rdfreak | Entries tagged with livejournal

OK so what's the deal with the BigBrother Website? I am a little confused as it's supposably starting today and the site says "launching April 21" well, am I kinda preminicing these days ahead or what?! I thought I was going a bit cracked in the head, but I didn't think I was that bad yet!
I got myself all depressed about it last night. I briefly jumped on msn and had changed my name to: "rdFreak: BigBrother is beginning tomorrow! :(" and got A started on how I won't be able to stay away bla bla, but I told her I am very disappointed that I didn't get on it - even past the first audition tape! And I'll never know whether the reason is purely cos I'm a blindy or whether it was my personality type they just weren't looking for. Well I tried but still! I was debating for ages if I'd end up watching this series as I'll be sooo upset when I see them in there having so much fun, and me thinking "that could have been me!
Well yesterday was a really awesome day for me. It was pretty much devoted to Livejournal! Lol! but it's a good thing sometimes! Today I'd promised myself that I need to continue working on my feminism orral that is meant to be happening thursday week. I have barely started! I didn't even know much about the topic only that I could probably be classed as a feminist even though I am not studying it! anyway .. not to confuse "feminist" with "feminism"! The talk is meant to be five to seven mins?! ah no! and I only have a couple of definitions fromn the Net and my own life experience with no theory to weigh it up! *sigh*
I love LJ!
I am going to arrange my own little Melb meetup for the holidays! Yeahness! Girls girls girls! :) Lol
Til next time, RdFreak

Current Mood: thoughtful

I am forever making rules for myself as I am the best procrastinator ever. and here is my latest rule!
No going on LJ in the morning/during the day. I can only go on there when all my work is done.
(excludes weekends and public holidays! :)
If I have something urgent to say, by all means I can say it, by opening up my little Semagic - the thing I downloaded which I can use to write entries without going on to the site.
OK got that fRDfreak?? The time I am allowed on the site is if I have to change my entry that I may have written during the day to friends view (since I can't do that using this program with jaws), otherwise 4 is the time I finish my work! "hometime" so to speak!
Only have to enforce these rules as I only go into class one day a week - and maybe volunteering on one other.
I have got to learn that next year will be back to heckism (wow, that's a word now :)

Current mood: frustrated (still at my ear) *grrr*
current music: Deniece williams-LETS HEAR IT FOR THE BOY

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Well, (shshshshshsh) but I thought free users were only allowed, sadly (for me now :) five journal entries per day - including comments and posts to communities.
I normally only write up to three posts a day (and one to unsent letters) so it doesn't normally worry me, but today I joined a sh--- load - well, five Australian communities, and I had written three posts before I found them, so I feared writing an intro to these new communities would be impossible to do all of them today, but, I mannaged it! :) I was happy! (remember - shshshshsh) Lol!
thanks LJ! I needed it as I hadn't met up with any other ausies on this site, so I kinda got a bit excited Lol!
thanks to "Deadspiders" for being my first ausie to hit my friends page! :) sorry, I didn't think I should risk trying the code, as I can't remember exactly what it is. :(
Am not saying I don't love me friends previously on here; just kinda needed to know there were others on here from my same land. Lol!
I was looking at the payed users link today and would consider signing up if I had money! Lol! I literally don't have anything at the moment :( won't go into it. but it's pension day on Thursday at least! :) Lol! me happy bout that! :)
Well, this morning I didn't end up going into volunteer. I was laying in bed debating it, but hads a saw throat. It still hasn't completely left me from the flu; kind of coming off and on. right now it's gone so hope it stays there!
Guess what? Dad came over this morning before work so it was damn early! I couldn't be stuffed getting the door. Heartlywent bisserk as she does :( anyway he bought over some of the nice bread - the only one I have now which is from bakers delight which, unfortunately there's none near me. so have to rely on them to get it in! Well he got me that and he offered to make me breakfast. he was sucking up as I think mum and dad are actually starting to realize I am right when I say they are pushing me away. -- it's a first though as they never take me seriously on that.
Oh my parents do everything for me but .. Mum and i are just on totally different wavelengths. dad and I have always clicked 99% of the time - when Mum isn't getting him on her side with nagging me, etc.
and Dad gave me some chocolate before leaving.
I had a shower and jumped on here lol!
Oh history teacher S made me cry this morning. The email she sent - man I dunno! guess I was still a bit of an emotional wreck:
Dear Rachel
Why don't we meet at 11am Wednesday and we can discuss things. You are
having a very hard time of it but have put in so much already that it
would be mad to give up now. You may not get great scores but you're
likely to do better when relying on memory at the end of year.
Hope this is OK?
S--
Oh those teachers are too damn positive and supportive! Lol!
so of course I replied to her and told her that was fine. so there I go tomorrow!
oh my friggen ears are playing up! :( I am sooo sick of them! my left ear is blocked (not from hearing thank goodness - touch wood). aaah! I am trying to let them get better by themselves. well at least so I can get some drops in them!
Heartly is snoring. she is on my bed - naughty dog! But stupid me encouraged her up there at one point and now I can't get her out of the habbit! that's the prob with labs. once they do it once, they automatically think they can do it all the time!
Right, I am tired.
Til next time ... RdFreak
current mood: relaxed
Current music: Wet wet Wet-Love Is All around

man I don't believe it. this is my third entry for the day. I think free users are only limitted to three, so there I go!!
OK well today I found this girl who I happened to pick out from the "unsent letters" community and have been getting to know her through reading her journal. she sounds lovely, and she gave me a few laughs, so I am about to write to her from her page and let her know.
again, I seriously love the site; so many wonderful people ya meet, young and old, just by having the permission to delve into their lives! it's so cool! anyway, that's where I got the quiz from - one of her entries.
I think that maybe I was a little inaccurate with one or two of the questions, hence a few of my incorrect diagnosis'. I will, very soon, let ya know what I think is correct though and what isn't.
So yeah, haven't been doing a lot apart from that today. I had a great chat to Enchanter! (sorry don't know how to properly link to friends yet but I'll learn!) that was over msn. He was soooo helpful with my situation! It helps to talk to someone with experience, unlike myself with no prior.
Yesterday, what did I do?? oh man just had a nightmarish mental blank, (it is very strange. sometimes my mind, not only goes blank but presents me with some weird, crazy immages instead of what I am trying to remember). anyway no I am not going crazy; I don't think! .. yesterday afo, I went out with a few friends from the auslez list. (Hello M, A, D3 - will referr to you by -- and J! :)
We went to a restaurant. I had my courses the wrong way round! I had cheesecake followed by roast pork and vegies - mmmm yes maybe I am going crazy! :)
J left early for a singing comp, we chatted for a while then left. D gave me a lift back here. Then was on the Net.
Friday I had class! Oh, don't speak to me about that day!
I decided I wasn't going to go into class til after the half-break - or there abouts anyway cos our class was going to have an unofficial debate and I didn't feel I had a grasp on it all still. So, though I woke early, I stayed in bed for a while. I put up with some really shocking music on Nova100 because Grettel Killeen was on the breakfast show last week. so I heard the entire show, apart from about fifteen mins when I got up to have me shower.
yeah anyway so I left here about 9.15 and got to class about 10.00 only to find, to my total and utter annoyance that they still hadn't done the debate, and I was just missing out on extra valuable information! :( *grrrrr how annoyed was I??
yeah anyway got through it some how - by keeping me mouth shut!
Told teacher - S2 that I wasn't understanding the topic and at the end I confirmed it. Will be going to see her at CAE Wednesday. Then A and I are meeting in the city for lunch, then tea then we're going to the AGM (anual general meeting) of YBCV. I think I've been roped into being secretary again. I think I wouldn't mind attempting it again with better results if the branch continues.
I am off to my nannas tomorrow. will come back wednesday night here after the meeting.
So guess I'll talk to ya then. :)

Current mood: tired.
Current music: KISS FROM A ROSE - Seal

OK answer that one for me, anf fast!
This morning i woke at 9 and made myself get up, but ... I can't exactly say I wanted too. I know if I'd turned over, I may have been there for at least another hour and a half, but I wasn't going to have another repeat of yesterday, so I jumped up. But as a result I felt quite faint in the shower, but that soon passed.
All I will say about today is .. my promise to be a "study freak" or something failed misserably. ah, I am not cut out for this any more. Hey, it'd be so much easier if it was just a matter of picking up the book and skimming over pages and making my notes. even braille! but tapes just make the whole work thing so much more ... depressing! trying to find places etc. ah, no, just can't do it. just not me. for me, it is either braille or nothing!
I don't mind using tapes for exam revision, but that's all.
My History teacher Called me back before to arrange my appointment with her tomorrow morning.
yeah and before that I took Heartly for a walk around the block, but it was cold! I wanted to do another lap but couldn't.
I have been having a great deal of fun reading other journals! they are soooo interesting, really! I just found out that the person who had added me as a friend was someone I use to have great convos with on ICQ (Hi Flet!) and her journal entries crack me up totally!
Lol I am tellin ya, you don't need google (and others), just go to her journals and you will quickly find what you want. :)
I was just reading an LJ survey she had in one of her entries, and one of the questions was something like:
"How yourself are you in these LJ journals?" and for me the answer is I am myself totally. except I haven't touched on romance. I decided I won't do that here; it is a bit risky. that side of my life will stay in my original copy of these journals.
But the people will find out. they always do. apart from that, everything else is me!
I won't be putting previous diary entries up here though. Upon later reflection I feel that the past should stay in the past; don't you agree??

I took out the message board/comment feature. let's face it. I am becoming too good with procrastination methods, and I just can't make it to the "GINNIS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS" right now. But hey, that would make for an interesting forward, wouldn't it??
"RACHEL'S TOP FIFTEEN TIPS FOR FINDING PROCRASTINATION TOOLS"
yes, I like!!
OK will write later. Oh, for free accounts, the limit for posts per day is three (thanks to Fletch for letting me find that out :) so I'm right, I think!
OK ta ta!

Current mood: barely human