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poor Nobi (BigBrother)
So on tonight's daily show, terry (who got evicted from the backyard) got to choose one person (Nobi) to go live in a van parked outside the house, until further notice. he was told he wasn't allowed into the house.
The thing that cracked me up is, because he can't enter the house, he can't enter the diary room, so whenever he wants to talk to bigBrother, he activates a horn, a mobile phone is sent out to him, and BigBrother calls him, (I noticed the ring tone was the 2008 BigBrother theme music! :) -- so poor Nobi out there by himself. I've got a feeling that maybe in the future things will change there. maybe the van will be the rewards room used after friday night Games, or maybe he'll get to go back in the house as a reward; dunno!
what I found really interesting is, at the end of the show, Terry came back! She was told to take her blind fold off and as she was in the diary room, BigBrother informed her that he will make her an offer on Sunday that she shouldn't refuse. he then asked if she'd mind going back into lockdown; she didn't.
i love this so far! I was listening to the streams for quite a while before; completely unaware that Nobi was no longer able to enter the house. However, I could only assume that he is allowed to hang out with the other HMs only when they are outside.
Til next time, RdFreak
P.S. I am doing a lot of BigBrother posts lately that, maybe some people will be skipping over. It occurred to me before, that, I could put "bigbrother" in the subject line, but, though I will gladly do it for memes, I think I will pass on this; just because it's my journal and I'm writing in this for me. Memes aren't the real me, so therefore, I reserve the right to warn my future self they're.
P.P.S. One of the reasons I was feeling sad this morning was from a stupid dream I had about b.
For the most part, I have been able to put the whole brent thing behind me, and even realize it was a stupid mistake to let myself get so close to him so quickly, only to have him realize it wasn't the "perfect" relationship, like he'd hoped for, (don't know where you're gunna find that one mate; they do not exist in this world.) That's what I've concluded, that he thought it was going to be perfect, and I was perfect. I'm far from perfect, and I have news mate, no-one on this earth is perfect. anyway ..
In my dream, him and P got back together, and I was devistated; in reality, I probably couldn't give much of a damn, and I'd know they deserve each other, after how they both treated me. also, they seem to complement each other anyway.
so where does this all leave me? Still hopeful for something good to happen of course; I'm getting tired.
The thing that cracked me up is, because he can't enter the house, he can't enter the diary room, so whenever he wants to talk to bigBrother, he activates a horn, a mobile phone is sent out to him, and BigBrother calls him, (I noticed the ring tone was the 2008 BigBrother theme music! :) -- so poor Nobi out there by himself. I've got a feeling that maybe in the future things will change there. maybe the van will be the rewards room used after friday night Games, or maybe he'll get to go back in the house as a reward; dunno!
what I found really interesting is, at the end of the show, Terry came back! She was told to take her blind fold off and as she was in the diary room, BigBrother informed her that he will make her an offer on Sunday that she shouldn't refuse. he then asked if she'd mind going back into lockdown; she didn't.
i love this so far! I was listening to the streams for quite a while before; completely unaware that Nobi was no longer able to enter the house. However, I could only assume that he is allowed to hang out with the other HMs only when they are outside.
Til next time, RdFreak
P.S. I am doing a lot of BigBrother posts lately that, maybe some people will be skipping over. It occurred to me before, that, I could put "bigbrother" in the subject line, but, though I will gladly do it for memes, I think I will pass on this; just because it's my journal and I'm writing in this for me. Memes aren't the real me, so therefore, I reserve the right to warn my future self they're.
P.P.S. One of the reasons I was feeling sad this morning was from a stupid dream I had about b.
For the most part, I have been able to put the whole brent thing behind me, and even realize it was a stupid mistake to let myself get so close to him so quickly, only to have him realize it wasn't the "perfect" relationship, like he'd hoped for, (don't know where you're gunna find that one mate; they do not exist in this world.) That's what I've concluded, that he thought it was going to be perfect, and I was perfect. I'm far from perfect, and I have news mate, no-one on this earth is perfect. anyway ..
In my dream, him and P got back together, and I was devistated; in reality, I probably couldn't give much of a damn, and I'd know they deserve each other, after how they both treated me. also, they seem to complement each other anyway.
so where does this all leave me? Still hopeful for something good to happen of course; I'm getting tired.
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I'm sorry you had a sad dream about him. I imagine it's hard with all that flooding back to you. I've been there. You're right, nobody's going to find that "perfect" relationship. A relationship takes work, because nobody's perfect, and that's where compromize comes in. He's in for some real hard times if he thinks he's going to find one without it. In the meantime, this will free you up to find someone who will accept you for who you are, instead of trying to find something perfect.
Plus, you can't control how you feel about a person and when. it's all in how you react to your feelings. So don't blaim yourself for loving him. It's very beautiful even though we get hurt sometimes.
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yeh I tried to get into Home And away but couldn't for some reason. Neighbours is my show though! :)