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Well a lot to update on but guess I just haven't felt like writing in here sooner. hmmm, maybe working from when I last wrote to now could be a good thing! Well, tuesday was the lovliest of all lovely Public life essay. Not sure how I did. Guess I should be finding out really. Um, well before that was worse as S teacher decided our debate again was crapedy crap and he pulled it all apart and told us to basically fix everything. So, there went our Wednesday off, but most of us (I hope) settled on the fact that it was the final week! anyway so we were at TAFE all day Wednesday working! I was sooo zonked from having not slept much the night before. S (wrote his whole name then woops :) made it pretty clear he wondered why I was talking and he wanted T too instead - well that's how it seemed! I was soo mad! In fact, we were all quite mad and it just felt better to be going home that wednesday night with the debate the following day, and after all this, who gives a flying (bleep bleep) what marks we got. I felt awful though, cos I felt I didn't contribute enough. But our group got a high distinction - highest in the class. so go them! Oh, speaking of high distinctions, I did find out tuesday that that's what I got for stories cultures - 83! :( I actually had expected a high distinction, but .. can't have it all I guess!
Anyway Thursday I was just really upset during class, and I tried to contribute in the counter arguments during our debate, but it seemed no-one was hearing me. so after class I just left, feeling even worse because we'd gotten those essays back and don't think I did all that well! I am just not cut out for writing all that crap - the way he expects us too. Then friday everyone went to the Pub but I just stayed home. Haven't heard from anyone from then since, but then I am hardly on msn where we see each other the majority of the time! hmm don't know how I feel about all that now! I am just not gunna worry about any of that annoyance til next term. Might talk to s about my essay and about how he upset me quite a lot and ask him what his deal was with me?! *sigh* I I went to Psychologist that night.
Then friday .. um .. yeah Nan came over to give me a hand as I had been so stressed - what's new? Then I worked on getting a counter for my site, and I put it on the front page.
Yesterday was OK. spent the whole day on the Net - as was today! This morning I ended up putting the counter on all my web pages, and, and and, I revamped my whole web site since it was in bad bad need of updating! Then Dad came to pick Heartly up. She got a bath! Then tomorrow I'm home again - just enjoying relaxind and stuff, and Tuesday I'll be visitting rickybushanan so that will be cool! Lol it will be an interesting venture finding it meself! Lol! I haven't gone to an unfamiliar terrortry much but when i have it's always been extremely rewarding when I've actually made it there - with only verbal directions of course! yeah! I'm actually looking forward to seeing how that goes. It's on the Sandy line so it's only really from the station that I'm following directions!
Well that's about all. Guess that wasn't as bad as all that. Have just been an emotional roller-coaster this week. Getting there with it all?! Holidays good be extremely good, or extremely bad!
I did have the sidescroller level music of Pipe2 going around and around in my head - now it's the bonus round music Lol! i still haven't won the thing yet, but it sure is addicting!
I've been hanging out in the zone lately and meeting a lot of great people - a few of which will probably become great buddies - if not more than a few! Lol! And I find that I have so much support from everyone. It really makes me smile how much ppl care and want to try and help!
OK me freezing, so will go turn my heater on. It hasn't been on all day actually; how cool is that?!
Oh, and this morning, dad brought over their water filter that they never used, so now it's mine and it's great! My water, for some reason doesn't seem as nice as theirs, but now I seem right! It had to go up on top of the microwave, I've got so little room for everything in that kitchen - one thing I hate!
Dad is dropping Heartly back later and he also asked if I'd like him to bring me around some of the famous Roast that apparently Mum's cooking, so of course that goes down well! Guess I could have gone over there tonight if I'd known sooner, just to get out of the house! My parents though freak out if they know I have to use my cane! I won't admit that I don't feel safer with Heartly!
OK enough of the chatter and let's get some heat into this joint!
Oh man, I will never know why/how Paul has lasted this long! But I hope the intruders got stuck into him Lol! didn't watch much of the intruders show, so don't really know them. Guess I may meet them tonight.
Til Next Time, RdFreak