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life is too weird!
Nov. 27th, 2003 01:44 pm( another survey to begin )
Lol this morning I couldn't stop laughing! :)
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In other news, I finally got the guts to call Leigh Drew on 3AK on Tuesday morning between 5 and 5.30. (I taped it, and may actually encode it if I ever learn how! :)
I was calling up for the mystory sound, but then was just chatting about other things. He remembered me from all the emails I'd been sending, so that's good. actually have only sent about two thus far. But I am sooo sad. From 1st of Jan, there will be no more 3AK. it will be taken over by SEN - an all sports station - 24 hours a day! yeha whatever! So yeah I am sad as I will only have 3AW to rely on for my insomnia and that aint good! That station has turned from bad to worse! No-one on there (especially keith Mcgowan) respect the callers - they are downright rude and poke fun at them?! Why any of that is allowed to happen is just beyond me!
Everyone on 3AK however were completely the opposite - sooo lovely and friendly to everyone! It's a shame and I hate it! but, what can ya do?! :(
Tuesday Nan came over and we went to Boxhill and had lunch. it was nice but was quite hot so we didn't stay all that long. I didn't really find what I wanted in the way of christmas decorations for here, but oh well!
Yesterday didn't do a lot. I went to parents last night for a BBQ tea. that was nice. But, then, I had a breakdown. Parents (dad mainly) was lecturing me about my money situation which I don't want to be reminded of, as I already know and am really really sensible! they are parranoyed. So that got me worked up, but was feeling pretty crappy all of yesterday - just really ajitated.
Anyway so I broke down and suffered an assma attack I think (which is weird as I didn't really know I had it - so must get some further tests). it was bad, was hypoventilating and all. Mum asked if I wanted her to call an ambulence and I'm like "no it's alright" through my breathing attempts. Mum got me a paperbag to breathe through and I did calm down after a while. But I went into my old room and flopped on the bed there (now) and just stayed there the night. Dad did make sure I was alright though. I told him about how sometimes I get rather lonely and that "I wanted attention and to feel loved". He assured me of course they all do, but I just think sometimes I need that extra, you know!
I think, for the most part, I am enjoying my free-single life but I think sometimes I worry I'm missing out, etc. etc. bla bla bla.
I was rather depressed and all last night but was OK this morning. I'm like thinking "OK this is it. am sick of this life here" the way it goes. Bla. bla yeah like I say am OK now though.
It's about 25 today outside now. I know! man I can't turn my damn talking thermometer off. It keeps giving me hourly updates of the incorrect time, the indoor and outdoor temps. :) I can't remember how to turn it off. I've had the thing for ages but haven't figured out how to work the thing properly yet, Lol! so I think I will be smashing it quite soon, Lol! Either that or if I'm feeling sane still will take the batteries out! :) Lol Ah there it goes again:
"It's 4 O'clock PM. The indoor temperature is 17 degrese Celcius. The outdoor temperature is 30.5 degrese celsius"! Yes, that's nice and all, but it's actually 1.31 PM, Lol! but I like it here. the house has mannaged to stay rather cool!
I just downloaded the santaClause audio-described. will watch it later and continue my christmas s spirity-thing.
All for now.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Lol this morning I couldn't stop laughing! :)
( Read more... )
In other news, I finally got the guts to call Leigh Drew on 3AK on Tuesday morning between 5 and 5.30. (I taped it, and may actually encode it if I ever learn how! :)
I was calling up for the mystory sound, but then was just chatting about other things. He remembered me from all the emails I'd been sending, so that's good. actually have only sent about two thus far. But I am sooo sad. From 1st of Jan, there will be no more 3AK. it will be taken over by SEN - an all sports station - 24 hours a day! yeha whatever! So yeah I am sad as I will only have 3AW to rely on for my insomnia and that aint good! That station has turned from bad to worse! No-one on there (especially keith Mcgowan) respect the callers - they are downright rude and poke fun at them?! Why any of that is allowed to happen is just beyond me!
Everyone on 3AK however were completely the opposite - sooo lovely and friendly to everyone! It's a shame and I hate it! but, what can ya do?! :(
Tuesday Nan came over and we went to Boxhill and had lunch. it was nice but was quite hot so we didn't stay all that long. I didn't really find what I wanted in the way of christmas decorations for here, but oh well!
Yesterday didn't do a lot. I went to parents last night for a BBQ tea. that was nice. But, then, I had a breakdown. Parents (dad mainly) was lecturing me about my money situation which I don't want to be reminded of, as I already know and am really really sensible! they are parranoyed. So that got me worked up, but was feeling pretty crappy all of yesterday - just really ajitated.
Anyway so I broke down and suffered an assma attack I think (which is weird as I didn't really know I had it - so must get some further tests). it was bad, was hypoventilating and all. Mum asked if I wanted her to call an ambulence and I'm like "no it's alright" through my breathing attempts. Mum got me a paperbag to breathe through and I did calm down after a while. But I went into my old room and flopped on the bed there (now) and just stayed there the night. Dad did make sure I was alright though. I told him about how sometimes I get rather lonely and that "I wanted attention and to feel loved". He assured me of course they all do, but I just think sometimes I need that extra, you know!
I think, for the most part, I am enjoying my free-single life but I think sometimes I worry I'm missing out, etc. etc. bla bla bla.
I was rather depressed and all last night but was OK this morning. I'm like thinking "OK this is it. am sick of this life here" the way it goes. Bla. bla yeah like I say am OK now though.
It's about 25 today outside now. I know! man I can't turn my damn talking thermometer off. It keeps giving me hourly updates of the incorrect time, the indoor and outdoor temps. :) I can't remember how to turn it off. I've had the thing for ages but haven't figured out how to work the thing properly yet, Lol! so I think I will be smashing it quite soon, Lol! Either that or if I'm feeling sane still will take the batteries out! :) Lol Ah there it goes again:
"It's 4 O'clock PM. The indoor temperature is 17 degrese Celcius. The outdoor temperature is 30.5 degrese celsius"! Yes, that's nice and all, but it's actually 1.31 PM, Lol! but I like it here. the house has mannaged to stay rather cool!
I just downloaded the santaClause audio-described. will watch it later and continue my christmas s spirity-thing.
All for now.
Til Next Time, RdFreak
