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Apr. 14th, 2005 08:12 amWell once again, up early cos I'm still not use to this non-day lite saving deal!
It's the Eve of the Eve of my birthday :) and yesterday was in fact the eve of the eve of the eve of my birthday, and the day before was .. OK Lol
Yesterday morning was all excited, got the first email of the course. I was able to download, unzip and register the vault file but nofin else. I even downloaded the latest adobe reader. it would open but couldn't do a thing with it including read it!
Anyway I went to eye specialist which was pretty interesting! got all the drops in the eyes which of course reminded me of the old old days! Lol The docs didn't have my referal letter, forgot to bring it, and she's going to get my records from the eye & ear hospital (with my permission - my signiture) but with an explanation from Mum and I about my history and her looking in my eyes, she reckoned it looked like RP which was just amazing that I, for once in me life (apart from the denied diagnosis of Leabers) had a diagnosis. Of course not being confirmed til they get my old records, can't jump up and down exactly yet, but after all this time! I know it is my retina anyway - think the others knew that. though my sight hasn't changed. anyway I've got in for research and if it is RP, in RP Australia for more research! but now it's back to the old anual check ups.
So yeah I called A back when I got home (as she thought it'd bee cool to go out for my b/day tomorrow - yeahyeah :) and she found it funny that I was screamin with glea that "I may have RP!" .. ahem .. it was just that at least I may be able to refrain of my eye condition being "not known" even though that's shorter than the title "retonitus pig min tosa"? hmm did I say "pig"? woops Lol well I dunno!
anyway, when I got back I tried to find the replies to my messages of help on the student message boards but I just couldn't. They are very powerful message boards but because of all the first-day-rush posts, every man and his dog were posting, taking away my freedom to find anything. and the email notifications we get for our replies don't link to our replies themselves which I think is painful!
anyway, after hours and hours of trying to find messages, and trying everything to read the PDF file (which was still EXE) and even asking others to help me, none could do it! the vault was locked.
So I eventually, last night resorted to just choosing any damn board topic and asking one of the teacher "AH ..." (who had been willing to try anything to help) to email me on my personal address which she did and she kindly emailed the course admin to see if I could get it in a different format since I had heard (and later on confirmed by NA) that because of such a high security placed on the Vault file, nothing works like the copy and paste hence the vertual buffer in jaws! stupid stupid jaws! Hello! where's access gone?
anyway haven't heard today but it's only morning.
So i got myself quite worked up yesterday (as I do) and last night had a tad of a headache and arm ache and just felt like I should be relaxing after all, when I finally do try to astral-project, my body may not be relaxed enough. so kinda went to bed early and caught up on me LJ page.
Oh, I got rid of almost half my communities cos I was having probs keeping up with friends page and I was starting to skip over some of them anyway which got annoying if I was in bed. The only aus community i kept was![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
melbournemaniac oh and of course can't forget ramsay_street
wohoo Linda Hartly comes back tonight yeahness! :) I'm going to tape her eppisodes! :)
Last night i had this bizarre line of dreams where I was looking forward to watching her back on neighbours, but then I was part of the cast and I was there when she came to talk to harold, and she left, and Harold was all upset (thinking she was Kerry - his late daughter) so I helped to comfort him and I told him I would investigate and see if it was infact Kerry Bishop. and then JH appeared and we were both asking all these questions and she started crying Lol!
then the scene kind of changed and we were at JH' but Gabrielle was also there, and I wanted to meet Linda H but she was only a little girl again!
Dreams! at least I can actually piece more things together, even though they still may not make sense entirely!
How come my dreams are out to intensify my feelings more? ah man! I sooo can't wait to see her tonight, yeah! May even go and see if I can find out more about her on the web today!
OK I feel like .. I really really really wanna meet her even though I haven't seen her on Neighbours for about two years (and that was as Kerry). I'm weird. my dreams are crazy, and sooo real these days!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
It's the Eve of the Eve of my birthday :) and yesterday was in fact the eve of the eve of the eve of my birthday, and the day before was .. OK Lol
Yesterday morning was all excited, got the first email of the course. I was able to download, unzip and register the vault file but nofin else. I even downloaded the latest adobe reader. it would open but couldn't do a thing with it including read it!
Anyway I went to eye specialist which was pretty interesting! got all the drops in the eyes which of course reminded me of the old old days! Lol The docs didn't have my referal letter, forgot to bring it, and she's going to get my records from the eye & ear hospital (with my permission - my signiture) but with an explanation from Mum and I about my history and her looking in my eyes, she reckoned it looked like RP which was just amazing that I, for once in me life (apart from the denied diagnosis of Leabers) had a diagnosis. Of course not being confirmed til they get my old records, can't jump up and down exactly yet, but after all this time! I know it is my retina anyway - think the others knew that. though my sight hasn't changed. anyway I've got in for research and if it is RP, in RP Australia for more research! but now it's back to the old anual check ups.
So yeah I called A back when I got home (as she thought it'd bee cool to go out for my b/day tomorrow - yeahyeah :) and she found it funny that I was screamin with glea that "I may have RP!" .. ahem .. it was just that at least I may be able to refrain of my eye condition being "not known" even though that's shorter than the title "retonitus pig min tosa"? hmm did I say "pig"? woops Lol well I dunno!
anyway, when I got back I tried to find the replies to my messages of help on the student message boards but I just couldn't. They are very powerful message boards but because of all the first-day-rush posts, every man and his dog were posting, taking away my freedom to find anything. and the email notifications we get for our replies don't link to our replies themselves which I think is painful!
anyway, after hours and hours of trying to find messages, and trying everything to read the PDF file (which was still EXE) and even asking others to help me, none could do it! the vault was locked.
So I eventually, last night resorted to just choosing any damn board topic and asking one of the teacher "AH ..." (who had been willing to try anything to help) to email me on my personal address which she did and she kindly emailed the course admin to see if I could get it in a different format since I had heard (and later on confirmed by NA) that because of such a high security placed on the Vault file, nothing works like the copy and paste hence the vertual buffer in jaws! stupid stupid jaws! Hello! where's access gone?
anyway haven't heard today but it's only morning.
So i got myself quite worked up yesterday (as I do) and last night had a tad of a headache and arm ache and just felt like I should be relaxing after all, when I finally do try to astral-project, my body may not be relaxed enough. so kinda went to bed early and caught up on me LJ page.
Oh, I got rid of almost half my communities cos I was having probs keeping up with friends page and I was starting to skip over some of them anyway which got annoying if I was in bed. The only aus community i kept was
melbournemaniac oh and of course can't forget ramsay_streetwohoo Linda Hartly comes back tonight yeahness! :) I'm going to tape her eppisodes! :)
Last night i had this bizarre line of dreams where I was looking forward to watching her back on neighbours, but then I was part of the cast and I was there when she came to talk to harold, and she left, and Harold was all upset (thinking she was Kerry - his late daughter) so I helped to comfort him and I told him I would investigate and see if it was infact Kerry Bishop. and then JH appeared and we were both asking all these questions and she started crying Lol!
then the scene kind of changed and we were at JH' but Gabrielle was also there, and I wanted to meet Linda H but she was only a little girl again!
Dreams! at least I can actually piece more things together, even though they still may not make sense entirely!
How come my dreams are out to intensify my feelings more? ah man! I sooo can't wait to see her tonight, yeah! May even go and see if I can find out more about her on the web today!
OK I feel like .. I really really really wanna meet her even though I haven't seen her on Neighbours for about two years (and that was as Kerry). I'm weird. my dreams are crazy, and sooo real these days!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
