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May. 20th, 2005 04:29 pmso because I didn't qualify as a full time student (just missed out by eight months or so) I have got 400 extra to pay. this is disgusting! it's pathetic! I swear if I didn't have my flights and all arranged at convention I would have canselled the whole damn trip! this whole stupid world revolves around tertiary study! it's sooo sad! Our society is sooo pig-headed and confused I swear!
As it is I'm borrowing money off my family and I soooooo hate doing it! I would be absolutely fine myself if I could just wait a few more weeks. But my pension comes out then half goes to rent again! it's pathetic!
I promise them (even though I don't have to so much cos it's not like I'm not trustworthy) that I'll pay them back as soon as I get back, but that's not the point. I just hate doing it, I really really really do! If I thought about this trip last year i could have sooo saved up.
Hey what I think I'm gonna do from now on is get an extra savings account! Ya live and learn i guess.
Went to lunch with Barb and she wouldn't sign me off as a student Lol! I know I was being stupid and she's protecting herself but I dunno .. as if anyone would know! ah well! Dishonesty gets one into trouble in the end. I preferr being honest on all accounts and especially not to put it on to others! It's just that if it's money I'm sorry but I'm not going to try blaming myself and feeling guilty!
and it sucks too because bestflights hada $899 deals to SFO earlier this year. I mean it would have added up a bit with tax and insurence but would have been better than this!
hello you stupid people, not everyone works! and not everyone is a student, and btw, being a student is no better than anyone else migits! *grrr
Anyway that aside, I saw SG (Aus His teacher) before as I was waiting for Barb, and also RE. told them about last year, my US trip and all that!
and yeah was nice catchin up with b too course!
I just really wish I could have thought bout this last year, and that I only could wait and pay on the day or not long before. that way I could so so so so sooo do it! Part of the thing was I told my family I could do this, cos I could. I assured them it was all gunna work out! I hate being dependent on ppl like this. I really do! I sooo wanted this to be totally my trip! everything done by me, and maybe borrow still a lot less!
stupid freaking airlines! such greedy beep beep beep!
Maybe I will sell my minidisk on e-bay but even then, I won't have the money by next week as I have too. but then I guess I can have it to pay back later so it doesn't matter I guess.
aaaah I don't like having to tell my family that I wasn't as ready as I thought! and trust my stupid birthday to be in /April too. under 26 is cheaper too!
it's just so crap! really is! greedy airlines! :(
Til Next time, a totally disgruntled RdFreak
As it is I'm borrowing money off my family and I soooooo hate doing it! I would be absolutely fine myself if I could just wait a few more weeks. But my pension comes out then half goes to rent again! it's pathetic!
I promise them (even though I don't have to so much cos it's not like I'm not trustworthy) that I'll pay them back as soon as I get back, but that's not the point. I just hate doing it, I really really really do! If I thought about this trip last year i could have sooo saved up.
Hey what I think I'm gonna do from now on is get an extra savings account! Ya live and learn i guess.
Went to lunch with Barb and she wouldn't sign me off as a student Lol! I know I was being stupid and she's protecting herself but I dunno .. as if anyone would know! ah well! Dishonesty gets one into trouble in the end. I preferr being honest on all accounts and especially not to put it on to others! It's just that if it's money I'm sorry but I'm not going to try blaming myself and feeling guilty!
and it sucks too because bestflights hada $899 deals to SFO earlier this year. I mean it would have added up a bit with tax and insurence but would have been better than this!
hello you stupid people, not everyone works! and not everyone is a student, and btw, being a student is no better than anyone else migits! *grrr
Anyway that aside, I saw SG (Aus His teacher) before as I was waiting for Barb, and also RE. told them about last year, my US trip and all that!
and yeah was nice catchin up with b too course!
I just really wish I could have thought bout this last year, and that I only could wait and pay on the day or not long before. that way I could so so so so sooo do it! Part of the thing was I told my family I could do this, cos I could. I assured them it was all gunna work out! I hate being dependent on ppl like this. I really do! I sooo wanted this to be totally my trip! everything done by me, and maybe borrow still a lot less!
stupid freaking airlines! such greedy beep beep beep!
Maybe I will sell my minidisk on e-bay but even then, I won't have the money by next week as I have too. but then I guess I can have it to pay back later so it doesn't matter I guess.
aaaah I don't like having to tell my family that I wasn't as ready as I thought! and trust my stupid birthday to be in /April too. under 26 is cheaper too!
it's just so crap! really is! greedy airlines! :(
Til Next time, a totally disgruntled RdFreak
