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rdfreak ([personal profile] rdfreak) wrote2007-12-16 11:05 am

bla

We're off for now. talking a break. He still wants to be with me, loves and cares for me, but waiting til I get over "attitude". apparently I have one, though everyone has arguments; guess my style isn't nice.
Well, I still love him stacks of course, care for him deeply, and wish things were different. but we're not on the same wave length right now. We want it to change.
In other news, not a lot and I forget what I wanted to say. um, work this week; not looking forward to it because it will be dead at south Yarra. think I will burn me some DVDs and bring in CDs.
Not in the christmas spirit at all, even when things were still working great!
went christmas shopping friday.
there was something else, but who knows what the heck it is now.
til next time, RdFreak
P.S. that's what I was gunna say; can't find the stupid "edit friends" link on front page. they've done something really dodgy again! *sigh*

[identity profile] loscha.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry it's not working out too well at the moment.
Right before christmas, too, eh.
I usually break up with mine just before valentines day, though.

Other than that .....
I hope you're going ok. Think about you lots, although I don't write you. We should swap work email addresses so we can email chat during the day once in a while.

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
man, I had went down to "disable comments" this LJ is stupid now! but thanks for your message. yeh guess it happens, and I haven't learnt to be level-headed yet. goodness knows why everything is always my fault but anyway ..
yeh, my work email is my first name, dot last name at anz.com .. Lol feel free to write!
yeh I am pretty bad at writing as well; we should catch up again after chrissy, or, we're going to the carrols rehearsals this year again, should see if you two wanna come! :)

[identity profile] amazingstar.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry girly. if you want to talk, I'm here... *hug*

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
hey thanks. it's just all so hard, especially before christmas, but hopefully we can find happiness with each other again in the new year.
thanks for your offer. been a bit reclusive from everyone right now; it's prob making it worse but oh well, *hugs*

[identity profile] amazingstar.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
hey, it's alright to be reclusive for a little while. :)
I hope that thingscan work out for you two in the coming year... That does suck having all that happen right before Christmas! The offer stands if you ever need to hash things out later too. *hugs*

[identity profile] charmarie.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope things get better with your relationship... I know it can be hard sometimes, grrr men eh?