strange sad, bad, annoying dream

So as I get ready, wanted to write down all I could about the most sensical dream I've had in a while. surprisingly it was absolutely nothing to do with what is going on in my life right now. but every now and then, I will have dreams about being back at Vermont SC even Verdale primary, and a lot of times lately (especially when I was in the US for some reason) I would have dreams about RVIB Burwood. anyway ... :
this was more in the morning. and it's odd for me to have such detailed dreams in the morning. maybe it's why I can actually make the most sense of it!
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that's all I can remember of it now but it was very detailed when I awoke. Maybe falling asleep again to caitlin's LJ about school helped in the dream. but am not sure where Nat being spiteful came from. eloquentsilence it's strange how we dream of things/people we hadn't thought about for ages. It does happen to me occasionally.
Right, off I go to fiddle around til Mum and ang get here.
gunna be kinda emotional day!
Til Next Time, RdFreak

strange

But I was calling Mum in a panick. she was meant to be here at 9 and she aint yet. I panick! We're meant to pick up Curt yet .. and then
My snack block of chocolate just fell on the floor. I had that sitting on top of my plain block of chocolate on the desk. that didn't fall only my snack block did. It fell to the front of my desk from being towards the back of my desk, both blocks are sitting on my bopit. what?! Lol no snack chocolate for you! Lolol it's mine!

funeral

Just got back from the funeral. there were heaps of people! it was a mixture of tears and laughter! Laughter as that's how he was and was remembered through so many people's individual stories, but of course in the end when Pachible cannon (excuse spelling) was playing and Ang was describing to me the photos out the front, I just lost it! was sobbing so loud that I was worried I'd get heard. everyone was crying though.
J sung, Marco read a few verses and Ben read the funniest adventure he had written about them two. had us in stitches!
I'm going in a cab soon with Marco Lou and sam to L's place for a while.
At the beginning I guess i was so pleased that I was talking to my old friends whom I haven't seen in a while, I noted I was talking and laughing a bit loud and when we were seated, Mum told me through Ang not to laugh so much. I kind of felt awful after that and didn't want to let it be a bad thing. but that would have been Milos! anyway by the end, I definitely had my mood change completely. (I grieve in stages - good or bad thing, I don't know) ..
when we were having refreshments, caught up with Mel, Jo, Adam, Sherry, Maree and Barb. we had a good chat about the old school times and how we use to clash so much Barb and I Lol .. and of course it was sad to reflect on the philosophy of M's death. but I think, a few of us were talking. he probably would have gone down hill with those tumours and at least he wasn't in pain!
I can't express in words how much I will miss him though!
I love you sooooo much M and as was said in our paper message, I will never forget you! xoxoxoxo for ever! :)
Til Next time, RdFreak