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[rdfreak]

well here I am again on my freedombox where it unfortunately says I only have 20 days left of my free trial. but I am going to talk to them about packages. I just thought this morning I think i will maybe get two months worth after this to cover my US trip, mainly cos I am not sure when else I may benefit from it after that. so yeah think I will just cover meself when I'm in the US for now! .. just in case puters don't have speech. I'll have access to Freedombox and system access to act as my screne reader.
Well Well enough is enough. I am sick of feeling angry all the time, so last night it got down to the choices of staying off the net for a while (which I don't think could ever happen Lol :) or finding the bad guys and deleting them from my life and messengers, and so that's what I did. Didn't block them though. one and all are still free to talk if they are going to treat me how I deserve to be treated. but at least I will no longer be haunted by negative impacts to my life lately. I will also be having my zone account deleted as part of it has resulted in bad eggs/vibes from there, so "deleting everything" is what I am saying. Needless to say Mum and JH were life savers!
As for Mary, it will come! ha ha! OK last time I mention her! but ultimately as JH said to me, it's not going to stop me from my life. after US I will go back and do youth work and no-one will stop me! No-one will stop me from achieving in life except myself if I so desire. 52girl just called me to see if I wanted to meet up today but I dunno if I could cos of Psych and the fact they were gunna be in the city in a few hours. maybe I should have. could think about it between now and then anyway. guess Mum could always drop me back to the station afterwoods. couldn't think too quickly! damn! may come to my senses and call back! :)
On Sunday I went to JHs' for a swim then I ended up going there for lunch and I had a great time! we certainly don't see each other as much any more! .. we move on though! .. but never apart! :)
103 days til US! :) I am certainly looking forward to a break! :)
Also UK Dan (or Harpness - as I call him now :) will probably be visiting next month when he's in Aus, so it will be awesome to meet another familiar long distance friend! :)
OK think I'll choof off for breakfast while I read my LJ page and think about what I should be perhaps doing today!
Thanks LJ! and Freedombox rules! :):) man I love it! Oh just found out that decktalk doesn't say "less than" IT SAYS "left angle bracket" hmmm I guess "greater than" will say ... > "right angle bracket" .. gee I'm good Lol hahaha! and decktalk laughs very funnily as well! hahahahahahahaha! Lol sounds like it's ran out of breath Lol hahahaha! yeah anyway cool and stuff!
Til Next time, RdFreak

Comments

[tompettyismine.livejournal.com]

You're coming to the US? That's awesome :) Good luck deleting all the negatives from your life.

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

yep! 103 days. can't wait! :):) <3333 cool to hear from ya! I am sorry to hear about your crisis' lately as well. <33333

Awawawawaw...

[caitlin45.livejournal.com]

Sobs! You're leaving the zone? Like, forever? D-it! Sobs jk! Well I s'pose we'll just hang on Teamtalk and what not? AIM? WIndows Messenger? But stil...sobs. Lol. I wish the people on there didn't treat you like they do, I will kick their sorry butts! Heh!
Glad ya had fun swimmin'...
Cool that Harpy's coming to see ya! That's aces!
Love you and miss you!!!

XOXOOXOXOXXXXOX,
Caitlin 3333

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[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

hey darl! yeah mate, no worries. we'll still catch up on here and teamtalk. just make sure ya use msn a bit cos have been having a few probs with Miranda lately. don't worry. the zone isn't the only thing that keeps us together girly, though thanks to the zone that's where we met! :)
Cheers!

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[caitlin45.livejournal.com]

Yay! I shal get on MSN ... we should start up E-Mailing back and forth again, if that's cool with ya. I mean I can get on MSN definitely on the weekends but during the week...I usually can't. I can check my mail though. And yay for the zone for lettin' us meet ... rmeember the night we met? When all those guys cussed me out on Ventrilo and ya saved me? Hehehehe!!! That was great ... I'll never be so happy! Just think, if those people hadn't cussed me out we may never have really met like we have! Heeheheeeheehee yay! THanks to them!
Evil Miranda ... hope it works out...
Take care xoxoxxoxoxxxx!

XOXOOXX,
Caitlin 333

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[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

yes i sure to remember! talk about idiots! though yes thanks to them we met!
xoxoxoxoxoxo <333

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[caitlin45.livejournal.com]

I never thought I'd say this, but maybe I should write Aaron a thank yo note heheheheheh! And who all else was in there cussing me out? I didn't know voices then ... um um ... I don't remember? Heh? Do you?
XOXOOXX,
Caitlin 3333

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[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

yeah just remember him, and his trust friend musicman something and Danielle - ah no that was earlier. oh and firechild was having a sob cos she couldn't swear, and think nef was there but don't think she said anything, could be wrong though. <333

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[caitlin45.livejournal.com]

Yes yes Neph was there, she said someting about how i shouldnt' be on there if I didn't liek swearing, and I was too young! Lol! Musicman was there? As in Yohandy? And he cussed me out? And I vaguely remember Firechild yes yes...
XOXOXOXOXX,
Caitlin

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[enchanterglen.livejournal.com]

Don't forget me too! We wouldn't of met either!
xoxoxoxoxo
Glen

Re: Awawawawaw...

[caitlin45.livejournal.com]

True true! Though I didn't meet you 'til much later! But I am soooo happy I met ya through Rachel! Awawaw ya both rock...
Caitlin

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[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

Lol if it wasn't for me no! this was ages ago, but then of course I introduced you two much later lol :) <333

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[enchanterglen.livejournal.com]

WHHOOPS!! Egg on my face now! Sorry..

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[enchanterglen.livejournal.com]

I keep sending comments to the wrong comments. That valium must stay in me longer than I thought. :)

[japanimangel.livejournal.com]

Hey girl,
It's really sad that you left the zone, but I can understand if people are treating you negatively. I think it's awesome thgat you want to do youth work. You go and get it! I think you would be great at it! Talk to you later!

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

thanks JP, you're awesome! :) .. I hope I would be as well! .. <333333333