am I going nuts?!
Jul. 21st, 2004 09:03 am( Lol! )
I have a headache! -- puffed out head??
Hmm last night something very odd happened to me. I finally went to bed about 11.30 after reading random journals while using my drops and .. oh no wait, that was before that .. anyway so I stuck a tape on of me reading in 98. - I'll never stop being obsessed with reading on to tape. I still have literally boxes full of myself at all ages! I have improved over the years Lol! anyway I was listening to a 19-year old reading my old Health Education text book. and, um, I am not sure .. must have fallen asleep at some stage (as I do still while listening to things in bed) and I kinda woke with a start with someone shouting "eric!" Yes, well .. no, I actually don't know anybody by that name. Nor do I know if it was from a crazy kinda dream - or astral experience?? anyway of course I woke up, tape was still playing but I could not tell what was going on so I finally mannaged to stop the tape, then I lay on my back and couldn't get to sleep.
anyway my long lost LJ buddy Chicken may have been the cause of a dream or something Lol! since i was reading about an "eric" in her LJ! Lol!
And then .. I went to turn my electric blanket on and the wall cracked, like it was strange! the wall actually cracked! haha! let's just say odd things have been happening around here lately - not to mention those previous times in which I have explained where I've closed and locked my backdoor only to find it wide open the following morning with the lock on the handle still in the locked position. hmmmm *insert twilight zone music here)! nah but who knows! Last night is hazey now? I think I was listening to my LJ friends page, or i had been, and jaws had stopped reading, so I put my tape on to calm myself down. hmmm
trippy?!
And like I heard the name "Eric" so plainly and distinctly that, I just remembered, when I woke I kinda said "uh?! yeah?! no answer ...!
anyway I've just began to except strange happenings but nothing bad has happened yet. I can't say I've astraled in my waking consciousness regardless of whether I have otherwise, :( it's too bad! though now I come to think of it, as well as my hospital stories (I mentioned in the astral communities) I have been remembering lately how when I was living at parents house I use to seem to float down the stairs on occasions and spend some hours during certain nights in the family room. why, I don't know! but it's all coming back - how I felt like I'd been wandering around at night but then of course I'd wake up in my body and i hadn't been anywhere!
So yeah .. who knows?! at least my headache has gone!
I got to wait til after 9 so I can call telstra Smelstra as I have no idea what plans I'm on for international calls and stuff! I haven't made any since I've been here - apart from a on new years eve! oh yeah, and I had to call the US about my Roadrunner when I'd ordered it and hadn't seen it surface yet. .. that was an amuzing call! the people at speaktome must really get a lot of abusive customers or something cos I remember when I politely asked about my order, she sounded like she was ready for a fight, but when I calmly continued further she sounded nicer to me too! Lol! Poor America (Lol!)
OK I'm done! Got a lot of crazy stuff off my chest and my headache is gone, yea for that! :)
Til Next Time, the1&only crazy RdFreak/chicka
I have a headache! -- puffed out head??
Hmm last night something very odd happened to me. I finally went to bed about 11.30 after reading random journals while using my drops and .. oh no wait, that was before that .. anyway so I stuck a tape on of me reading in 98. - I'll never stop being obsessed with reading on to tape. I still have literally boxes full of myself at all ages! I have improved over the years Lol! anyway I was listening to a 19-year old reading my old Health Education text book. and, um, I am not sure .. must have fallen asleep at some stage (as I do still while listening to things in bed) and I kinda woke with a start with someone shouting "eric!" Yes, well .. no, I actually don't know anybody by that name. Nor do I know if it was from a crazy kinda dream - or astral experience?? anyway of course I woke up, tape was still playing but I could not tell what was going on so I finally mannaged to stop the tape, then I lay on my back and couldn't get to sleep.
anyway my long lost LJ buddy Chicken may have been the cause of a dream or something Lol! since i was reading about an "eric" in her LJ! Lol!
And then .. I went to turn my electric blanket on and the wall cracked, like it was strange! the wall actually cracked! haha! let's just say odd things have been happening around here lately - not to mention those previous times in which I have explained where I've closed and locked my backdoor only to find it wide open the following morning with the lock on the handle still in the locked position. hmmmm *insert twilight zone music here)! nah but who knows! Last night is hazey now? I think I was listening to my LJ friends page, or i had been, and jaws had stopped reading, so I put my tape on to calm myself down. hmmm
trippy?!
And like I heard the name "Eric" so plainly and distinctly that, I just remembered, when I woke I kinda said "uh?! yeah?! no answer ...!
anyway I've just began to except strange happenings but nothing bad has happened yet. I can't say I've astraled in my waking consciousness regardless of whether I have otherwise, :( it's too bad! though now I come to think of it, as well as my hospital stories (I mentioned in the astral communities) I have been remembering lately how when I was living at parents house I use to seem to float down the stairs on occasions and spend some hours during certain nights in the family room. why, I don't know! but it's all coming back - how I felt like I'd been wandering around at night but then of course I'd wake up in my body and i hadn't been anywhere!
So yeah .. who knows?! at least my headache has gone!
I got to wait til after 9 so I can call telstra Smelstra as I have no idea what plans I'm on for international calls and stuff! I haven't made any since I've been here - apart from a on new years eve! oh yeah, and I had to call the US about my Roadrunner when I'd ordered it and hadn't seen it surface yet. .. that was an amuzing call! the people at speaktome must really get a lot of abusive customers or something cos I remember when I politely asked about my order, she sounded like she was ready for a fight, but when I calmly continued further she sounded nicer to me too! Lol! Poor America (Lol!)
OK I'm done! Got a lot of crazy stuff off my chest and my headache is gone, yea for that! :)
Til Next Time, the1&only crazy RdFreak/chicka