you're still my only hope
Feb. 23rd, 2008 08:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rdfreakWell yes, i could very well sing Only Hope today, if I was asked to sing something; only thing is, I don't like the thought of singing it unaccompanied, but the thought of singing anything unaccompanied doesn't do much for me these days, but that, among other reasons, is why I need to take lessons again.
OK it's a backup plan; I know all the words by heart now!
so, I wanted to figure out the way there by tram, but as I hadn't done that as yet, I'll be cabbing it there, then dad offered to pick me up and bring me back with him as we're having a lunch for my Nan's b/day which was yesterday (which I had meant to document in here but forgot.)
so yep, I am told G is on a tramline, so I will sort that out next lesson, so I'm not quite paying $100 each time I see her.
Despite my slight apprehension before hand, I am quite looking forward to this now.
But, I hope I can do something major about my garlic breath in the next few hours. The tripple M's (Mazz, Michael and Molly) insisted on thanking me once again for my hospitality by taking me out for dinner last night; plus they came over here to pick up the last of their stuff. But we settled on Michael going up to get our fave avocado, prawn and garlic pizza, while Mazz and I waited and caught up on the past 24 hours or so.
The pizza was well worth it (even though others interacting with me today .. ahem .. may not agree entirely! Lol
Last night I was awake for a tiny bit, and couldn't get back to sleep, so i turned on 3AW for a while and listened to Simon Owens for a bit. He's such a lovely guy, and I can say this, having met him in 98 with Curt while going to see bruce and Phil go to air, and even being a part of the show. He did all he could for me when I wrote to him a couple of years ago, asking if he knew of any positions there phone panneling etc; he told me he'd give me a good reference; but that didn't happen. I needed qualifications, bla bla.
anyway, so yeh, after a while, I turned radio off and fortunately was able to get back to sleep. Next thing I knew, I kept feeling vibrations. I kept trying to riggle out of them as they always kinda frighten me at the timee. it was hard to do; (guess my actual body was asleep). but as soon as I'd relax my body again, they'd come back. I kept thinking "I wouldn't be so scared to try and astral if only M were still here in the next room. Anyway, with my fear of not wanting to go further unfortunately overtaking my desire to actually go further, i reached out and turned the radio on again. It was after six (as Daren James was on.) I then turned radio off again, tried to concentrate on feeling any vibrations coming back, but they didn't.
guess that's about enough writing for now. Will indeed document my day later.
til next time, RdFreak
OK it's a backup plan; I know all the words by heart now!
so, I wanted to figure out the way there by tram, but as I hadn't done that as yet, I'll be cabbing it there, then dad offered to pick me up and bring me back with him as we're having a lunch for my Nan's b/day which was yesterday (which I had meant to document in here but forgot.)
so yep, I am told G is on a tramline, so I will sort that out next lesson, so I'm not quite paying $100 each time I see her.
Despite my slight apprehension before hand, I am quite looking forward to this now.
But, I hope I can do something major about my garlic breath in the next few hours. The tripple M's (Mazz, Michael and Molly) insisted on thanking me once again for my hospitality by taking me out for dinner last night; plus they came over here to pick up the last of their stuff. But we settled on Michael going up to get our fave avocado, prawn and garlic pizza, while Mazz and I waited and caught up on the past 24 hours or so.
The pizza was well worth it (even though others interacting with me today .. ahem .. may not agree entirely! Lol
Last night I was awake for a tiny bit, and couldn't get back to sleep, so i turned on 3AW for a while and listened to Simon Owens for a bit. He's such a lovely guy, and I can say this, having met him in 98 with Curt while going to see bruce and Phil go to air, and even being a part of the show. He did all he could for me when I wrote to him a couple of years ago, asking if he knew of any positions there phone panneling etc; he told me he'd give me a good reference; but that didn't happen. I needed qualifications, bla bla.
anyway, so yeh, after a while, I turned radio off and fortunately was able to get back to sleep. Next thing I knew, I kept feeling vibrations. I kept trying to riggle out of them as they always kinda frighten me at the timee. it was hard to do; (guess my actual body was asleep). but as soon as I'd relax my body again, they'd come back. I kept thinking "I wouldn't be so scared to try and astral if only M were still here in the next room. Anyway, with my fear of not wanting to go further unfortunately overtaking my desire to actually go further, i reached out and turned the radio on again. It was after six (as Daren James was on.) I then turned radio off again, tried to concentrate on feeling any vibrations coming back, but they didn't.
guess that's about enough writing for now. Will indeed document my day later.
til next time, RdFreak
