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Jun. 2nd, 2004 10:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rdfreakSo I am starting to learn a lot about myself that I didn't really know -- as of last night in my appointment. It's kinda sad. I'm trying to change but, really, I am not clear on how easy that will be! Oh well ... sh-- happens!
I had a little insomnia last night so I got up and actually got on here for ... literally not very long at all. Then .. I went back to bed, ha! Then I dozed off nicely but I had, not surprisingly a few dreams. One though was about my old buddy NB1! heh, she never new I nicknamed her that but ... (if you happen to be reading this, please give me a tingle on the electric telephone! :) heh. I often wonder what she's up to and .. well .. we were such close friends in secondary school, but I know she started resenting me in year twelve because of my clinginess. :( I've tried to reply to her emails yet I don't hear from her any more! man i think the last time we hung out was in 99 or 2000 or something. I am guessing, hoping (if not sooner) that we will catch up at our ten-year reunion. and that's in four years - scary stuff! tmeans I'm gettin an old fart! But then again, I could make meself feel better by saying that I just finished my VCE last year, which is damn true! :) heh.
Anyway last night wasn't the nicest dream I could of had about young Nat. She got mad at me, like really mad, because we were going to go to this event together (I full on can't remember what it was now)
and Dad was going to give us a lift there, but we drove up to her house at the last minute and Dad sighed and I knew he didn't want to give her a lift cos (according to the dream) we gave her lifts everywhere. anyway, so I said hanging out the car window with all her family there, "sorry Nat. I'm not going any more!" and she immediately started screaming at us along with the rest of her family. So dad took off with me feeling really scared and sad in the back.
*FREEZEFRAME* ---- Next Scene
Dad at I were at home (as in parents house) and Dad said "well we can take her now. and I sulkily said "Nah don't worry about it dad" and he's like "why not?" and I said, "well I know that she's relied on us for lifts all the time, and it's really unfair on you. Though she doesn't want to be my friend any more." And he says "well give her a call and tell her we'll be there in about five minutes to pick her up", so I tried calling her and her number was disconnected (as it is in real life I discovered when I tried to call to invite her to my 24th/house-warming bash!)
So there ya go. Much weirdness!
I looooooove Win XP. Best thing I have done in a while! :) heh.
Dad is coming tonight for tea.
And later on, I got to read a small chapter on a democracy and answer some questions - the handout from friday which A kindly scanned for me.
Til Next time, RdFreak
I had a little insomnia last night so I got up and actually got on here for ... literally not very long at all. Then .. I went back to bed, ha! Then I dozed off nicely but I had, not surprisingly a few dreams. One though was about my old buddy NB1! heh, she never new I nicknamed her that but ... (if you happen to be reading this, please give me a tingle on the electric telephone! :) heh. I often wonder what she's up to and .. well .. we were such close friends in secondary school, but I know she started resenting me in year twelve because of my clinginess. :( I've tried to reply to her emails yet I don't hear from her any more! man i think the last time we hung out was in 99 or 2000 or something. I am guessing, hoping (if not sooner) that we will catch up at our ten-year reunion. and that's in four years - scary stuff! tmeans I'm gettin an old fart! But then again, I could make meself feel better by saying that I just finished my VCE last year, which is damn true! :) heh.
Anyway last night wasn't the nicest dream I could of had about young Nat. She got mad at me, like really mad, because we were going to go to this event together (I full on can't remember what it was now)
and Dad was going to give us a lift there, but we drove up to her house at the last minute and Dad sighed and I knew he didn't want to give her a lift cos (according to the dream) we gave her lifts everywhere. anyway, so I said hanging out the car window with all her family there, "sorry Nat. I'm not going any more!" and she immediately started screaming at us along with the rest of her family. So dad took off with me feeling really scared and sad in the back.
*FREEZEFRAME* ---- Next Scene
Dad at I were at home (as in parents house) and Dad said "well we can take her now. and I sulkily said "Nah don't worry about it dad" and he's like "why not?" and I said, "well I know that she's relied on us for lifts all the time, and it's really unfair on you. Though she doesn't want to be my friend any more." And he says "well give her a call and tell her we'll be there in about five minutes to pick her up", so I tried calling her and her number was disconnected (as it is in real life I discovered when I tried to call to invite her to my 24th/house-warming bash!)
So there ya go. Much weirdness!
I looooooove Win XP. Best thing I have done in a while! :) heh.
Dad is coming tonight for tea.
And later on, I got to read a small chapter on a democracy and answer some questions - the handout from friday which A kindly scanned for me.
Til Next time, RdFreak
