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negative past few days!
Sep. 15th, 2007 09:50 amWell, I'm picking up today but I've had a really down past few days where I've just hated everyone and everything. -- don't think PMT helped! -- and there's a couple of stupid people on melbournemaniac which had made matters worse but I've got to learn that with every group there'll be a few idiots who like to ruin it for everyone!
I've felt a bit isolated this week so I thought I'd ask the comm if there is anyone that works in my building! big mistake; never mind! some things just don't work out!
Thursday was my worse day! frank came to see us and that was good til they started talking about relationships and I just lost the plot. Ah before that I had heard that clair Oliver had passed away that morning; so sad; I was nearly in tears when I heard that.
then later on that night I read in the BigBrother comm that gordon (from BB1) died from a suspected drug overdose, but it wasn't certain if it was his doing or someone else's. -- so yeh, bad few days that I don't want to repeat. Internet doesn't help at times like these but I got to not let strangers get to me. i'm just sad that the community has turned into a flamewar with every post now. "they" say the Sydneysiders community is bad; well this is nearly so now. I, and so many other people use to love it! ah well!
I will continue to use facebook to reunite with past people but frankly the site is pretty stupid and I can't understand why it's so popular! Lol ah well!
I'm off to rB's 40th wedding anniversary today' all the way to berrick. am meeting dean at Richmond and we'll train it there and catch a cab a short way to his place. won't be staying there too long though as it will take a while to come home again.
Nan's been here last night and home again today.
I've Ruby sat last night while Ang baby sat.
well that's been happenin with me; just work work and not been feeling good emotionally but I aim to sort some stuff out.
til next time, RdFreak
So until we meet again, R.I.P Claire Oliver. You sounded so brave and strong. I was wishing I could have met you!
I'm sorry it had to end like this.
R.I.P
I've felt a bit isolated this week so I thought I'd ask the comm if there is anyone that works in my building! big mistake; never mind! some things just don't work out!
Thursday was my worse day! frank came to see us and that was good til they started talking about relationships and I just lost the plot. Ah before that I had heard that clair Oliver had passed away that morning; so sad; I was nearly in tears when I heard that.
then later on that night I read in the BigBrother comm that gordon (from BB1) died from a suspected drug overdose, but it wasn't certain if it was his doing or someone else's. -- so yeh, bad few days that I don't want to repeat. Internet doesn't help at times like these but I got to not let strangers get to me. i'm just sad that the community has turned into a flamewar with every post now. "they" say the Sydneysiders community is bad; well this is nearly so now. I, and so many other people use to love it! ah well!
I will continue to use facebook to reunite with past people but frankly the site is pretty stupid and I can't understand why it's so popular! Lol ah well!
I'm off to rB's 40th wedding anniversary today' all the way to berrick. am meeting dean at Richmond and we'll train it there and catch a cab a short way to his place. won't be staying there too long though as it will take a while to come home again.
Nan's been here last night and home again today.
I've Ruby sat last night while Ang baby sat.
well that's been happenin with me; just work work and not been feeling good emotionally but I aim to sort some stuff out.
til next time, RdFreak
So until we meet again, R.I.P Claire Oliver. You sounded so brave and strong. I was wishing I could have met you!
I'm sorry it had to end like this.
R.I.P
