rdfreak

OK so look at the freakin time! What is going on with my sleeping patterns? Why can't I sleep? How come every second night I wake at 3 without fail and am resorted to turning the radio on in order to free up my boredum?? I am now wide awake. and then about 7, I can garantee I will feel the need to nod off again!
And then every other night I sleep like a baby!!! go figure go figure go figure GO! FIGURE!!
I'm sorry! I use to sleep perfectly every night but ever since I've been on the meds love, (Lol) but yeah maybe they are still worth it! though when I start back at TAFE I don't want this crud to be going on. really, I want to put all I have into this academic year, so screw them if I will be continuing this trend!
Actually this morning I know why I woke. I came home last night (about 10 from RVIB and being out for tea with M), and as it was so nice, I left my front door open, as I love doing! But smoke and lots of it woke me.
I have been smelling smoke over the past few days and I do not know where it's coming from! someone next door is probably burning off but why in the middle of the night??!! I dunno what is up with that but anyway! I jumped up and shut my door and got myself some grapes, came back to bed and listened to my Secret 7 tape! Lol! that was at 3!
Man do I normally go on about pointless rubbish in my LJ or is it just because it's so early in the morning?!
Damn I feel like getting my old lazy guide dog of-a Heartly up out of bed (where she is sleeping so soundly) and taking off for a lovely brisk morning walk! aaah yes! "as dawn broke" Lol (a quote from Yes what followed in my head by a sound of "dawn" breaking! Lol hahahaha!
aaaaah! Well I am doing O & M today around Swinburn. I think I will only need one session and that suits me fine! I am going to be sooo tired later! :( Knowing me I'll nod off a bit later.
Yesterday did nothing except go off to the sound editting seminar from 6 til 8 then went out to Ginwah with M! Twas sooo nice but got home quite late to a worried voice mail message from my dear Mother! aaaaaah! When will she ever give up on her famous lecture of how dangerous it is at night and how crazy it is to be catching a train and walking around?? Well can I help it that there's no busses? Can I help it that I absolutely hate cabs? And am I the only one thinking that anything could happen in "that cab" as well. It's just a matter of being there at the wrong time! It can happen any and everywhere!
Lol I cracked myself up last night though! Mum said to me "I'll have to get the cops to give you a call and a little reality check" so I hang up the phone and chuckled to myself "wnext thing I know, I'll have the cops giving me a call and I'll be like - oh Damn! what did I do???" Oh, yeah, thanks Mum!
OK I am curious! I wanna know who has been on my ftp site, downloading my dodgy net recordings? Lol! :):) I mean, I can obviously take them away if it's really worrying me but it's just kinda embarrassing ya know! :) Like I leave my site on last night (when out, and the night before while dozing in bed) and I get back to an extensive log on numerous ppl trying to connect but can't always do so (as I've limitted it to two users at a time sorry :) But the one who connects successful has got quite a few files of my ... um ... recordings! and the dodge thing is I can't tell who it is just by reading the log. i have to catch them in the act and monitor through the main users window! aaaah, I have to ask around! I am just too curious!
Monday I didn't do a lot. Oh I heard from my DLO finally! She is going to send me out an assessment form which I have to fill in and send back about how much support I'll need, etc. But she already knows I definitely don't need class-room support and would go mad if I had it, so at least that is established! Lol! and I even have my own braillenote so I don't need to borrow theirs! So what a delightful student I will be! Lol! um, yeah right! I ask for braille braille braille OK?? got it? good! :) Lol!
OK going to check my early-morning email! :)
Cheers
Til Next Time, RdFreak