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rdfreak ([personal profile] rdfreak) wrote2004-07-14 01:50 pm

A public apology!


Gang, I have a public apology to make. .. ahem .. where do I start?! well this time, it won't be at the beginning, no, as most of you know that bit, and the middle bit and now here's the end bit!
I have readded [livejournal.com profile] orangegazelle and also [livejournal.com profile] sugar84 to my LJ friends list, and I know for a fact, I have no trust concerns to worry about! cos all my friends are trustworthy!
First of all I should have not doubted OG when she promised me she'd never comment on illegal topics again, and as for my Sugar ... well .. last nights comments was simply her looking out for me! and I mis-interpretted her. She did not have any other intentions other than to wake me up to reality. I guess I jumped to all sorts of lovely hasty conclusions last night but that was not necessary!
Now as most know I would like to think I hardly ever make mistakes, but at the same time, when I do make them, I have no hesitation admitting and confessing to my faults. And as I kind of didn't portray my sugar in the nicest way last night, I owe her this public apology! -- it's the least I could do really!
Now we spent hours on msn this morning, hours on the phone (which is going to cost an arm and a leg -- sorry sugar!) but, we have talked it all out, sorted through all the mess, and now we are at the bottom of it, and we are both friends! again! all's well that ends well i guess! But I know now I have lost another great friend, and while it's taken me ages thus far, it will most probably take a while to accept totally our new status, but .. that's life! .. these things happen! ..
I did not want anyone to think that my Sugar was doing any less than being a wonderful friend, who -- well a quote from her good self .. "my only motive is to be your friend".
It was a mis-understanding that was had, that got us all a bit heated, but now now now it's over. We are friends! we had a great chat before! and .. through the loss of one special friend, I made another so .. all is well and fair now!
Sorry Sugar Sugar! Go and check her out! I assured her that all my friends are terrrific ones and will understand. I told her that they know that I have my stupalities (and yes that was a word that I made up .. and Sugar aprooved of it Lol :) so yes, everyone knows about my stupalities.
And everyone knows what I think of them!
Thanks for last night. to some of you, i thought you'd done caring!
Thanks everyone .. and enough of my stupidalities, right?!

*end of speech*
Til Next time, RdFreak

[identity profile] orangegazelle.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Dude, I didn't even realize I was off your friends list. Good work there, Rachel! LOL! Glad to know I'm back in ... I'm sorry about everything. *HUGS*

And yes, when I promise, it stays that way. :)

Allie

[identity profile] rdfreak.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Lol yep I'd kinda figured that you wasn't in the know re: being off my friends list! but yes you're well and truly on there again! thanks for the well wishes! <33