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Well I had this sudden urge to update so wohooo! I don't feel like it much these days. dunno why but it's my journal and I'll snob it if I want too ha!
Well, I am not very happy with myself. I finally called up about the youth work course today and I was too late for it. applications closed last month! but I was kinda taking that risk as things have been a bit up in the air but I am looking at doing the lifeline certificate next year so I can get qualifications in the field (which is in the same area anyway which is good ::) and also so I may work as a phone counsellor part time and then go back and do maybe youth work or teaching or whatever. .. so yeah .. guess it all works out in the end?! .. Also may look at radio courses tomorrow.
I got this freaky guy call me on skype this morning whom I blocked as I didn't feel like talking to him again, then I am now getting these skype text messages from this guy who seems to be having orgasms over my name? *sigh* I talk to normal people only thanks! aaah I mean gosh! I dunno .. I reckon I should set it up so people from only my contact list can call me. I hate strange people! :(
anyway today didn't do a lot - in fact I am still being as slack as ever! .. yesterday was Melbourne cup. didn't do much. didn't bet - man i'm boring. hmm Saturday I went to JHs' for her b/day. that was pretty cool. and yeah .. well hey my life is just non-existent at the moment. have been undoubtedly spending way too much time on the net. and I have met some really really awesome friends over the past few weeks. My msn list is starting to get a bit of a new look. I'm finding though that every time I add someone andd viceversa, I have to find someone I don't talk to any more and delete them. I don't necessarily block them so they can still message me if they wish.
I have been on ventrilo heaps lately. Some people are just plain irritating but most of the time it's been really good! Making so many new friends has been overwhelming lately but I do appreciate it totally! *grin* the world is wonderful sometimes! so many nice people!
I sooo want to travel the world soon - I need to visit everyone! it gets like that though!
Have been doing a lot of thinking - as I always do and .. I just don't get guys I've decided. Well I decided that a long time ago but .. guess it's more evident. .. I am pleased though with how I'm accepting things and have been able to move on and experience new feelings and things, and mannaging to remain more meutral in situations. I was just saying to someone the other day actually that I am talking to the most guys I ever have in my life at the moment. Only like having pretty much two to three guys as friends during childhood to now when .. probably more than half online friends are guys but yes, they are online friends. Lol not that that's saying anything cos I honestly treat them as real-life friends. at least think of them like that anyway *grrr this Max person is going to be blocked in a minute *grrrrrr
apart from that A and I are catching up Sunday and it's Bec's birthday today! little cousin 21! nooooo! Lol .. so her 21st on saturday which should be cool.
Right going to attend to this .. um .. guy! I looooove skype but only really with people I already know.
Til Next Time, RdFreak