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Aug. 5th, 2004 02:58 pmwell! finally dad got back to me yesterday; he'd had quite a few problems there at work. and I was very excited. he didn't change much - just bits and pieces of wording here and there! so I read it over then I sent it off! And now I have to wait til the 20th at least! :( that is annoying muchly! I am bursting already! I maybe will too! I mean if I don't get it, I know I will be sooo dissapointed just because of the plain large factor that I am very positive that I have a lot of the experience (and volunteering too) that might be appealing - plus I was actually there for the first nine years of my life! so I just wanna know!
I am meant to be at school! this is terrible, but apart from just feeling just sooo exhausted from it, I dunno .. I just could not wake up this morning. I mean I just felt like I could not get up, no matter the fact that it usually doesn't take that long for me to wake up. Then mum called at 8.45 and we had a chat about everything and that they were interested in helping me with the discrimination letter which is what I still am yet to write! then, .. I dunno .. i guess I will have to go to M's class tomorrow if I don't arrange something with swapping into another group soon. I am missing heaps of school lately, but it's just M's fault .. and for this reason I have just got to the point where I *need this job to rescue me! I mean as well as it being ideal for me in every other way, if it gets me out of this hole .. I'll learn to be more happy with life! .. cos I think I'd go back to part time study for a while, but in conjunction with work is ideal and something I've never experienced!
I was searching on Google (within Australia) for level 2 first aid courses, cos I was interested to try and find one in my local area even though VAP (Vision Australia) sometimes has sessions. but yeah, the search just got a bit irritating after a while so I gave up! maybe later will try again!
I should have not stopped taking the pill :( my dotties are comin back :( and I have got the worst damn period cramp. :( Oh well after this one, I'll get back on it cos it's good to have no pain and no zits! Lol! stupid stupid hormones!
I have my Psych tonight so of course I told Mum to pick me up from here instead of Blacky station!
hmmm oh yeah! good old H is putting our economics lectures on line, so yeah for that! I wish all his coleagues would follow in his footsteps! I made a point of thanking him and saying and exclaiming how much easier it would be for me! - so there ya go M! listen, and Learn from the experts!
bla bla bla it's a lovely day today .. I want it, I need it, I must have it -- the job! I'll love this world and know that it is in my favour! I will I will I will!
ladida!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
I am meant to be at school! this is terrible, but apart from just feeling just sooo exhausted from it, I dunno .. I just could not wake up this morning. I mean I just felt like I could not get up, no matter the fact that it usually doesn't take that long for me to wake up. Then mum called at 8.45 and we had a chat about everything and that they were interested in helping me with the discrimination letter which is what I still am yet to write! then, .. I dunno .. i guess I will have to go to M's class tomorrow if I don't arrange something with swapping into another group soon. I am missing heaps of school lately, but it's just M's fault .. and for this reason I have just got to the point where I *need this job to rescue me! I mean as well as it being ideal for me in every other way, if it gets me out of this hole .. I'll learn to be more happy with life! .. cos I think I'd go back to part time study for a while, but in conjunction with work is ideal and something I've never experienced!
I was searching on Google (within Australia) for level 2 first aid courses, cos I was interested to try and find one in my local area even though VAP (Vision Australia) sometimes has sessions. but yeah, the search just got a bit irritating after a while so I gave up! maybe later will try again!
I should have not stopped taking the pill :( my dotties are comin back :( and I have got the worst damn period cramp. :( Oh well after this one, I'll get back on it cos it's good to have no pain and no zits! Lol! stupid stupid hormones!
I have my Psych tonight so of course I told Mum to pick me up from here instead of Blacky station!
hmmm oh yeah! good old H is putting our economics lectures on line, so yeah for that! I wish all his coleagues would follow in his footsteps! I made a point of thanking him and saying and exclaiming how much easier it would be for me! - so there ya go M! listen, and Learn from the experts!
bla bla bla it's a lovely day today .. I want it, I need it, I must have it -- the job! I'll love this world and know that it is in my favour! I will I will I will!
ladida!
Til Next Time, RdFreak