me to contact you. I was quite happy to go with that since over the last 12 months or so you'd pissed me off enough times that I was sick of the shit anyway. I therefore did not contact you and until your entry on Tuesday was planning to do nothing more about this.
3. I did not in any way try to persuade the other person of your guilt or otherwise. in fact if you bother to check with her you'll know that I specifically said on the phone I did not want to accuse you but all the facts I have point to you being the one who spread this thing around.
Rachel I at no time have said I know for a fact you did this. However all the evidence I have points to you being the one. I have no intention of taking this any further. If you want to then that's fine you can either contact me privately or do it here I don't care which. If you can find a way to convince me you did not do this then I'll willingly retract my accusation and apologize to you publicly on this journal. The ball's in your court.
Have a good holiday.
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Date: 2005-06-22 05:14 am (UTC)Believe what you want freak. I may have mentioned it briefly in passing to will but that's about all. Now if you want to continu dreaming that "ah it was probably me, go for it" you have some nerve, really. How long have you known me and you can trust me? obviously it counts for nothing. and another thing, heaps of keyjens are floating around out there, so I would be so parranoyed. but then you are always parranoyed so that's just not even worth trying to ease your mind there.
I am freakin sick of you danny. I have tried and tried with you but you just don't leave me with much option any more but to believe you're a poor lost soul who just can't hack being left to fend for yourself.
I know what yuou did and said Danny.
You think you're so perfect and I am sick of it.
Believe what the heck you like and leave me alone!