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A public apology!
Gang, I have a public apology to make. .. ahem .. where do I start?! well this time, it won't be at the beginning, no, as most of you know that bit, and the middle bit and now here's the end bit!
I have readded
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orangegazelle and also sugar84 to my LJ friends list, and I know for a fact, I have no trust concerns to worry about! cos all my friends are trustworthy!First of all I should have not doubted OG when she promised me she'd never comment on illegal topics again, and as for my Sugar ... well .. last nights comments was simply her looking out for me! and I mis-interpretted her. She did not have any other intentions other than to wake me up to reality. I guess I jumped to all sorts of lovely hasty conclusions last night but that was not necessary!
Now as most know I would like to think I hardly ever make mistakes, but at the same time, when I do make them, I have no hesitation admitting and confessing to my faults. And as I kind of didn't portray my sugar in the nicest way last night, I owe her this public apology! -- it's the least I could do really!
Now we spent hours on msn this morning, hours on the phone (which is going to cost an arm and a leg -- sorry sugar!) but, we have talked it all out, sorted through all the mess, and now we are at the bottom of it, and we are both friends! again! all's well that ends well i guess! But I know now I have lost another great friend, and while it's taken me ages thus far, it will most probably take a while to accept totally our new status, but .. that's life! .. these things happen! ..
I did not want anyone to think that my Sugar was doing any less than being a wonderful friend, who -- well a quote from her good self .. "my only motive is to be your friend".
It was a mis-understanding that was had, that got us all a bit heated, but now now now it's over. We are friends! we had a great chat before! and .. through the loss of one special friend, I made another so .. all is well and fair now!
Sorry Sugar Sugar! Go and check her out! I assured her that all my friends are terrrific ones and will understand. I told her that they know that I have my stupalities (and yes that was a word that I made up .. and Sugar aprooved of it Lol :) so yes, everyone knows about my stupalities.
And everyone knows what I think of them!
Thanks for last night. to some of you, i thought you'd done caring!
Thanks everyone .. and enough of my stupidalities, right?!
*end of speech*
Til Next time, RdFreak
thank you Rachel
I just wanted to say thank you, but you honestly didn't need to do that... I loved talking to you last night. It's horrible what's happened but I feel so much closer to you now for it. It's just a shame it all had to happen like this. Like I said, I never, ever wanted to hurt you, I just didn't want to watch you being used so badly. You never deserve that and I know how it feels so it hurt me to watch you hurting.
As far as Sam being a grate friend goes, I'm sorry but I can not and will not agree with you there. Look at the way he's behaved last night. That isn't the behaviour of someone who is a grate friend to anyone. Friends listen to each other, acknowledge each other, are there for each other... He didn't do any of those so, unfortunately, all is left to say to him from me is, buh bye.....
I want to say again, that I am truely sorry for the way I did things, but the way I saw it, the way things were at the time, the outcome would have been the same anyway, well so I thought at the time. I really don't know.....
I know that your other friends will not be so forgiving towards me and I don't expect them to be, but I am not a malicious person and I never will be. I just wanted you to realise that you have as much right to be happy as anyone else and you know that, and waiting around for Sam to get a reality check and learn how to be mature about things wasn't doing anyone any favours.
Well, I better stop going on and go somewhere else now....
Will talk to you very soon I hope Rachel.
Love ya forever,
Danielle
xxx
Re: thank you Rachel
And well I will admit that sam was a good friend once - before he saw me as .. I dunno ... evil and got all angry with me for reasons I will never understand! He use to be someone I considered a great friend, so I wasn't exactly making excuses or anything there!
Yes, I enjoyed our chat yesterday as well! And we will chat soon!
Love ya for ever too darl! :)
*hugs*
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Shazza
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and I am thinking it's been a while - I get very firey and jumpy of the old conclusions at times! I thought that would have been the only thing you'd remember about me, Lol! <33
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And yes, when I promise, it stays that way. :)
Allie
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