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Sep. 21st, 2004 07:26 amMMM SO SINCE i last wrote in here (five whole hours ago) I did go back to sleep but I don't think for very long! I am going to be one very tired freak later but it gives me an excuse not to go out to the woman's group with J like I said I would. She can just come here as planned (if she likes of course :) Lol then leave from here and come back! meanwhile A and I will cook us up a lovely dinner! and we'll have some damn damn freakin fun and forget about everything and everyone except us. We'll pretend - well I will -- that we're the only ones in the world and I will just .. I dunno but I am still soooo angry, upset, hurt and rejected all in one mixed bag. so I guess company today had to be the in thing for me! I still can't get over either of them! talk about lyers and traitors! anyway .. K better not call me today or ever, and neither should S. I hope he remembers what his b/day present is all about. and I do know he will hopefully get a lot of use out of it as I know I will out of mine! No more limitations on what I do!
Oh was talking to HP last night - before I went to Mum's. I have very surportive friends that's for sure and it doesn't go unappreciated, especially considering how I can call one up and sound like a helicopter gone wrong (well, something like that :) ..
anyway enough of that crap! .. I was going to write a poem in here but I feel a little better - that was .. a little. Me going to have my vitamines, then go and tinkle tinkle on the piano again for a while. I'm past page 20. Like I told J last night, i get the urges to skip forward to the interval section but I won't. it's bettter if I just follow the book. but I think J is going to show me some stuff today anyway. One has no idea how many years I have desired to play chords other than the basic zizuki major ones!
I have just learnt accidentals, and I figured out myself what they might be but I ended up asking JT anyway, then as he didn't get back on msn I called J at work, so she confirmed what i'd figured and so did he when I'd gotten back, go me! .. and so yeah I was playing a few milodic scales (or whatever those things are called - there's quite a few of them) using the accidentals and it was cool! So glad I thought past being put off it again cos of reminder of S. I do what I want without the association crap! cos it's what I have wanted to get back into for ages!
Oh also had failed to mention in here I am going to give Blind cricket a go. I promised DK at the beginning of the year (worst luck) that I would Lol and now .. I guess it'd be fun to try. Am dreading those really hot 40 degree days though! but yeah .. i figure .. if I get hit in the head too many times .. maybe it's a good thing .. Lol either that or I know it's time to go quit!
Well off to do those wondress things, and stuff .. and that .. and everything else .. and bla ..
tatita
Til Next Time, ..
Oh was talking to HP last night - before I went to Mum's. I have very surportive friends that's for sure and it doesn't go unappreciated, especially considering how I can call one up and sound like a helicopter gone wrong (well, something like that :) ..
anyway enough of that crap! .. I was going to write a poem in here but I feel a little better - that was .. a little. Me going to have my vitamines, then go and tinkle tinkle on the piano again for a while. I'm past page 20. Like I told J last night, i get the urges to skip forward to the interval section but I won't. it's bettter if I just follow the book. but I think J is going to show me some stuff today anyway. One has no idea how many years I have desired to play chords other than the basic zizuki major ones!
I have just learnt accidentals, and I figured out myself what they might be but I ended up asking JT anyway, then as he didn't get back on msn I called J at work, so she confirmed what i'd figured and so did he when I'd gotten back, go me! .. and so yeah I was playing a few milodic scales (or whatever those things are called - there's quite a few of them) using the accidentals and it was cool! So glad I thought past being put off it again cos of reminder of S. I do what I want without the association crap! cos it's what I have wanted to get back into for ages!
Oh also had failed to mention in here I am going to give Blind cricket a go. I promised DK at the beginning of the year (worst luck) that I would Lol and now .. I guess it'd be fun to try. Am dreading those really hot 40 degree days though! but yeah .. i figure .. if I get hit in the head too many times .. maybe it's a good thing .. Lol either that or I know it's time to go quit!
Well off to do those wondress things, and stuff .. and that .. and everything else .. and bla ..
tatita
Til Next Time, ..
