got no energy
Sep. 27th, 2003 09:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rdfreakOK so I'm going through one of those phazes of thinking it totally useless of me to continue writing in this journal for now.
But I will keep going, mainly for my future's sake and for friends.
Though I am going through a real down period with friends; with everyone really! I just want to escape; to go away for a while; completely on my own. No friends; no-one to bother me!
I would like to escape to one of Enid Blyton's mystory adventures.
I would love to, maybe, more realistically go to my own island where its lovely and warm and I have plenty of food and, I dunno! I'm so bored!
Today I was so bored. I mean this internet thing is a whole which keeps dragging me in! I am so bored of it, yet I can't give it up! Guess there's nothing else to do except for study and I am not bored enough for that on the weekends.
I got off the net today - just totally logged off and rang Dad to see if he'd come to foresthIll for a cofee. He didn't. I just had a break, just sitting on my bed, thinking "I can't believe how bored I am?" anyway got back on eventually to msn and was changing my screne name and stuff.
Oh!
Yesterday I went out with a. We met in the city, had lunch at Pizza Hut then went to the bank to put my name on the YBCV account. then we went to cAE just, I guess for fun and stuff, then we went home. yeah that was fun! Oh before that I did go to the doctors. She said I was actually smiling. I reckon I need higher milograms but then I don't want to have to rely on that zoloft. But I guess, what have I been doing?
Bear with me readers (if I actually have any left :) we're going for a bumpy ride, but it will get better! well it's my journal so whether anyone likes it or not, I can write whatever I want, and how often i want andstuff.
But I will keep going, mainly for my future's sake and for friends.
Though I am going through a real down period with friends; with everyone really! I just want to escape; to go away for a while; completely on my own. No friends; no-one to bother me!
I would like to escape to one of Enid Blyton's mystory adventures.
I would love to, maybe, more realistically go to my own island where its lovely and warm and I have plenty of food and, I dunno! I'm so bored!
Today I was so bored. I mean this internet thing is a whole which keeps dragging me in! I am so bored of it, yet I can't give it up! Guess there's nothing else to do except for study and I am not bored enough for that on the weekends.
I got off the net today - just totally logged off and rang Dad to see if he'd come to foresthIll for a cofee. He didn't. I just had a break, just sitting on my bed, thinking "I can't believe how bored I am?" anyway got back on eventually to msn and was changing my screne name and stuff.
Oh!
Yesterday I went out with a. We met in the city, had lunch at Pizza Hut then went to the bank to put my name on the YBCV account. then we went to cAE just, I guess for fun and stuff, then we went home. yeah that was fun! Oh before that I did go to the doctors. She said I was actually smiling. I reckon I need higher milograms but then I don't want to have to rely on that zoloft. But I guess, what have I been doing?
Bear with me readers (if I actually have any left :) we're going for a bumpy ride, but it will get better! well it's my journal so whether anyone likes it or not, I can write whatever I want, and how often i want andstuff.
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Date: 2003-09-27 05:17 pm (UTC)Peace
keep up the good work
Date: 2003-09-28 06:58 pm (UTC)