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Not all that much to report. I had chest pains like an old granny mostly all day yesterday thanks to my extreme anger and stress! but I mannaged to calm down eventually! of course, not enough to let things go! no way! Everything still stands and with every reason! I will treat individuals exactly as they treat me (quote from my userinfo) and I don't care if they are teachers, or the royal family! Lol! that made me smile; I like it :)
anyway parents came around yesterday and I told them everything again, even though I didn't want too, I thought if it's anyone who will care, it's them! though I love my friends! LJ and real life! they are all great and have the ability of meaning just as much to me as each other!
What with lovely, supportive comments, emails, phone calls and SMS messages I know I've always got people that care! Friends rock! oh family does too!
Nan stayed friday and last night but she left this morning. I did nothing yesterday. Nan did my shopping and everything (which of course i was greatful for 100% as always). I found I had to go to bed and relax as I was just too uptight.
Anyway I am so glad my body has decided, together with my mind, to calm down!
I just spent a bit of a while (Lol) creating a community.
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Had the idea last night that it could work well. then again it could just not work well at all! we shall see!
So I just did my plugs at the promo community and the ZoneBBS and blindpeople. None of my other 35 communities are made for plugs and I respect them! anyway it's not like I just want anybody to join! I want talent! amusement! so ha!
Second last BigBrother eviction tonight with the winner being announced tomorrow! D and I have made it a tradition in the past to hang out here throughout the eviction show and of course have tea and junk! Lol! he ate all my snakes remember FB? :) Lol! but nothing has really been arranged. we'll see!
Man next year I can't wait to audition again! Whether they have it again next year though who knows really! But the other lands did!
OK I think I need some lunchies soon - but then I spose it's only 11.07
Might go and check out the zone as I have finished my morning LJ session Lol!
Til Next time, RdFreak