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well, not a lot happened since BB auditions. just that my sunburn started to peel on Thursday, lovely! just the day I emmerge to outside! had lunch with B at the normal place near CAE which was cool! hadn't caught up with her in ages! As usual she got all my goss out of me! Lol her reaction was rather an amusing one when I casually explained that I am not comitted to anything this year so I have decided to go to the US .. "as ya do!" she exclaimed Lol! haha I guess I said it as if it were nothing outta the ordanary for me. .. Well my parents and Nan are still doing their bits to try make it hard for me to even wanna go but that aint happenin. still am yet to call the travvel agent though.
Well after reading, rereading, listening and relistening to the tutorials on Main menu and the ACBradio interactive site about net broadcasting, I finally got the hang of it, and even though I downloaded a shoutcast server for my puter for testing, I know I wouldn't be able to get a lot of listeners to there. so once I was sure I knew what I was doing, I bought myself an ultrahost server and have done a few broadcasts with several supportive listeners now. I did get a lot of help initially from furball and toonhead, but now I know that my stupid volume control doesn't seem to save a lot of my damn settings, I am always ready for it! I love it! Now I just wanna go on aCB interactive and/or Onj's server or any other station where it's all happening. Mine is only a 32 K stream cos it was all i wanted to afford. Oh and i got my tripple talk workin again; go me!! I love it! :) means I can talk over music and make it sound more professional!
In other news, it seems I take the internet far far too seriously for my own good! nah but, I finally got rid of rangoon out of my life who has been harassing me. simply cos he always brings up the past with friends and stuff, and like, everything that i use to write on the Hands mailing list (which was like my family in the early days), he doesn't forget and thinks it's extremely amusing to bring everything up when I've forgotten about a lot of it since they were like six years ago! that's what he (and some others) likes to call a sense of humour, and then doesn't know when to stop when ya ask nicely so, then ya get razzed up and someone else, whom ya thyought was a friend sits there and laughs at my expense of getting more and more upset! so, after a few attempts of kindly trying to make "commanderlaforge" see the point, I was forced to block him too. I mean i showed so much respect for them, and especially more Rangoon since we'd known each other and being under each others' feet for so long, but he just didn't get it that I no longer found things funny, and I wanted him to simply stop bringing up things about my past that happened over six years ago, on an internet radio program (even if they were all friends who were listening, - actually some I didn't know - ) whatever the case may be, we know it's not the point! For years I was concerned of his actions towards me. it's definitely obsessive behaviour that he showed towards me. and if people aren't going to listen to me or respect me, well they get the same in return!
OK so now that they have been blocked and deleted, hopefully I can move on without being harrassed in ventrilo any more. but they know, as everyone on the zone knows, what will happen if they ignore the guidelines set forth by us on the server! .. but then, I can't complain to myself very well so there we go ha!
In other news, I just read that 52girl was talking on her LJ about updating it through SMS's. man she got to be kiddin, right?! I wonder how long that would take? certainly for me, all day Lol! but I do miss her! haven't seen her on msn at all!
anyway that's my life up to date!
Til Next Time, RdFreak