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First of all, ( my Japanese name ... )

Well not a lot to report. just had breakfast. I was on ventrilo before that.
I'm going to music today. will leave here at 1 to get there by 2. though it would help if I could memorize the bus timetable!
My reflux sucks and I decided that I can't live like this all my life. I will definitely have to think of somewhere to go soon as the medication just doesn't work! *grrrr*
Well didn't do too much yesterday. hmm let's see .. watched Neighbours that I had taped Tuesday night (I want Linda H to stay but I think last night may have been it. could be wrong though, hopefully :) and i watched doctor Phil and Judge Judy and brushed Heartly, and did some exercises and yeah, just basically continued the trend of laziness.
Last night I called Billy boy after long long long last! Lol He was the same old guy I always knew and loved! Lol I begged him to come to LossVegas but he wouldn't .. tight! haha! I think I'll go to Canada soon and see him and other ppl. after US I'll be plannin more stuff if all goes well for me! :)
Also DW will probably kill me, or something similar, but he may be coming out here after! :) yeahyeahyeahyeah! and we're going to appear as guest stars on Neighbours Lol .. nah, i wish! in fact we may do the tour! and maybe we could meet them! I could give them our poor little sob story that we're blind and poor DW is all the way in UK and he's just in so much pain cos not only is he far away from his favourite stars, but, um, he can't see them! it's tragic! but then again, i may be killed again! (can ya get killed twice over?" hmmm), I was explaining last night how my patience wear thin with people's treatment of blindy's and I could almost feel the bullet! Lol! haha OK now I'll shut up, i promise! but maybe I need to introduce more people to M .. um "she who shall not be named) thank you Lol!
So if I'm not careful, may have to british men on my door! Lol not at the same time. Harp doesn't know if he's gonna get here or not! oh yeah, one Pommy chick maybe?! if we decide not to kill each other before hand! Lol hahaha
so, and, or .. there's 66 days til US! :)
ta ta ta
Til Next Time, RdFreak

why?!

I'm so sad and i just don't know what to think. Milos was talking to A today and she was saying that I. B. can no longer walk up the stairs so they had to set a place for him down stairs, and "they" (docs I guess) gave him four to six weeks! I was nearly crying! I mean i was nearly crying when they couldn't find any bonemarro matches. I was going to try myself but then ya can't then say that ya wanna try with person X. :( I'll still do it though!
We were askin ourselves whether Chris will change for the better or worse. I was betting (not literally course) better. he'll wake up but if it means losing most of his friends, dunno! man it's horrible!
How come it always takes the fittest of fit people? the healthy of all healthy people and course really nice?! I mean everyone is, but one of the nicest people you have the pleasure of meeting yourself? and soo young too! I mean it was not long ago he was still going out with his students, camping, hiking, caving, everything! I remember up at Romsey when it was him who brought all the absailing gear down and we were having fun absailing down the hills! and he would also be fishing and I went along once. He was just such a good sport, such a loving family man. he'd do anything for his family!
Well I just hope that he can really live life to his fullest and try and enjoy what his got as much as possible (though I know it's not an easy thing to wish for! :(
In other brief news, i went to music today. I gotta start putting in the practice, I could tell b was, perhaps a bit frustrated today. I really can't say I blame her! If I don't practice I aint gonna improve or remember anything! it's not fair! I just can't go where I'm hearing I should go. my fingers don't know where to walk to half the time.
She was getting me use to peddaling today. that was a very new and interesting experience for me "to catch the note/s".
Also we got talking bout Beuc (think that's how ya spell it) so she imbossed out another guide to give to me.
I signed up for ebay today cos I got all enthused about getting a minnydisc. I wanna get one for when I'm away and can do heaps of recording! .. anyway I can't believe what I did. I was probably soo excited, having successfuly signed up and searched for the item that I had bidded on a minny microphone for minydisc and dat recorders. and I tried to delete my bid when I returned from music and realized what I'd done. but by the time I found out ya really couldn't, the thing had ended and I had won! but it's OK. I bought it but it will come in handy, I'm sure. I then actually found a good sounding minydisc recorder which I bidded for, was outbidded so bidded again! it ends in a couple hours and so far so good!
so I may wake up excited tomorrow cos now I'm off to bed!
I'm sad but life is life I guess! .. for now! :(
Til Next Time, RdFreak