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Well, the chest thing was said to be most probably something with a big long name that escaped me as soon as she said it, Lol! it's inflammation of the chest walls which can be caused by stress (tick), exersise (um, extremely crossed) or a viral infection (probably crossed).
I was going to go back to work friday but boss told me to take it easy for the rest of the day, cos they'd already done the payroll and didn't think I was coming in. I will, in future speak to boss and/or supervisor instead of my coleague training me; words kinda got twisted. I told her it was prob cos of stress, but I wasn't expecting her to tell them that.
anyway it's prob lucky that I stayed home because i was in quite a bit of pain whenever i moved.
However, since I've been taking the anti-inflammatories, I have felt a lot better, and in much much less pain.
week off this week. Queens birthday holiday tomorrow, and if it were my week on, I would be required to go in as the public holiday tomorrow doesn't cover all states; last Monday perth had theirs. that's the lovely downfall about working in head office!
I had a pretty relaxing day yesterday; spending a lot of the afo and evening tuned into the BigBrother streams.
( last night i dreampt )

speaking of that time of night known as sleep, I go through these phazes where the thought of sleep scares me; I dunno, i just can't think about sleep because, I have no control over what happens, and what if something does happen and I don't wake up? Nothing ever does happen; I always wake up in the morning and wonder what I was so scared of.
Sleep looks after me, it never causes me harm, so I'm greatful for that, but can't think about the point to which I would all of a sudden lose control, when I'm actually drifting off. It happens though, somehow. Somehow I transition into sleep without being aware of it at all.
til next time, RdFreak

Dianna

Well I've been listening to the file I ripped off Nan's DVD that was given away with the Herald sun a few weeks ago about Princess Dianna. and I mean, this is everything. haven't finished listening to it yet, as RB rudely interupted me before (kidding of course!).
It documents before the mariage, the honeymoon period, afterwoods, all the affairs they both had, all the emotions she felt throughout; it's amazing. Even though the birth of Prince William and harry were mentioned, their bringing up was not documented a great deal at all. So, I'm up to the year 1990 when she has fallen from the royal family.
It's quite sad actually though. before she married Charles, it was quite evident that the love was more one-sided, so, she shouldn't have gone through with it; so much pain she experienced ever since! --
No, I am not heartless because I know damn well what it's like to try and let go of people! If poor Dianna used her head not her heart, she may ahve been happier, and probably would even still be here.
however, eleven years later and everyone is still going on about her. can't she rest in peace?
anyway this doco is a good listen and, yeh, it was free with the paper. so I might go and listen to the rest now.
man I hear fireworks, why?
Oh, renee just got booted out of BigBrother. i so thought it was gunna be her and announced it before jackie did, go me! :)
And I so so so want to get on there again. there's a blindy on the U.K one, and since Australia seems to love to follow in their footsteps as far as bB goes, I'm there! I've got renewed hope, I think!
til next time, RdFreak