friends cut but christmas happiness :)

[rdfreak]

mmm I thought I could trust every little person on my LJ - how wrong I was! so I did another friends cut. indeed, all the people that are associated with Sugar (who's deciding to be a trouble maker who will not leave me alone now it will seem.). I didn't filter my entry, no, and I knew I'd be risking this. on the other hand i was up to testing my so-called friends trustworthiness. obviously there are some people around I can not trust and until I find out who that person is, everyone that knows this Sugar is out of my private life.
and just for the record apart from anyone who thinks they can actually proove their point to me that it was not them, I will not be causing myself or this person any more trouble by replying to anyone who wants to reply with pathetic messages on my LJ that I remain the comment option.
some people are so sad and have nothing better to do than be go-betweens and gossip. same as people that go around seeking LJ entries they can make nasty comments on which, incidently have nothing to do with the topic. I swear some people need lives.
So to this idiot/s, I will find you don't you worry! and to this idiot/s, when I do, I won't approach you again, you can trust me on that.
In other news I had a great day yesterday. I was was happy, and no-one except myself is going to take my happiness away from me! 23 days til christmas! second day of summer (and it's still quite cold here for now - but think it will warm up by the weekend. Not that I did a great deal. was on ventrilo with people who made me laugh! man I've got some crazy ventrilo friends! .. I just can not stop laughing with some of the ongoing sound affects some people like to play in the channel! Lol! Then I went out to Michael angelos for tea with dad and A. that was nice. then they came back here and dad and I was attempting a duette on the piano. Lol
Dad has really changed lately. he's so nice now. he even said he's made a conscious decision to keep his work stuff at work and I am not use to it. he will never understand or accept me saying that but I am just not use to having him actually always so bubbly any more on a consistent basis.
Well I am off for breakfast, then for the all-important zone chat just before I have to leave for music.
Just you idiots remember that I don't care if you're trying to plot against me and do the wrong thing by me. I am not taking part in this any more, what so ever. but I will find the bad guys and you will be out of my life fast!
Til Next Time, RdFreak

Comments

[nickibooh.livejournal.com]

good luck in finding them, I am trying to stay out of people's lives lately too seems like they always want advice on their love lives and then they never take it they always end up yelling at me so I give up lol. but good luck and get rid of them fast you don't need people like that your a good person and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

thanks for that. .. I realize I have my faults - I mean as I say, but no-one is perfect. that's the way I see the recent happenings, and if people don't want to understand or accept that they can go jump as far as I'm concerned. I don't need this, and I'm not going to let anything upset me any more. I'm done with it all. <333

[nickibooh.livejournal.com]

hang in there and yes your right no one is perfect how ever people should be able to see the good in others not just the bad and we all have our off days from time to time. hang in there mate

[sugar84.livejournal.com]

post the conversation Rachel, then see how understanding people really are. What do you have to lose?

[braillereader.livejournal.com]

Hi, hope you find the people. Isn't it hell when you can't trust people? I found this out all to well in a livejournal post which you know all about which is all I will really say about that because I am seriously trying to moveo n from that, but after my family read the particular post, it's making it really difficult, but good luck and hope you get everything straightened out.

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

yep thanks for that. .. I will just end up chopping a lot of people off if I don't find them. I refuse to deal with this any more so I won't. I certainly hope you are feeling better about things though. talk soon! <33333

[braillereader.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm trying to feel better about it but am not very successful, but guess it will come with time.

[savant.livejournal.com]

Hey hun! Merry Christmas (early!) I'm going to try and give you a call on Christmas or sometime around then. :) Glad to see you're still around on LJ! I miss your long entries and phone posts!

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

Ruuk!!! :):) I thought you'd kinda forgotten me! I've missed ya there too! no aim, no msn! .. but yeah will be cool to chat to ya! Merry christmas to you too! and am so glad things are going well still with Allan!
I know you know the feeling only too well when you start to have trust issues with certain LJ friends. I know it's usually not like me to take breaks from my journal but .. some people are just on ya LJ friends list to create drama it seems. anyway I will be updating soon. :)
Love ya and miss ya! <333333