wow! "married babes want to meet me!!!"

Well I went to bed like bout 8 last night and I got up at 9.15 and I still feel really tired and drained and just not myself. I am not sure why. I mean I feel soo tired. it might be my right ear I dunno! cos it's blocked and all! *grrrrr* I feel really really tired. it's just weird!
Nan just arrived and we are going to parents for tea tonight for mothers day tomorrow. cos Dad will be going to sydney. think he must be driving there early tomorrow morning!
Well I have been told by Nick that I am wanted to audition for TPRN. like he keeps nagging me bout it. don't know what that's all about but I think I will as I am not sure what's happenin with aCB radio yet!
OK, well I keep getting so much spam with the subject line lately telling me that "married babes want to meet me!" Lol OK then! whatever!
I got my heater on.
I had such weird weird dreams last night.
( most of them I can't be stuffed writing about )

ah, who knows what's wrong with me and whether I'll wake up eventually?! *grrrr*
Til Next Time, RdFreak

THE HIGHs OF BEING HEARTLY (part I.)

THE HIGHs OF BEING HEARTLY
Hi all, I'm Heartly and I am highjacking Mum's journal! I hope she doesn't mind. Actually, she did tell me that I can have a little possy in her journal under cuts of her own so normally I would ablige but before when she was writing her entry, I was outside, enjoying the little bit of sunshine we have left. I like it though. I like it better than Summer! this year it was summer for such a long time. Mum says that the whether patterns everywhere are going crazy! Mum says i'm just as crazy as one of my favourite things to do when I'm over to Grandma and Pa's house is to go and lie on the bricks near the back door in the blazing sun. and then I get hot and go in for a drink then i go right out and repeat the precedure. It's a dog's life, alright?!
Anyway I better continue introducing myself. i am going to call my little section the above cos it is the title of my web page. THE HIGHs OF BEING HEARTLY which is very in need of updating. even now there is meant to be a picture of me up there but Mum claimes she can't do it! hehihehi so much for her learning HTML is what I say!
And, despite what the old page is, I am 6. turning 7 on the 20th of July. and Mum won't even be home for that! She is going to America and leaving me at home. But I'll be staying with Nan and Pa so I hope they will at least give me a birthday/party.
Well, nothing new with me. I was meant to go to the Vet last week cos Mum says i have a lump or something. but she felt sick or something so I think I'm going next week unfortunately. I don't like the vet. He sticks weird objects up my bottom and I don't like it. would you? Still Mum says that she feels better when I go. I also get weighed and the mean vet is always telling Mum to cut my food down! it's not fair. I love my food and I rarely get to eat it. well I do every morning but that's all. And I occasionally get treats during the day which I love. I love hanging round Mum's feet while she's cooking/eating. I am always watching for any crums she may drop. I figure that if I'm really quiet, she won't know I'm eating them as she's blind. but she has very good hearing and she always know what I'm doing! it sucks!
I like going for walks with Mum though we having been in a while. She's not studying this year and so she is often quite lazy now and I get so bored. There's not always a lot to do round here. But I love going to Nan and Pa's where i can race around my old back yard. I try and keep away from Molly and Lucy. I'm scared of them. Molly is Mum's cat and that makes me jealous. When we are over there and she picks up Molly I am always scared that she's going to leave me. She hates it when I come up and she's holding Molly. she says "I don't want you now Heartly. I'm spending time with my Molly". that makes me sad. Every time I pass Lucy she tries to paw me, and I get scared! And then some times I will wake up on my bed to find her laying right beside me. Mum and Nan say it's cute! I dunno! if she really likes me that much she shouldn't paw me all the time. i don't find it funny, would you?
I want to have mmy own journal. maybe Mum will give me one soon if I'm good. I don't like sharing. i never have. and I want my own friends too.
bye I'm going to see if I can find any crums on my floor in the kitchen!
Til my next big woof, Heartly Natasha K

believe it or not, last but not least?! ...

OK here we go again, and this will be the last time I make reference to this mis-guided mess! I'm done. I'm over it! it's all good. but for heavin's sakes people, if my felow zoners are going to be involved in 'private" conversations with others, talking about another behind their back (so to speak) make sure that, um everything is private. Lol
I'm deciding to make this public because it just kinda amused me when I came across this QN during my usual search for references to me. Yes, I'm parranoyed, why don't we add that to the list?! Lol .. No I am sooo not! I just like to go through and find my big bad popular self being discussed alright?! hahaha! anyway though my name was not mentioned, I did know this was bout me, and in looking at the rest of the convo round it, I realized that at least no-one else was gain enough to continue the discussion in public. No it was done privately. goodness knows what else was said. but I don't care. I really don't. I was just amused at the idea that I thought I took a while to get over something (which was always considered my fault big time) however, clearly we are talking about other parties which still have issues with me.
I will say here for the last time (in the public eye), it is indeed a real shame and worse that I am spoken about in so many weird and wonderful ways, even now. but, well, ..all I can wish for is that these people can realize that talking about others behind their back especially when they know they're deliberately being difficult, is very very immature and not what I'd call being "very adult-like.
I am talking bout this quicknote I found:
"and its not just the lame computer stuff, its the attention seeking, the blindy circles and just, yeah, stuff in general. i went to her party, her 25th,
last year, and everyone, who i'd never met before, already knew all about me."
OK as I said before, everyone knows that would be referring to me because well I had my 25th last year. etc. etc.
So let's just take that quote a bit at a time shall we?!
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and now, i return back to my regular schedule day.
Well Nan came here again after the working bee at Mum's (where they cut a dead apple tree down-) and picked me up. we had spaghetti, nicely made by dad. then we had some chocolate cookies then was spending time with my Kitties! Heartly was, again laying on one end of her bed, while the two cats were snuggled up together on the other end of it Lol! it was soo cute! it needed a photo! Lol
then Nan and I went home. and I don't think I'll be long outta bed.
Me thirsty though. "Heartly stop snoring? please?! Lol
Til Next Time, RdFreak