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Just call us the black and white bitches
Nov. 14th, 2006 11:28 amFirst of all ( dear Santa meme )
Well to my subject - seemed my theme of the day for yesterday. Nan had said something like "here's my gorjous girl" (meaning Heartly) but I'd said "thanks" and she replied "and you're gorjous too. This is the black one," and I replied "and I'm the white one. I'm the white bitch, she's the black one," or something to this affect.
later on I called Mum and told her that Nan was going to be arriving and bringing the black bitch and she's like "don't say that," I assured her I was only joking.
disclaimer: I am not racest by any means, and everybody should know this. I am merely making light of the unfortunate defined situation.
On a side note, I am remembering how Milos and myself were at the cae a few years ago, waiting at VCE reception as I was going to introduce him to B and, course we both had our guide dogs and got into this fake argument about them (can't remember exactly what it was about or how it started,) but I said "well can Heartly help it if she's black" and we cracked up. :)
ah man! I am thinking of going into the city later. man I miss calling him to say "hey wanna come with me"? *grrrrr! we use to go and eat at the degrave street CAFEs all the time. .. though J and B are going back to sydney tomorrow and I haven't spoken to them. will call them after this and see what they're up to as it's forecast fine weather til later on tonight.
Well last night I went to parents for tea with Nan. And Aunt M, J and the kids ended up coming over. Great. J hardly speaks to me (speaks to ang OK; maybe it's just me), M, well typically the same, and the kids apparently don't remember me.
M, Ang, Mum and I are sitting at the table, and all M can do is talk to ang and care about what she's doing. She at least use to make an effort with me! Just because I'm not into makeup and stuff. She did ask me what I wanted for christmas though and was suggesting this stuff, and because I replied "no not really into that stuff,"
Ang: We've tried, but no!"
yeah me! I've lost yet more brownie points!
What I want to know is, how come it was only me that was trying encourage Mum and M to start talking again? How come it was only me who missed them out of our family at all our get-togethers? that doesn't seem to matter!
Just not being appreciated is not nice. I just wonder what seems to have made it worse lately, to the point that I'm ignored if I don't speak to her? hmm I had this theory last night, but it's since gone. oh yeh, maybe seriously it's cos I've got a "disability" like H! maybe I'm the genetic link (in a strange way. who knows, but it's something I theoryed.
OK off I go to do something constructive. like call Jen and see what they're up too and if they wanted to meet up today.
til next time, RdFreak
Well to my subject - seemed my theme of the day for yesterday. Nan had said something like "here's my gorjous girl" (meaning Heartly) but I'd said "thanks" and she replied "and you're gorjous too. This is the black one," and I replied "and I'm the white one. I'm the white bitch, she's the black one," or something to this affect.
later on I called Mum and told her that Nan was going to be arriving and bringing the black bitch and she's like "don't say that," I assured her I was only joking.
disclaimer: I am not racest by any means, and everybody should know this. I am merely making light of the unfortunate defined situation.
On a side note, I am remembering how Milos and myself were at the cae a few years ago, waiting at VCE reception as I was going to introduce him to B and, course we both had our guide dogs and got into this fake argument about them (can't remember exactly what it was about or how it started,) but I said "well can Heartly help it if she's black" and we cracked up. :)
ah man! I am thinking of going into the city later. man I miss calling him to say "hey wanna come with me"? *grrrrr! we use to go and eat at the degrave street CAFEs all the time. .. though J and B are going back to sydney tomorrow and I haven't spoken to them. will call them after this and see what they're up to as it's forecast fine weather til later on tonight.
Well last night I went to parents for tea with Nan. And Aunt M, J and the kids ended up coming over. Great. J hardly speaks to me (speaks to ang OK; maybe it's just me), M, well typically the same, and the kids apparently don't remember me.
M, Ang, Mum and I are sitting at the table, and all M can do is talk to ang and care about what she's doing. She at least use to make an effort with me! Just because I'm not into makeup and stuff. She did ask me what I wanted for christmas though and was suggesting this stuff, and because I replied "no not really into that stuff,"
Ang: We've tried, but no!"
yeah me! I've lost yet more brownie points!
What I want to know is, how come it was only me that was trying encourage Mum and M to start talking again? How come it was only me who missed them out of our family at all our get-togethers? that doesn't seem to matter!
Just not being appreciated is not nice. I just wonder what seems to have made it worse lately, to the point that I'm ignored if I don't speak to her? hmm I had this theory last night, but it's since gone. oh yeh, maybe seriously it's cos I've got a "disability" like H! maybe I'm the genetic link (in a strange way. who knows, but it's something I theoryed.
OK off I go to do something constructive. like call Jen and see what they're up too and if they wanted to meet up today.
til next time, RdFreak
