May. 3rd, 2005

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I dunno .. stupid freakin TPG obviously forgot to settle the counsilation with telstra so this cool guy came to my door before. told him that it was fine now and he says "no worries. it happens all the time!" I go "I hate TPG's customer service" and he goes "well that's between you and TPG" and that kinda put me down a little. as I've always always damn hated rejection in any form. not rejection as far as that goes, how would i describe it? i guess more .. having someone contradict me like that. I mean I'm trying to be more assertive but I always get it thrown back in my face so no wonder I haven't been able to get further with it. *sigh* He was cool though. didn't mean any harm by it I realize. he went on to talk to me bout Heartly and how he use to puppyraise them from guide dogs. But I kinda always get left feeling inadequate! I thought I said the right thing but obviously not! (this would sooo not be a big deal to most but it is to me! I hate it when that happens.) no wonder I get put off!
but it's true! tpg have been totally awful and i'm definitely thinking of of changing soon. Milos reckons that I'm able to get a much better plan elsewhere anyway, so I'll take him up on it. I hear good things bout internote (spelling?) maybe give em a go! and the good thing is that now I have my own modem, so a lot of those extra charges hopefully will no longer affect me, now!
(just then Michelle just called me. she's gone now and I feel like crying!) I mean like this modem has been interfering with my telephone line. I need to get something done bout it cos I've got the aDSL filter for it! .. I guess it just upset me how I sounded annoyed as she called (as i'm reflecting on all this crap of mine) and she knew it. only I wasn't annoyed at her! We're meeting up tomorrow, and maybe Curt too. she asked him apparently I need to call him back anyway.
My phone is driving me crazy so can't talk on it much atm.
I was talking to milos for a while yesterday. Now Ian is in hospital and they reckon he won't come out? (it's kinda sad how "they" can predict these things) but I'm so sad. I soo wanted to see him last week but Mum didn't think it was a good idea and that they probably didn't want visittors! man I dreamt bout him last night. can't remember much detail though.
I was meant to be at counselling, but Mum isn't feeling too well and it's not too urgent that I need to call a cab or try and catch it from Camberwell station. though in saying that I always regret it on the very same day - as in that telstra guy thing! *aaaa stupid TPG damn you!) Their service is alright. good actually but it's literally impossible to communicate with them. It's literally like talking to a brick wall. Cos Dad and I had to do all the problem solving on our own! *sigh* yep if I can go a better deal, why not?! and better communication yeah! I've been on dialup with them for sooo long but I guess dialup is easier to work with!
Nan stayed over last night cos it was cae's birthday so she came back here. left this morning but helped me with my soni minnidisc, just reading out some stuff. Still don't know how to work it. will have to get Dad or someone to help me learn how to use the thing. everything is soo technical these days! ah and it's got long play and easy buttons to feel! yeah for my unofficial hopes!
I had a very interesting but lovely chat with DW yesterday over msn! In fact I have a feeling I went to bed before him in the end Lol! he wouldn't have slept before that at all! Lol! he's crazy I swear! Lol But I think we got to know each other a bit better in chatting which is always good!
Oh and we argue now about who mentions who the most in our journals. well it came up, but I still beat him by a long shot Lol! ha ha! even though I only use initials! :) Lol there ya go DW?! :) hahaha
OK Q called a raincheque for tonight but that's cool! I'll just maybe buy something to eat on the train (which I will this time) and get to Prahran at 6.30. then, just then i thought I could always go and eat by meself at cafe O in chappel street, but nah, I don't really need to spend the money Lol! all saving for my wondress US trip! :) 55 days! wohoo! that's like getting really really low in numbers! haha!
OK well I will go and do something cool and stuff! .. Oh am downloading Jeeves stuff! actually I had taped them off JH but now I have lost half the tapes. yeah for torrents! :) that was how I got Meet The Fockers but don't know why all those extra files came with it. still don't quite get it but whatever!
OK goin!
oh doctor Phil! :)
Til Next time, RdFreak
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Ian died. Mum just called me at about 4 to tell me A.B. had called her. He went down hill very quickly in the end. JH MJ and I were just talking to Chris. He seems to be acting calm but I guess it's soo easy for people to be in denial! I can totally understand it.
I just can't believe it gets the best of them, when they're so young. Mum was telling me it was totally like her Mum. she was the loviest person and still had half a lifetime to go! :(
I'm going to course now!
Til Next Time, RdFreak

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