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sugar high!
Sep. 14th, 2003 10:16 pmWell well, sugar does dammage! finally, have I worked it out??
Once it was claimed by my parents that sugar must put me in a bad mood, but I didn't want to believe it. Now it's right.
Apart from all the other hormone crap going on in my life, today, I had heaps of junk food (am still going) and I have literally felt up and down from even one second to the next. I can not describe how I was.
I was talking on the phone to M today (along with a) and first I was happy to talk then I got all ajatated all of a sudden. like a switch in me.
I don't know what to think any more. also with my bizarre mood swings comes my ability to change my mind from one sec to the next. I tell ya, it gets a lot of peeps confused and angry.
I think M is finally mad at me! anyway, I might be going to convention if he can talk to this guy from a branch of bCA in charge of reinbursement, etc.
Me?? at convention?? who-ever thought. I swear that was only tonight I finalized my answer to the group (YBCV) of really wanting to go.
OK when I first started eating the sugar stuffs, I was in such a high. I was on msn saying the strangest things to A! I felt like the world was all mine to do crazy things within. :) Lol
so yeah that was my emotional roller-coaster kind of day. am feeling OK now.
A (sister) was here before. I was talking to her for a bit.
nanna came over to help me with some cleaning up of the joint and washing. she also came with me to forest Hill. we had lunch and bought some stuff.
Yesterday I had A (friend) here. we had a lovely lunch. We went to sAfeway and got a few things like a chicken and a packet mix salad.
We then, once again, found ourselves in a D & M about, well heaps of stuff. Her and I can not avoid it it seems.
Well tomorrow I must study! I am doing my SAC from home on Friday and I have a little bit of hope yet, so I will try afterall.
random: M is once again pasting stuff into my window - this time it's my damn msn profile! *grrrrrrr*
Well what a boring entry!
Til next time ... RdFreak
Current mood: yeah what-ever
current music: puter fan
Once it was claimed by my parents that sugar must put me in a bad mood, but I didn't want to believe it. Now it's right.
Apart from all the other hormone crap going on in my life, today, I had heaps of junk food (am still going) and I have literally felt up and down from even one second to the next. I can not describe how I was.
I was talking on the phone to M today (along with a) and first I was happy to talk then I got all ajatated all of a sudden. like a switch in me.
I don't know what to think any more. also with my bizarre mood swings comes my ability to change my mind from one sec to the next. I tell ya, it gets a lot of peeps confused and angry.
I think M is finally mad at me! anyway, I might be going to convention if he can talk to this guy from a branch of bCA in charge of reinbursement, etc.
Me?? at convention?? who-ever thought. I swear that was only tonight I finalized my answer to the group (YBCV) of really wanting to go.
OK when I first started eating the sugar stuffs, I was in such a high. I was on msn saying the strangest things to A! I felt like the world was all mine to do crazy things within. :) Lol
so yeah that was my emotional roller-coaster kind of day. am feeling OK now.
A (sister) was here before. I was talking to her for a bit.
nanna came over to help me with some cleaning up of the joint and washing. she also came with me to forest Hill. we had lunch and bought some stuff.
Yesterday I had A (friend) here. we had a lovely lunch. We went to sAfeway and got a few things like a chicken and a packet mix salad.
We then, once again, found ourselves in a D & M about, well heaps of stuff. Her and I can not avoid it it seems.
Well tomorrow I must study! I am doing my SAC from home on Friday and I have a little bit of hope yet, so I will try afterall.
random: M is once again pasting stuff into my window - this time it's my damn msn profile! *grrrrrrr*
Well what a boring entry!
Til next time ... RdFreak
Current mood: yeah what-ever
current music: puter fan
