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rdfreak ([personal profile] rdfreak) wrote2005-08-13 12:14 pm

skipping, playing, etc.

Well I have been doing some skipping outside! Lol I think I had got the rope in correctly and worked out that by taking it out of one of the little holes, ya can ajust it accordingly. though I am not sure exactly how far to ajust it smaller? There's still some kinks in it (which came from it being rolled up) but I'm hanging it over the door which is kinda straightening it out. I use to skip soo fast, and was doing it a bit before but it's probably not such a good idea in mockies, and I think I seem to remember I must skip on my toes! think for the reason I forgot to do that, my legs hurt a bit.
Was also playing the piano before. I'm certainly not wanting to give it up! I have so much braille up on top which didn't seem to collect any dust while in the US so that's cool! I was on the phone to JH last night and we were trying to figure out why I had four bars of the Moonlight Sanatta on top of my piano? and i know BW didn't give it to me. it must have been in one of the books I am using. and this morning i discovered it was both the same on each side. I played all I could but there's a lot of rubbing outs which mean I got stuck on the third bar! Lol so, so much for that I guess! Lol .. but I'm certainly not giving up. am just a little frustrated with the non-flexibility of my hands, it seems, compared to when I was doing the zizuki method. But the amount I did wasn't very adventurous! I mean it's like thumb on C, pointer on D and so on and so forth, up to G (and of course the same with the other hand but in reverse) so, I think, branching off as I suddenly have is something my poor little brain is not use too! *grrrr It's OK if the fingering signs are in the music but if they're not, I'm completely stuffed man! *:( *grrr
But, as was my aim before I left for the US, I'll go through that exercise book of mine again, relearn that other Beethoven piece fluently before I go back to Burwood, or ask if I can!
I kept on having dreams when I was in the US about Burwood. I am not sure why. and once I had a dream about our really old house! all when I was in the US! they confused me! then last night (as I recall) and the night after I got back, I woke up extremely confused about where the heck I was. It wasn't just a vague question that only lasts a few secs when ya first wake either, it took me ages both the first, and last evening to figure out where I was. *grrr And I had one dream about the US since i've been back, another a few times before I went to the US, and nothing but Burwood and my old house when I was over in the US, especially when I was sick! weird!
I was mucking around with chords before on the piano.
OK I am feeling a bit emotional now! why?? I don't know! well maybe I do; talking about confusing dreams, waking up confused and trying to work myself out in the area of understanding relationships?
I think maybe I'll go on the zone for a while?!
bla, (didn't mean to get myself in this mood!*
I'm a passionate person; I can't help it! *sigh*
Til Next Time, RdFreak

relationships

[identity profile] carebear75.livejournal.com 2005-08-14 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
wanted to comment to your depressing audio blog! first off... i think that you need to branch out and look for better than D.W. I don't know him or anything, but i only know what you've written and we've talked about when you were here! you deserve someone who loves you as much as you do them.. D.W. might be a nice guy, but does he love you like you do him? i don't think so.. if he did you guys wouldn't have this much of communication problems! relationships are something complex, but when its right they are easy! if you have to try too hard then that says something! i'm not trying to start trouble here either so if d.w. reads this i'm sorry! i honestly think you deserve better Rach! your an awesome person and you don't deserve for someone to sleep with you then treat you like this! if people get mad at me sorry, but i've been around the block and don't pull any punches here! take it from me.. if he loves you then he will treat you better than that! let him go for your own sanity! just my two cents.. i hope you get what yu want outta life! i'm learning this lesson as well with Justin! don't let yourself end up with a child and be in that situation! take it from me... anyhow i just love ya girl and hope to see you actually happy! not just reaching! for something that probably isn't right! anyhow talk soon.. i'll try to get msn up soon...

Re: relationships

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2005-08-14 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
Hey Betty, ya gotta practice what ya priech love! lol hahahaha seriously, thanks for your support; I do appreciate you looking out for me like this. He does jenuwinly love and care for me, but for whatever reason, we are both just not able to understand the others reasoning behind how we operate differently.
It's a hard one! :( I guess we'll sort out what needs to happen soon enough!
Well looking forward to chatting with ya, and take it easy! love ya! *hugs*

[identity profile] simonica.livejournal.com 2005-08-15 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Relationships are complicated, but eventually they work themselves out. Take care and hugs.

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2005-08-15 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. certainly are. thanks for your support though. :) *hugs back* :)

Jump Rope

[identity profile] caitlin45.livejournal.com 2005-08-16 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I won a jump rope at camp. I used to be really fast too. i could even skip rope backward. I need to get good again. It's quite fun.
Ooh I had weird dreams at camp too. Maybe when you're away from home you have weird dreams. it's kinda disconcerting though ya know?
XOXOXOXOXOXX,
Caitlin