life is too weird!

[rdfreak]

1. What's on your bedside table?
my Stereo, heaps of tapes and some dirty socks, (Lol
2. What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
EVERYTHING BUT THE GIRL single! - most of my friends would say "most of my collection" but what would they know?!
3. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
Um, cheese usually :)

4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would
you have done?
Nothing at all.

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
yes, death - though it doesn't sound too irrational. probably flies though would be a bit irrational.

6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
Lol! moving my head around all over the place :) apparently!! :)

7. Do you ever have to beg? for sex?
No, I beg for chocolate though (ah not in that context either Lol :)

8. Do you have too many love interests?
Yes, probably! I always have too many. :( it's just sad!
and yes, hobbies, of course, but wouldn't I be bored if I didn't.
9. Do you know anyone famous?
Yes, Celine Dion and Gretel Killeen! *cry cry* I miss them!

10. Describe your bed.
It's single - the way I like - Matress is lovely and comfortable. My bed is an antique (which Mum typically picked out) actually she got a bargin - got it from the opshop for twenty bucks when I was about 3 or 4. so have been in it since then!
11. Spontaneous or plan?
I seem to have to plan everything out.

12. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Me. No-one would be able to act me.

13. Do you know how to play poker?
No, how show me! - actually nah don't care Lol

14. What do you carry with you at all times?
Some form of obstical reinforcer (whether that be dog or cane :), my wallet/hand bag, my mobile - all that necessary stuff.

15. How do you drive?
Fast when I can (which is only once a year when the blindies get the chance to drive :)

16. What do you miss most about being little?
Everything - no worries, recieving lots of unknown presents, just everything - you name it?!
17. Are you happy with your given name?
definitely! Would never change it - am always telling my parents that cos I know how unusual it is for ppl to actually be happy with their own name.
18. What color is your bedroom?
I wouldn't know. I forget Lol! will ask again :)

19. What was the last song you were listening to?
Danny Minogue-THIS IS IT - rather surprisingly, i love that song :)

20. Have you ever been in a school play?
No, not really. But when I was at RVIB Burwood we use to have concerts every year which of course I'd have to perform in.

21. Have you ever been in love?
Yes, - always one-sided though.

22. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
I try too. Yes, am liking myself more and more I must admit.

23. Do you like it?
?? most things I guess Lol

24. Do you love it?
Same as previous

25. There it is?
What the heck???! never where I remember them to be.

26. Do you think you're cute?
Well people tell me I'm pretty (but I hate sounding modest, so shut up!)

27. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Yes, most of the time I believe I am. A very good friend I won't mind admitting too.

Lol this morning I couldn't stop laughing! :)

OK well I am (as I write) reading the TV guide for today that just got emailed to me.
I read:
Channel 9
10.30 PM
DURATION
60 mins
GENRE
SPECIAL: MAN'S BEST FRIEND
So I'm thinking "aaah, wonderful inspiring story about the relationship between man and pooch." Or maybe it's one of those "oh-so-inspiring" stories about the relationship between guide dog and their blind handler. and how, "these dogs are our best friends in the whole world" bla bla bla. So I click on the link to read more about this special program, and I read this:

Man's best friend takes a candid look at the complex relationship between men and their penises. Man's closest friend, who shares many of his most intimate
secrets, can be a capricious and fickle companion. Nudity [N] Sexual References [S] Coarse Language [L] Medical Procedures [M]
OK so maybe it's not that great what I just told you, but when my above expectations were so high and set, it's a big shock to the system! Lol Lol!
oh dear! now that sounds really bad to me!

In other news, I finally got the guts to call Leigh Drew on 3AK on Tuesday morning between 5 and 5.30. (I taped it, and may actually encode it if I ever learn how! :)
I was calling up for the mystory sound, but then was just chatting about other things. He remembered me from all the emails I'd been sending, so that's good. actually have only sent about two thus far. But I am sooo sad. From 1st of Jan, there will be no more 3AK. it will be taken over by SEN - an all sports station - 24 hours a day! yeha whatever! So yeah I am sad as I will only have 3AW to rely on for my insomnia and that aint good! That station has turned from bad to worse! No-one on there (especially keith Mcgowan) respect the callers - they are downright rude and poke fun at them?! Why any of that is allowed to happen is just beyond me!
Everyone on 3AK however were completely the opposite - sooo lovely and friendly to everyone! It's a shame and I hate it! but, what can ya do?! :(
Tuesday Nan came over and we went to Boxhill and had lunch. it was nice but was quite hot so we didn't stay all that long. I didn't really find what I wanted in the way of christmas decorations for here, but oh well!
Yesterday didn't do a lot. I went to parents last night for a BBQ tea. that was nice. But, then, I had a breakdown. Parents (dad mainly) was lecturing me about my money situation which I don't want to be reminded of, as I already know and am really really sensible! they are parranoyed. So that got me worked up, but was feeling pretty crappy all of yesterday - just really ajitated.
Anyway so I broke down and suffered an assma attack I think (which is weird as I didn't really know I had it - so must get some further tests). it was bad, was hypoventilating and all. Mum asked if I wanted her to call an ambulence and I'm like "no it's alright" through my breathing attempts. Mum got me a paperbag to breathe through and I did calm down after a while. But I went into my old room and flopped on the bed there (now) and just stayed there the night. Dad did make sure I was alright though. I told him about how sometimes I get rather lonely and that "I wanted attention and to feel loved". He assured me of course they all do, but I just think sometimes I need that extra, you know!
I think, for the most part, I am enjoying my free-single life but I think sometimes I worry I'm missing out, etc. etc. bla bla bla.
I was rather depressed and all last night but was OK this morning. I'm like thinking "OK this is it. am sick of this life here" the way it goes. Bla. bla yeah like I say am OK now though.
It's about 25 today outside now. I know! man I can't turn my damn talking thermometer off. It keeps giving me hourly updates of the incorrect time, the indoor and outdoor temps. :) I can't remember how to turn it off. I've had the thing for ages but haven't figured out how to work the thing properly yet, Lol! so I think I will be smashing it quite soon, Lol! Either that or if I'm feeling sane still will take the batteries out! :) Lol Ah there it goes again:
"It's 4 O'clock PM. The indoor temperature is 17 degrese Celcius. The outdoor temperature is 30.5 degrese celsius"! Yes, that's nice and all, but it's actually 1.31 PM, Lol! but I like it here. the house has mannaged to stay rather cool!
I just downloaded the santaClause audio-described. will watch it later and continue my christmas s spirity-thing.
All for now.
Til Next Time, RdFreak

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hey

[tlbyakytlmhfsuy.livejournal.com]

you know Celin Dion? how? and when do the blindies get to drive? tell me more. my dad drove once, somewhere. *grins* also, who is that in your icon? is it you? whoever it is does indeed look very pretty :)

Re: hey

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

No that's not me. it's meant to be Celine Dion as another of my LJ friends had agreed to help me with my LJ presentation and gave me the Dion icon.
I met Celine in 95 (when i was 16) when she came out here to Melbourne. good old radio station (mix Fm) allowed me that opportunity as I'd written to them. so yeah met her and she was lovely! :) I was very shy though!
And each year in March there's a day at a racetrack where blind people are allowed to get a feel for driving. The cares are those driving-instructor duel controlled cars, so they sit in the passenger seat with a break. They tell us left or right. it's heaps and heaps of fun!
Last March was my second time, and dad decided to get in the car both times too, Lol hahahaha! It was good though and very safe. :)

Re: hey

[rdfreak.livejournal.com]

sorry I forgot to say that my picture can be found on my web page at http://users.tpg.com.au/racheldk/aboutme.html
also I tried to add you to msn but said it didn't exist any more. (got it from your bio)