overwhelming emotion!
Jul. 28th, 2003 10:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rdfreakOK well I just watched Regi Rules!! It was great!
No-one, absolutely no-one understands how much I want to be on Bigbrother! I can't even explain my intense passion myself. I mean I know it's for the reasons that:
A. I am bored and need something a little outragious and away from kinda the normality to happen,
B. I would like to explore the career of being "rich and famous"
C. To see how I would cope as a person in those strict boundaries of the compound,
and, well the reasons are endless. I just know that my parents are totally against it, and have been from the start. they are private people totally, but I am different, and I don't think I should miss out on grabbing every opportunity I want too. But saying that, I respect them as well, like with all the Bigbro hype and media coverage they would have to show their support. well I don't expect them too. I want to compremize here.
anyway I have this overwhelming feeling I will be there next year! don't ask me how or why, but I just do. and some people know that my feelings can be pretty accurate, so we'll just have to wait and see! :)
OK on another note, yes I did get a bit of study in today. but as usual not as much as I'd hoped. Well tomorrow will be different.
I went to take Heartly for a walk but the wind was so damn strong and cold, that we didn't make it far.
I had some bacon that needed using so I made my tea of bacon and eggs on a toasted sandwich tonight! :) and, I didn't set off the smoke detector! :) thought I might for a minute though!
Also 39S started something! Now I have everyone requesting numbers to be identified by. that makes it hard for me who will have to start a log or key booklet! :( lol
But who-ever wants numbers, contact me and let me know! Note though that I will still put your first initial afterwoods to help friends figure out who I am talking about. As it is I have doubled up a bit with initials of peeps with same names. so it's confusing, but we'll get there! maybe, if you don't want a number, you can think of something that represents you which you want me to use, such as an instrument, a colour or what-ever, or maybe just a nickname! I don't care! main intention is not to disclose names of anyone. I stuffed that up before. I read my previous entry back where I revealed my sisters' name -- big shame on me! oh well, won't do us any harm. Everyone actually does mention names but I just like to be safe, ya know! -- a little parranoyed!
Well not long out of bed tonight for me! I am exausted, but hope I won't sleep half the morning away next time!
OK, people, go and download "Zager & Evans - In The Year 2525"! I mean, I didn't say that! Now they're gunna come and lock me up and throw away the key! OK that is absolutely cool bananas by me, but just give me four things!
A nice comfy bed with an electric blanket,
my computer,
My collection of CD's
and an endless supply of lollies and chocolate!
aaaaah blis!!! :)
nah but seriously, you need to hear the words of this song! I'll write them out for ya tomorrow. That sort of thing always makes me think! wonder when this world will end?? I wonder what technology will have for us when we're in the nursing homes?? man too spookey for this time of night!
The melody (even the singing quality) isn't anything to rave about, but just the words!! yeah, the words!
it's funny, I usually would listen to the melody and get to like that before I come close to listening to the actual words! don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
right, I will stop gabbling now and catch ya tomorrow!
"Early to bed, early to rise,
Makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise"!!!
Lol!
See ya! :)
No-one, absolutely no-one understands how much I want to be on Bigbrother! I can't even explain my intense passion myself. I mean I know it's for the reasons that:
A. I am bored and need something a little outragious and away from kinda the normality to happen,
B. I would like to explore the career of being "rich and famous"
C. To see how I would cope as a person in those strict boundaries of the compound,
and, well the reasons are endless. I just know that my parents are totally against it, and have been from the start. they are private people totally, but I am different, and I don't think I should miss out on grabbing every opportunity I want too. But saying that, I respect them as well, like with all the Bigbro hype and media coverage they would have to show their support. well I don't expect them too. I want to compremize here.
anyway I have this overwhelming feeling I will be there next year! don't ask me how or why, but I just do. and some people know that my feelings can be pretty accurate, so we'll just have to wait and see! :)
OK on another note, yes I did get a bit of study in today. but as usual not as much as I'd hoped. Well tomorrow will be different.
I went to take Heartly for a walk but the wind was so damn strong and cold, that we didn't make it far.
I had some bacon that needed using so I made my tea of bacon and eggs on a toasted sandwich tonight! :) and, I didn't set off the smoke detector! :) thought I might for a minute though!
Also 39S started something! Now I have everyone requesting numbers to be identified by. that makes it hard for me who will have to start a log or key booklet! :( lol
But who-ever wants numbers, contact me and let me know! Note though that I will still put your first initial afterwoods to help friends figure out who I am talking about. As it is I have doubled up a bit with initials of peeps with same names. so it's confusing, but we'll get there! maybe, if you don't want a number, you can think of something that represents you which you want me to use, such as an instrument, a colour or what-ever, or maybe just a nickname! I don't care! main intention is not to disclose names of anyone. I stuffed that up before. I read my previous entry back where I revealed my sisters' name -- big shame on me! oh well, won't do us any harm. Everyone actually does mention names but I just like to be safe, ya know! -- a little parranoyed!
Well not long out of bed tonight for me! I am exausted, but hope I won't sleep half the morning away next time!
OK, people, go and download "Zager & Evans - In The Year 2525"! I mean, I didn't say that! Now they're gunna come and lock me up and throw away the key! OK that is absolutely cool bananas by me, but just give me four things!
A nice comfy bed with an electric blanket,
my computer,
My collection of CD's
and an endless supply of lollies and chocolate!
aaaaah blis!!! :)
nah but seriously, you need to hear the words of this song! I'll write them out for ya tomorrow. That sort of thing always makes me think! wonder when this world will end?? I wonder what technology will have for us when we're in the nursing homes?? man too spookey for this time of night!
The melody (even the singing quality) isn't anything to rave about, but just the words!! yeah, the words!
it's funny, I usually would listen to the melody and get to like that before I come close to listening to the actual words! don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
right, I will stop gabbling now and catch ya tomorrow!
"Early to bed, early to rise,
Makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise"!!!
Lol!
See ya! :)
