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Dec. 21st, 2004 09:15 pmI am laughing at some people that use to be a part of my life. they have such big heads that they like to dream I am still not over them yet!
hmm apologies as it's not like me to be all sarcastic, especially in public entries but .. this is just kinda like ridiculous now! Well love, if ya don't wanna be friends with me, fine, that's cool. do I give a damn?! at least I know that I've done everything in my power to attempt to make myself understood and accepted but by all means, if I am not understood, that is not my problem, potentially your loss! .. actually this goes for a couple of people right now. also a couple who are that damn judge-mental, and they really believe i am gunna sit here and take it and still call them a friend. ha! who on earth do you take me for? man, what really really ticks me off here is some people think they're so damn perfect and will not admit to their faults, yet they can sit there and listen to me rattle off mine, which by the way, I know I have several of them (more like million to some people) but these are the people I can't be bothered with and they can think what they like.
.. ahem .. seriously I feel better after that sudden outburst. I guess I needed to vent publically so I can now get on with my life, hoping that heads will shrink down to their proper size and they can hopefully move on too.
right .. ahem .. I have tonsil litus. I went to the docs before, and got tablets. Hopefully it's alright by christmas! .. Had to miss Psych because I felt too sick, regardless of the fact I spent half the morning on the phone and then ventrilo. and didn't have my breakfast til 2 as I didn't have any motivation to deal with the intense pain to my throat caused by swallowing!
so yeah all that and more before I went to the docs. And, man was just gunna say somethin else but it went outta my damn head. oh well! .. four more days til christmas, yeah! :)
Oh yeah got the letter from lifeline today so will call Thursday and discuss my abilities there!
man do not give me a cold, please! Dad is funny; with me hating fish and all he goes "well since ya might not have taste, I'll just stick a can of sammon in front of ya and I'll have your share of the turkey and all" ha! not a chance!
OK I go and continue chattin on msn!
Ooooh Bigbro, here I's come! :)
til next time, RdFreak
hmm apologies as it's not like me to be all sarcastic, especially in public entries but .. this is just kinda like ridiculous now! Well love, if ya don't wanna be friends with me, fine, that's cool. do I give a damn?! at least I know that I've done everything in my power to attempt to make myself understood and accepted but by all means, if I am not understood, that is not my problem, potentially your loss! .. actually this goes for a couple of people right now. also a couple who are that damn judge-mental, and they really believe i am gunna sit here and take it and still call them a friend. ha! who on earth do you take me for? man, what really really ticks me off here is some people think they're so damn perfect and will not admit to their faults, yet they can sit there and listen to me rattle off mine, which by the way, I know I have several of them (more like million to some people) but these are the people I can't be bothered with and they can think what they like.
.. ahem .. seriously I feel better after that sudden outburst. I guess I needed to vent publically so I can now get on with my life, hoping that heads will shrink down to their proper size and they can hopefully move on too.
right .. ahem .. I have tonsil litus. I went to the docs before, and got tablets. Hopefully it's alright by christmas! .. Had to miss Psych because I felt too sick, regardless of the fact I spent half the morning on the phone and then ventrilo. and didn't have my breakfast til 2 as I didn't have any motivation to deal with the intense pain to my throat caused by swallowing!
so yeah all that and more before I went to the docs. And, man was just gunna say somethin else but it went outta my damn head. oh well! .. four more days til christmas, yeah! :)
Oh yeah got the letter from lifeline today so will call Thursday and discuss my abilities there!
man do not give me a cold, please! Dad is funny; with me hating fish and all he goes "well since ya might not have taste, I'll just stick a can of sammon in front of ya and I'll have your share of the turkey and all" ha! not a chance!
OK I go and continue chattin on msn!
Ooooh Bigbro, here I's come! :)
til next time, RdFreak
