was happy, now sad

I was happy! 37 days til US - five weeks and three days! .. the other day I got the count wrong again Lol! it was failing to take into account the extra days of 31 days in May or somethin.
I can't wait to pay my last flight fees next week! I was all excited as I wrote back to rich about the kinds of food and snacks we'd like. now i'm sad again!
Saw JS, MD, CN, LE and co in the staff room and made me sad! something had to make me sad didn't it?! Lol! I miss them and the fun kinda relationship we all had. I don't know why. MD and LE certainly all of a sudden turned on me. and JS kinda did, but he half had a right too looking back, of course minus how he treated me by staying silent about his actions and all. But I miss them all anyway. only ones who aren't on msn is MD, LE, and BS. now why the freak did they all of a sudden turn on me? I don't know! some people are very strange! and to think how I was so excited about meeting MD. lucky I didn't plan anything. why do people just turn on you without a reason or explanation? I just don't get it sometimes!
anyway .. ahem I will get over this cos the rest of the world is all mine and generally I've been good so I can't let anything ruin my mood! :(
And I think my charmarie is getting bullied and humiliated for actions she had no involvement in and it's making her upset naturally! it makes me so sad when my friends are sad and hurting, especially when of course they get blamed for something they didn't do (just same with myself) some people have a nerve really?!
right, happy happy joy joy! I haven't eaten my breakfast and read my awesome friends page! so off I go to do that!
Til Next time, RdFreak

long survey

( wow, this survey took me forever, but cool ..  )

It was two of them combine from my LJ friends page :)
til Next time, RdFreak