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well well well, talk about "trippiness"!
something very strange is happening to me. OK lately I have been staying up til all hours of the night (early morning) and waking up really really late, which just isn't me! I have indeed been a definite morning person through and through; who goes to bed quite early of a night time, (well early according to most people). But Saturday I thought I was bad, waking and getting myself up at 10.10 but this morning, check this out ... 10.30! I knew it was getting late when I kept waking up from trippy dreams, but I just felt like staying put for at least another hundred years!
The majority of nights I would dream and remember, but it didn't seem like it was til this morning that I did all my dreaming. it was weird! My dreams have never been known to make any ounce of sense what-so-ever, really! I mean people have habbits of instantly turning into others, while objects to the same, things fly towards me and I can't run all of a sudden, (OK the flying objects and non-ability to run were more nightmares when I was younger) but even now nothing makes sense. This morning I drempt I was in bed here in my unit and my sis Angie was over. She woke me up at 7.30 and I got up thinking "I still feel like I am dreaming". My uncle had been over and was just leaving. Then I went into my laundry and it had this weird kinda mat down. It was like the material that is used for leather loundge-sweets but this mat was thick and it was called "carpet". I didn't have any "carpet" anywhere else except for this room (as most friends of mine here would know I have no carpet in this joint.)
Oh then, the scene changed to walking outside with A (my sis - think it was) and gretel Killeen (hoast of BB and author) was walking along side us. I tried to talk to her and she ignored me! How upset was I??? Then myself and all these other people were in a room watching Regi Rules on tV. (must have been a BigBro party or something). And yeah then I woke up, got all angry with this banging that was going on and on outside my window due to these strong winds we've had all night blowing something or rather - must check it out, or get parents on to it. *sigh* Then I put my hand out and pressed my trusty sharp calculator's time, "It's 10.25 AM!"
Shoot! not on a week day! I have a SAC friday and I have to study in earnist for that! It's worth a lot this time round so got to do it all properly and i'm tellin ya, I will not be able to do it if I don't read over the entire friggen History book again. Well actually wish I can read it, but instead have scores of tapes to listen to "dearest Rachel"!!! Lol! (only S and J will know that story :) But "C" who reads the tapes is very nice, and going to meet up with her one of these days to talk about acting stuff.
OK Well "if you have so much to do, what the heck are you doing gabbling on here?" I hear you ask! OK good point! I haven't had breakfast though so think I should go and do that - well maybe brunch now! Ge my day is all outta whack now!
Oh just got a call from J and R from RVIB to sort out appointments for me to talk about my future teaching studies (shame on me; nearly wrote their names then!)
I will write later tonight I think and let you know exactly how much study i got done today!
Hey, bigbrother fans, don't forget "Regie rules" on tonight at 7.30 on channel 10?!?!
for more info, am sure you'll find it at The awesomeist of awesome BigBrother site!!
OK will catch up later,
Cheers for now! :)

overwhelming emotion!

OK well I just watched Regi Rules!! It was great!
No-one, absolutely no-one understands how much I want to be on Bigbrother! I can't even explain my intense passion myself. I mean I know it's for the reasons that:
A. I am bored and need something a little outragious and away from kinda the normality to happen,
B. I would like to explore the career of being "rich and famous"
C. To see how I would cope as a person in those strict boundaries of the compound,
and, well the reasons are endless. I just know that my parents are totally against it, and have been from the start. they are private people totally, but I am different, and I don't think I should miss out on grabbing every opportunity I want too. But saying that, I respect them as well, like with all the Bigbro hype and media coverage they would have to show their support. well I don't expect them too. I want to compremize here.
anyway I have this overwhelming feeling I will be there next year! don't ask me how or why, but I just do. and some people know that my feelings can be pretty accurate, so we'll just have to wait and see! :)

OK on another note, yes I did get a bit of study in today. but as usual not as much as I'd hoped. Well tomorrow will be different.
I went to take Heartly for a walk but the wind was so damn strong and cold, that we didn't make it far.
I had some bacon that needed using so I made my tea of bacon and eggs on a toasted sandwich tonight! :) and, I didn't set off the smoke detector! :) thought I might for a minute though!
Also 39S started something! Now I have everyone requesting numbers to be identified by. that makes it hard for me who will have to start a log or key booklet! :( lol
But who-ever wants numbers, contact me and let me know! Note though that I will still put your first initial afterwoods to help friends figure out who I am talking about. As it is I have doubled up a bit with initials of peeps with same names. so it's confusing, but we'll get there! maybe, if you don't want a number, you can think of something that represents you which you want me to use, such as an instrument, a colour or what-ever, or maybe just a nickname! I don't care! main intention is not to disclose names of anyone. I stuffed that up before. I read my previous entry back where I revealed my sisters' name -- big shame on me! oh well, won't do us any harm. Everyone actually does mention names but I just like to be safe, ya know! -- a little parranoyed!
Well not long out of bed tonight for me! I am exausted, but hope I won't sleep half the morning away next time!

OK, people, go and download "Zager & Evans - In The Year 2525"! I mean, I didn't say that! Now they're gunna come and lock me up and throw away the key! OK that is absolutely cool bananas by me, but just give me four things!
A nice comfy bed with an electric blanket,
my computer,
My collection of CD's
and an endless supply of lollies and chocolate!
aaaaah blis!!! :)
nah but seriously, you need to hear the words of this song! I'll write them out for ya tomorrow. That sort of thing always makes me think! wonder when this world will end?? I wonder what technology will have for us when we're in the nursing homes?? man too spookey for this time of night!
The melody (even the singing quality) isn't anything to rave about, but just the words!! yeah, the words!
it's funny, I usually would listen to the melody and get to like that before I come close to listening to the actual words! don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
right, I will stop gabbling now and catch ya tomorrow!
"Early to bed, early to rise,
Makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise"!!!
Lol!
See ya! :)