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Feb. 20th, 2005 09:31 amwell I only feel half here at the moment. I just got up. I woke very early and couldn't sleep so I got up and read some LJ friends page then listen to some Main Menu.
Well something amazing happened to me last night. Glen and I had a very long chat, and despite Wednesday night's convo being the basis of how discussions started, we are back together again (ha all's well that ends well I guess :) but this time it's definitely with renewed enthusiasm for me.
Well for a start am making this public which means I am not trying to prove to anyone that I don't have a b/f. We spoke about so many things, but in short, I think I realized what I was missing and what I shouldn't have been missing. As stated before, Glen loves me so much and will do anything for me at a drop of a hat, and I can say I definitely am the same way in return. .. though yes, he knows that it took me a while to realize this and get my priorities straight. .. of course being my first and all, i think I have some understanding - well in fact it's just amazing how the guy understands me. I don't have to explain myself at all; he does it for me still Lol! he says I'm the same with him! aaaah! Now of course meeting him will be a huge bonus in the US which I didn't really recognize before as much obviously, just as a friend of course!
But now as well as staying with him in florida, Rich had asked him up to san fransisco which I think he is interested in doing so that will be a lot of fun too! May have two people meeting me at SFO airport instead of one! :) I told him not to expect much from me though! Lol I'll likely be experiencing my first lot of jet lag Lol! but of course I'm looking forward to US. will be sooo special, not just visitting my dream country for the first time but spending time with my b/f in person! :)
yes, one can't believe the changes in me!
in other news I am broadcasting an eppisode of yes what every night at 6 my time on my ultrahost server, and that's gonna end up being pretty cool! :)
Til next time, RDFreak
Well something amazing happened to me last night. Glen and I had a very long chat, and despite Wednesday night's convo being the basis of how discussions started, we are back together again (ha all's well that ends well I guess :) but this time it's definitely with renewed enthusiasm for me.
Well for a start am making this public which means I am not trying to prove to anyone that I don't have a b/f. We spoke about so many things, but in short, I think I realized what I was missing and what I shouldn't have been missing. As stated before, Glen loves me so much and will do anything for me at a drop of a hat, and I can say I definitely am the same way in return. .. though yes, he knows that it took me a while to realize this and get my priorities straight. .. of course being my first and all, i think I have some understanding - well in fact it's just amazing how the guy understands me. I don't have to explain myself at all; he does it for me still Lol! he says I'm the same with him! aaaah! Now of course meeting him will be a huge bonus in the US which I didn't really recognize before as much obviously, just as a friend of course!
But now as well as staying with him in florida, Rich had asked him up to san fransisco which I think he is interested in doing so that will be a lot of fun too! May have two people meeting me at SFO airport instead of one! :) I told him not to expect much from me though! Lol I'll likely be experiencing my first lot of jet lag Lol! but of course I'm looking forward to US. will be sooo special, not just visitting my dream country for the first time but spending time with my b/f in person! :)
yes, one can't believe the changes in me!
in other news I am broadcasting an eppisode of yes what every night at 6 my time on my ultrahost server, and that's gonna end up being pretty cool! :)
Til next time, RDFreak
